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Waking the demon

gotta say i do appreciate that canon hasn’t actually tried to push an actual love interest on any of the teachers but also can you imagine if it was just randomly revealed one day that mic goes home & has some dj wife

Freak Show Talk | 3racha, lmh

𝙭𝙭𝙭. 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙬𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩

! fwb, free use ft. all, fujoshi fem reader, poly, enm, angst, smut, dead dove do not eat. <1k wc. 18+ readers only !

「Contents List」 「Act 1」  「© Dec 2023 by jl-micasea-fics」

The privileged girl works the rich boy over with her mouth. Rich boy whimpers and his cheeks are pretty pink. Privileged girl tastes the salt on her tongue and thinks about how fucking privileged she is.

And why wouldn’t you?

On the precipice of coming, Changbin stops you.

“Here.” He pats his thighs, cock sprung and wet. Glistening hard. “Ride me.”

You strip yourself and climb hurriedly to his lap, the broad head of his length catching when he aligns. The little black box is wide open, eyes on stalks to take it all in.

“Fuck, you’re so hot—”

Silence him by capturing his mouth, sink over his girth and tremble with the sensation of fullness. He could split you in two. You’d— Fuck, you’d thank him. Your slow, breathless grind allows you a minute; Changbin groans and guides you by swell of hips, eyes darkened by lust.

“Feel so good, baby.” He throws his head back. “Fuck, you fit me so well. How do you fit me so well—” A snap of his hips. “Make me want to fucking ruin you—”

It devolves as he plants his feet and carnally pounds you, impaling deep and slick. Forced to support yourself by arms around his neck, your back is deliciously abused by the rake of stubbed nails, bruised by the iron grip he keeps. Helpless but to take, take, take what he gives yet aware of how he keens when you nip and suck his throat between cries, latching and sucking to his clear delight. Pretty pink and purple blooms on his sweaty skin, sealed by your lips. You hope the marks will hold until Chan sees them. You hope they enrage him. Hope they turn him on. Hope he’ll kiss over them and make fresh ones of his own. How lucky Bin is, to be thrown back and forth by those that covet him.

“B— Bin, ngh—”

“Yeah, baby.” He hooks an arm around your body and pulls you closer, your pelvis arched inwards, the presentation of your ass made good upon by the hand that drops to squeeze your cheek and spread you; he feels so fucking big like this, tight against your entrance.

“Don’t stop— Please don’t stop, Bin—”

“God, fuck, I’m close.”

“Not inside me,” you breathlessly request, pushing yourself from the man’s chest to better convey the message. He’s blissfully fucked-out, rosy bottom lip drawn between his teeth, but nods his frantic understanding and lifts you from his throbbing length just in time to have your navel and his abs defiled by warmth of cum. He pants and his body blushes, soft abs contracting under the decoration, rounded tits heaving with pink nipples so pert you can hardly help closing a kiss over them.

“Fuck, fuck—” he sighs, kissing you swiftly and drawing you close. Glowing though admittedly far from orgasm, you kiss the man’s temple and cheek, his wet lips, prepared to stay with him while he basks in it; but he’s as insatiable as you. Cannot possibly entertain that you leave this unsated. He lifts you, urges you to stand on the sofa over him, your left foot planted to the soft seat while the left is hoisted to the back, thus presenting your sensitivity.

With only four one syllable words he sucks your soul from your body:

“Ride my face, babe.”

He attaches his mouth to you, unbothered by the wetness, the mess, the heat. Difficult at first to fall into a comfortable grind, but desire eventually dictates the slow, sensual movement. Dragging yourself across his tongue and lips, you tremble with the exertion while he conducts the act with endless enthusiasm. On an excited tremble, his cum drips from your navel to his forehead; he rasps a throaty laugh and quickly swipes it, smearing it across his similarly soiled abs. He reaches up and inserts a thick finger to stimulate you into a quiver so violent you can hardly remain upright— he hums and says breathlessly:

“You taste even better after you’ve been fucked.”

Is that the thing to send you into an orgasm so brutal it almost topples you? Changbin supports your body, laps at where you quiver, and when satisfied, guides you to sit beside him.

Minutes stretch on as Changbin attends to your cleanup—no easy task in a studio ill equipped for a refractory period. He returns to the sofa with you, makes no move to suggest you should redress or leave. This is his space, he says. Stay, he pleads. You acquiesce and kiss him sweetly. Let the man rest on your tummy and card through his thick curls.

You’re safe here with him, he sighs contentedly.

You smile. Wonder if the same could be said of him being here with you.

Eventually, you fall into a contented doze.

Late is the hour, long has been the day, and with Changbin wrapped around you, they may be longer still.

fst marathon event~ next chapter in 24 hrs. drop a reblog and comment, show your support and i'll keep the content coming as quick as spearb did this chapter 💦 x

𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 ♡ 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙠𝙤-𝙛𝙞 ♡

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i was so fuckin close, i heard someone talking and i felt everything chanhe around me. but i was too focused on my cr body

ill succeed TODAY

The Tom Riddle Method!

This method comes from makayla.malfoy03 on TikTok! This can be used for any DR, not just Harry Potter. I used it to shift to my Supernatural DR, and while I did not successfully shift, I got super close!

1) Imagine you are in an old, dark library all alone. I imagined that all the books were varying shades of black and gray, so it was hard to tell the difference between them, and that they were all coated in dust.

2) Look at the shelves until you find a diary. Take it off the shelf. It's Tom Riddle's diary, of course! I imagined that it was John Winchester's diary, because I was shifting to Supernatural.

3) Imagine sitting down at an old table, turning on a little lamp, and the pages flip open for you.

4) Instead of Tom Riddle communicating through the diary, though, it's a character from your DR. It can be your lover, best friend, enemy, etc.

5) Just like in Harry Potter, the ink appears and your characters asks if you are ready to go to your DR. You take a pen and answer their questions. The ink sinks into the pages.

6) Like in Chamber of Secrets, the book shines a bright, brilliant light onto you, and sucks you in head first.

7) You may feel symptoms such as feeling like you're falling or floating. This is from my personal experience! Don't open your eyes too early like I did, because then you'll most like wake up in your CR.

8) Once you feel like you're in your DR, open your eyes, and you should be there! You can also choose to use this as a sleep method, and simply wake up in your DR bed.

I hope this helps! All credits go to makayla.malfoy03 on TikTok!

Happy shifting!

No. I don't get panic attacks, I get an extreme allergic reaction to high stress caused by unfamiliar places coupled with anxiety.

Thinking more about social cues…

Ruh roh

Less time to handle rent than I thought

That’s fine though

I can handle it

Probably

Today I started my new journey of sobriety in a way that is not always going to be easy..

I am thankful for my growth as it was not easy for me to make this decision, I did it regardless..

I did it for me, I also did it for my children who deserve a healthy and happy mother..

“Not every parent is equipped with the calmness and presence of mind to react so pleasantly. Myself included. We have our own personal traumatic experiences to cope with, and unfortunately we need to reprogram them before passing them on to our own children. We will not always succeed. Breaking that cycle is a very difficult task. Life is real people. I'd love to be able to say that I didn't yell at my kids, but I was abused so badly as a child that my emotions are more powerful than my logic. If this is you, take it from me and please keep working to break that cycle. Our family's future and the world around it depends on it.”

Read this somewhere & I couldn’t relate more to this.

Omg this is really happening! I’m so fucking nervous. Holy shit. I’m shaking right now. Okay breath...

Being on tumblr late is so weird I was asking my friend how to use it and they just looked at me horrified "you're gay how tf are you not on tumblr"

"You looked really skinny the other day when I saw you but I didn't want to say anything..."

When a friend is trying to express concern but instead you take it as a HUGE COMPLIMENT and feel more motivated than ever to keep going...🤫

I've challenged myself to do no body checks in October. It's so hard! 😩

sketched this so i have smth to look forward to finishing after commissions ;;w;;;;;;;;;;;;

I'm beginning to think that the reason I fall into my little cycles of people pleasing even though I'm fully aware it's happening is because of when I think I'm doing good. Of course I think I'm doing good. I'm doing what feels natural and right. Even though what feels right is actually the wrong thing to do. I need to step outside of my comfort zone instead of just going with what always seems to happen.

Just a semi-regular reminder that you do not have to wait until it is "that bad" in order to start pursuing recovery. You don't have to let it get worse in order to count. If it's happening to you, it counts. You matter and you don't have to put yourself through more suffering and a longer, more arduous recovery process (and more lasting damage!) in order to prove that it was bad enough. If you want to get better now, you do not have to get anybody's permission to do it. Healing can start anytime, anywhere, and you do not have to endure any worse in order to deserve better.

I’ll try to do these

I can’t promise anything, but I’ll try

FINISHED MY LIST OF PROMPTS, GUYS

If anyone uses these, please feel free to @ me, I’d love to see how people interpret them. I guess you could also just use a tag. #piddermermay I guess? Idk. I’ve never done anything like this before.

1

Prolly just a rant ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

So this whole week, in my 3D I have been sick in bed, last week of school, and not going. But in the 4D I went to school all week (except Tuesday) and I have all straight A's in all my classes. I feel as if I'm doing right but my 3d brain is anxious and scared, because I have to show my grades next Tuesday (which I will prolly not I'm too lazy for this shiz) and in my 3d I never rlly went because of "bad influence" so I skipped a lot.

I'm more understanding now, not to be anxious because time isn't real because I feel like when I have a "date" when I need something to be done I get anxious and start staring at the 3d and like is it here!? Why isn't it here? Why isn't it working? Is this fake? But I'm really calmed down since....yesterday lol.

It is so stressful that I feel like I'm lying when I say I am passing everything because my anxious 3d is like "omg you did not just lie like that!?" Like it makes me doubt again but I'm staying up, chin up... I am smart and I have straight A's and that is that, end of conversation.

I don't need to say it every sentence of either I have straight A's or I'm rich because it's like ummm I know? Why you gotta keep saying it so much?? Sus...⊂ •͡˘∠•͡˘ ⊃

Like I have been dying to get a lottery ticket and I have been not getting it.. A sign? Definitely, I know if I were to get it and not win I would doubt and not even think about the reason, but when I keep forgetting to get it I got thinking, I don't need anything physical to get my desires. I already have it, I don't need something else to show me that I have it, making a one step into a two step.

I don't know what else to say... If y'all think I'm doing anything wrong with my thinking please tell me (っ˘ڡ˘ς) 

Love- Tru

2

Although my post times are way off and not on a schedule, I feel like I need to journal, very sorry as it will be all over the place

So my feelings today are very old mindset kind of feelings, it's prolly the heat cuz I'm in New York and it doesn't know when to stay one weather.

But I took my dog to the vet today and because of that I had to look at my bank account and saw only so little money, I know I'm a spoiled brat and I have $10000000 but when I looked today I got upset and in my feels when I feel like I saw reality.

My feels=😐

So after I seen the balance and my mom saying I need to work to get more money I wanted to get a lottery ticket again, so I reverted back to thinking I need one thing to get to my goal, basically the 3d.

And I was thinking, looking at my [1] post about me talking about what I experienced in the 3d and what my 4d was basically doing without me. Maybe after that post I have been thinking about what I will be doing in the 3d but the 4d is still going on "until I get there" like it is 2 separate places... If this makes sense.

The 3d isn't real, and I shouldn't be thinking about having 2 separate lives while it's basically only one unless I "script" it or assume it helps with loa or shifting. Because they the same thing.

(I really wanna name shifting something else because it's so used and not really fitting because we are not shifting we are becoming aware. But I used it so long it's weird to name it something else)

I want this world to be a {Neutral} world I call it, and just have fun and not have "main characters" and universes favorites. I'm the mc in {neutral} worlds because it is a fun world, and a laid back world.

(If anyone wants I can explain some of my versions of... My mind?? And this world if you want me to ❤ (I will do it when I get 10 likes lol (っ˘ڡ˘ς) )

Anyways, in {neutral} worlds I don't have any challenges so that means I have no worries of any kind of money problems or lack anything, and I get paid to do things, instead of paying to do them, because I am the universes fav (bc I am the universe, but who needs to know that? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

I think writing down my desires and ideas/plans makes me believe it way more because like I'm just writing in 1st person, plus visualising it (because I have read all my life) that it's real and I know it is, and I know I am the creator and I deserve all of this.

Love~ Tru