Mind Over Matter - Tumblr Posts
And if the seasons change
Will you stand by me ?
'Cause I'm a young man built to fall oohh~
- Mind Over Matter, Young The Giant
"Performance is all about state of mind. The hardest thing is to do something which is close to nothing, because it is demanding all of you..."
- Marina Abramović, The Artist Is Present (2012)
{Rumi, from Let the beauty we Love be what we Do: "Who Speaks with my Mouth,"/ Franz Kafka, from Letters to Milena/ Tumblr User: @muktanjali (x)/ Franz Kafka/ Tiemar Tegene/ Unknown/ Khaled Hosseini/ Jacqueline Novak, from How to Weep in Public: Feeble Offerings on Depression from One Who Knows/Sally Rooney, Conversations With Friends}
Remove your emotions from the equation and see if the situation is worth your time n energy. If not, step back. That's how you'll make right decisions.
day 201: you broke my heart this sums up everything, actually. maybe i was expecting too much lately that i forgot that everything was just a product of my imagination... i was being stupid for letting my feelings take over reality. i was careless for letting myself fool me. i should held responsible for the hurt i am feeling right now but i can't stop blaming you. i guess i am still the immature me when it comes to liking you. i don't want to call it love because it will be a one-sided type thing again and i had a lot of it already. i'd rather believe that love didn't exist but just pure admiration to a person i will never have a chance to be with. sucks for me right?! well, probably it is not the right time yet. until now, i still have to wait for the right person. maybe that person will appear one day... well hopefully. it's just that i got distracted liking you that i fell into this deep shit. i should've known from the start that this will happen sooner or later. too bad the romantic and senseless me took over the smart and responsible me. maybe the feeling of always being alone was a factor too. you were the source of happiness on my lonely nights. you were the gorgeous guy who acts like a dork and makes fun of yourself with your friends. how can i resist that charm? you make me happy... you always did. and i hope you will still do until i find the destined source of my life-long happiness. you might broke my heart but i can still list down a thousand reasons why you are amazing and why everyone loves you. i am still grateful to you. i don't want to say goodbye. maybe, i'll just tone down this craziness a bit so i won't feel this hurt again in the future... thank you for everything, E!