Mizu5 - Tumblr Posts
"It's alright— they're just clothes. We can go together and buy more, just breathe." Ena's hands hold her own, and she feels sick at the contact. Sick at the contact, sick at the thought, sick, sick, sick. "Focus on me—don't pay attention to them, just me–"
They were just clothes—but they weren't just clothes. It was never about the clothes; it was always about her, her, her. It was always about Mizuki Akiyama, the girl who was–she was a girl, and she dressed the way she pleased, and she chose to express herself with cute clothes and ribbons and things that made her feel at home.
But this was not home. The rest of the world was cruel and harsh, and even if Ena and Nightcord felt like it most days, the school grounds of Kamiyama high were as far from home as she could ever get.
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Hello pjsk tumblr i hope everyone had a wonderful mizu5
im literally sobbing in bed trying to sleep but mizu5 literally tore my heart out. i cant stop crying fr. i genuinely think mizuki akiyama is making history as one of the best written trans characters im so serious. the kindness and carefulness in which her story is being told is mindblowing. this event was perfect tbh. im so fr. no way after such a long wait the secret was gonna be revealed with happy tears and there. done. this event Physically altered the game. it’s the only event to do so, and the only event to end on such a cliffhanger. the way the whole event gets the player to empathise fully with mizuki - you feel her anxiety and her fear and pain. and then the rooftop scene. it was unbearable. her coming out was taken away from her. she had to see ena’s shocked expression from the sidelines. ena, the one she wanted to tell the most. ena, who has been waiting for her by her side for all this time. seeing the realization dawn on ena is too much for and she runs, like she always has. even though she Knows ena was just shocked. she Knows ena and niigo will accept her.
(sidenote i cut lots of dialogue from the screenshots above bc tumblr 10 images limit)
“you’re so kind, ena.” but that does not matter. it’s all ruined. in niigo’s eyes, mizuki was just a girl. a “normal girl”, as the classmates called ena. even if niigo accepts her, she’s terrified that they’re never gonna see her as a “real girl” again. just like her classmates. this change in their perception is heartbreaking, terrifying. and even more than that is the fear that from now on, niigo is only gonna act normal around her out of pity. the thought is unbearable. it’s all ruined. nothing can ever be like before in mizuki’s eyes. her precious, safe place was ripped away from her. mizuki’s pain felt so real and raw that i still get chills when i think of the last two chapters of this event. the way ena screamed and ran after her, her desperation to reach her, her horror at seeing how much mizuki’s been suffering, the way mizuki’s coming out was also taken away from ena. their precious moment, long awaited, stolen and destroyed by some careless, transphobic comments. “are you also a dude?”. ena’s anger at herself for not being able to reassure mizuki, for not knowing what to say in the face of all that hurt and fear.
the event ends with an unskippable black screen, and mizuki’s voice saying “you reap what you sow,” and then these lines:
mizuki’s dissociation and suicidal thoughts hit me like a truck. as meiko told kaito, this situation is so fragile. and all it took was ena’s shocked expression to send mizuki into a dissociative spiral.
huffs and puffs and sees light
i did it?
Now that the mizu5 posting is dying down.
Take this, soldier. We've been through a lot
I can't look at Tumblr, I can't look at Instagram, I can't even look at Twitter. Everywhere is FILLED with Mizu5 spoilers. I'm actually mad about this, do you guys not know how to use a spoiler tag?? It doesn't come out in the English version of the game for A WHOLE YEAR! One whole year I have to avoid spoilers! I'm impressed I've managed to dodge so much, all that I've gotten spoiled on is the card arts, the description it gives for the event in game, and something that may be major or not I'm pretending I didn't see and am hoping was someone assuming something.
Not trying to rain on anyone's parade or anything, I have no problem with the fact people want to discuss it or make art etc for it. But PLEASE, for the sake of everyone who wants to or needs to wait until it comes out in the English version, put a spoiler tag on it. I don't care how minor the detail seems, what isn't a spoiler to you may be to someone else!
Please be courteous to your fellow pjsk enjoyers
Working on smth!!!
Can I just say, as someone who is part of the PJSekai, TADC, and II fandoms?? October has been a GREAT month for content. It has also been thoroughly, THOROUGHLY angsty. (Spoilers under cut)
Oh look at that. I'm depressed.
So mizu5 is coming out-
First chapter of a mizu5 fic I wrote is up!
Originally just wanted to write a little oneshot, but I realized it was getting super long so I posted the first bit- the rest is to come shortly
next niigo mv leak!!
6th draw of October with Mizu5
October 6th: Mirror
Speed paint :>
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED IN THE PJSEKAI FANDOM
I HAVENT PLAYED IN LIKE 2 MONTHS
WHAT THE FUCK IS MIZU5/MIZU3
WHY ARE PEOPLE SCREAMING
WHY IS EVERYTHING ON FIRE
WHAT ARE THE BELLS
SOMEBODY PLEASE EXPLAIN I DONT KNOW A THING ALL I KNOW IS A NEW EVENT CAME OUT AND NOW PEOPLE ARE THROWING SHIT ACROSS THE ROOM WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON
nevermind. thats it. im done. forget i asked.
it is currently around 8 in the morning. i watched the mizu5 story at around 12-1 am. i cried for two hours straight because it sent me into a downward spiral. i have not slept a single minute. i have an event later at 10 am.
mizu5 has singlehandedly ruined my day. everything is on fire, the twitch chat is gone, ive never felt more awful, its dreadfully cold, and it rained at roughly 7:12 am. my head hurts. my eyes are dry but on the verge of streaming out tears any second now. i feel like im choking. i can feel every individual hair on my leg brushing against my leg under my leggings and it hurts so bad.
mizu5 tore me down and ripped me into shreds. i want to forget it ever happened. it was never tragic, it had a good ending. everything went well and nothing changed. nothing was lost. no bells ever tolled.
take me out rn i cant fucking do this somebody end me its so mizuover. i am going to check out to some rp and regain consciousness later. goodbye chat.
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED IN THE PJSEKAI FANDOM
I HAVENT PLAYED IN LIKE 2 MONTHS
WHAT THE FUCK IS MIZU5/MIZU3
WHY ARE PEOPLE SCREAMING
WHY IS EVERYTHING ON FIRE
WHAT ARE THE BELLS
SOMEBODY PLEASE EXPLAIN I DONT KNOW A THING ALL I KNOW IS A NEW EVENT CAME OUT AND NOW PEOPLE ARE THROWING SHIT ACROSS THE ROOM WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON
maybe i lied. so pjsk yt dropped the bake no hana mv two hours ago and now im going tO FUCKING KMS. PLEAS.E THE. EYE IMAGERY. CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT THIS.
[scopophobia warning]
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THE EYES. THE UNCOMFORTABLE STARING OF EYES. THE UNSETTLING ACT OF BEING DELIBERATELY PERCEIVED. PERCEIVED IN A WAY YOU DONT WANT TO BE. WHEN YOU CANT HANDLE SUCH A THING.
THESE BASTARDS KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY WERE DOING. OH MY GOD. IM GOIMG TO START TEARING UO AAHAIN. I CANT DEAL. I CANT. THIS IS TEARING ME INTO FUCKING B I T S. I CANT GO INTO THIS AND ANALYZE IT RN BECAUSE IT WOULD MAKE ME TEAR UP AGAIN AND I CANT HANDLE THAT RIGHT NOW.
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED IN THE PJSEKAI FANDOM
I HAVENT PLAYED IN LIKE 2 MONTHS
WHAT THE FUCK IS MIZU5/MIZU3
WHY ARE PEOPLE SCREAMING
WHY IS EVERYTHING ON FIRE
WHAT ARE THE BELLS
SOMEBODY PLEASE EXPLAIN I DONT KNOW A THING ALL I KNOW IS A NEW EVENT CAME OUT AND NOW PEOPLE ARE THROWING SHIT ACROSS THE ROOM WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON