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yesssssssssss i dont have a crush on anybody right now but this is felttttttt

i would rather use witchcraft and manifestation to start relationship instead of actually talking to the person i have crush on✨🧚🏻😌

All of them turning their heads at the same time IS SO SWEET-

screen shots from my wallpaper and notes app 💕🧁

“I hope your happy…… but don’t be happier ”

| six years later enola comes back to england to confess her love to tewksbury only to find out tewksbury is married with children |

unedited cus i wrote this at 3:33 am

based on oliva rodrigos song

she was nervous to knock on the door of the man she loved the man she hadn’t seen in six years. when she left london she stopped contact with the then seventeen year old marquess. she knocked on the door and a servant answered and bowed this servant had recognized her and let her in without any trouble

she walked into the huge mansion and looked around it was different some of the landscape paintings were replaced with portraits of a women and her children. the servant went to go inform tewksbury of her presence. enolas heart was beating so incredibly fast

the servant showed enola to tewksburys study that’s were she remembered him spending his time, they used to sit and there and solve little local problems. when she knocked on his study door he opened it with a smile they embraced for a full minute.

then enola went to look around it was still the same like when they were kids. suddenly a little boy comes running while giggling “daddy mummy’s chasing me” her heart shattered was this kid his? then a women followed while apologizing “sorry my dear klaus insisted he see you” she looked up at enola “oh my we didn’t know you had any visitors”

the little boy bowed apologizing to his father and enola. “it’s alright, why don’t you introduce yourself to a friend of mine” he patted the boys head enola smiled seeing be so fraternal with the boy. “niklaus of bashilwether, i’m four” he bowed once more before running out the door laughing. tewksbury chuckled

“Enola this is my wife , Y/n the viscountess of bashilwether”

“just y/n. the whole title is a mouth full” she smiled while shaking her hand. enola wanted to go home and cry, the love of her life is married with children.

“uh hello- i was a friend of tewksburys” enola could barely get a sentenced out. “i’ve heard about you the detective that saved him, you’re extraordinary” y/ns praise made enola smile softly how could she hate her she was so nice.

“y/n darling would you mind giving me and enola some time to talk? it won’t take longer than five minutes” tewksbury kissed y/n on the cheek while whispering something in her ear. “of course i’ll go and check on niklaus” she left the room gracefully

“so you’re married with a child that’s -amazing im so happy for you” she could feel tears coming but she held them in. tewksbury looked at her with a genuine smile.

“thank you friend, i soon will have three kids y/ns with child. we pray for twins” his smile grew bigger as he told her the news. her heart shattered for the second time.

“when did you um - when” she was cut off by the man in front of her. “uh the day you left i had met y/n at the flower stand and then a year later we were married” he said smiling.

“what brings you to bashilwether? are you in need of supplies or lodgings?” he asked with a worried look on his face. “no I just came to visit but i should be going-“ she was interrupted by knocking

“y/n? come in my love” hearing him call y/n that instead of her made enola want to jump off a cliff

“honey dinner is ready, is enola staying over lola made chicken soup and i must say it’s delicious” she said poking her head in the door.

“no i was just telling tewksbury i was leaving but um it was nice to meet you y/n , have a good night” she bowed slightly at tewksbury and got up from her seat

“don’t be silly it’s raining please stay enola, i insist the rain will clear after dinner”

*

the dinner was mostly quite will the exception of y/n making friendly conversation, y/n could sense something between them maybe they used to be lovers y/n thought. “me and klaus both think that marie would be nice for a girl or marcel if it’s a boy” she broke the silence the topic of baby names spark tewksbury interest and brighten his mood

“darling perhaps you can consider davina for a first name, davina claire sounds beautiful” tewksbury grinned looking lovingly at y/n. “i like the sound of that, what do you think enola?” y/n turned to enola

“sounds very royal i like it, what do you hope for tewksbury. y/n?” enola took a sip of her wine. “we pray for twins so hopefully one boy and one girl”

“i just want healthy babies now and in the future” y/n drank from her cup that was filled with water.

“amen to that, i just want to say how happy i am to see my old friend enola holmes and share with her my beautiful wife and the mother of my beautiful child and children to be”

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after dinner and the rain cleared up a bit enola went on her merry way back to her house , as soon as she was far enough she began to cry , she was to late.her one chance of happiness is gone.

Pt 2? idk if y’all can comment but uh let me know somehow if y’all want pt 2

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Prolly just a rant ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

So this whole week, in my 3D I have been sick in bed, last week of school, and not going. But in the 4D I went to school all week (except Tuesday) and I have all straight A's in all my classes. I feel as if I'm doing right but my 3d brain is anxious and scared, because I have to show my grades next Tuesday (which I will prolly not I'm too lazy for this shiz) and in my 3d I never rlly went because of "bad influence" so I skipped a lot.

I'm more understanding now, not to be anxious because time isn't real because I feel like when I have a "date" when I need something to be done I get anxious and start staring at the 3d and like is it here!? Why isn't it here? Why isn't it working? Is this fake? But I'm really calmed down since....yesterday lol.

It is so stressful that I feel like I'm lying when I say I am passing everything because my anxious 3d is like "omg you did not just lie like that!?" Like it makes me doubt again but I'm staying up, chin up... I am smart and I have straight A's and that is that, end of conversation.

I don't need to say it every sentence of either I have straight A's or I'm rich because it's like ummm I know? Why you gotta keep saying it so much?? Sus...⊂ •͡˘∠•͡˘ ⊃

Like I have been dying to get a lottery ticket and I have been not getting it.. A sign? Definitely, I know if I were to get it and not win I would doubt and not even think about the reason, but when I keep forgetting to get it I got thinking, I don't need anything physical to get my desires. I already have it, I don't need something else to show me that I have it, making a one step into a two step.

I don't know what else to say... If y'all think I'm doing anything wrong with my thinking please tell me (っ˘ڡ˘ς) 

Love- Tru

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