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Is the real world worth it?

When you've been alone for so long that making connections with other people feels wrong and uncomfortable. Like an itchy too tight shirt.

You've created this little world inside your room with everything you need to simulate human interaction that real people feel fake now.

Pillows for late night cuddles with that special person, heated blankets for body warmth, different colognes and perfumes on shirts bigger than you that make you feel like you belong to someone.

Stories and games that you immerse yourself in and getting closer the characters that you feel you would never have with real people. It's terrifying. Thinking your little bubble has everything you need that when you do try to reach out, to pop that bubble, you be disappointed in the real world.

It's terrifying, the real world, but is worth it when I have all I ever need right here. When I've built my whole life expecting to be alone forever to cope with the fact that no one wants me, because I've never tried.