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Motivation to live:
What if reincarnation is real and I have to go through this shit again?
Topic of the day:
Why are blonde anime characters so relatable?
Skip to loafer is one of the few mangas I actually enjoy reading. It’s hard for me to understand text with pictures, as I usually focus on every detail, but the story, characters and dialogues are nice and easy.
Light Yagami is the kind of monster that you don't really see until it's too late, the kind that will smile so brightly and hold your hand and walk you to a beautiful cliffs edge just to push you off. Or sometimes you do catch a glimpse of him, the real him, out of the corner of your eyes, but when you turn to look the mask is back and he will smile like he knows something you don't. Light is a monster, but you find yourself drawn in with honeyed words that feel just a bit too sharp and a smile with a few too many teeth. Light mimics the kind of person everyone wishes they could be, at least on the surface, but if you just watch long enough you can see something dark writhing under the surface. Light is some terrible thing caged in a human body, writhing and raging and screaming underneath perfect hair and clear skin and falsely warm eyes.
Light Yagami is the sun, bright and beautiful, he is the warmth on your skin after a long, miserable winter. he brings life, feeds and nurtures what he believes is his. But just like the sun he is capable of burning the very same skin he warmed, destroying it from the outside in and the inside out. capable of causing droughts that lead to famine, capable of starving and destroying. He can dry and crack and crumble the very same earth that once bloomed with new life at whim and he does, simply because he can, and he wants too. Light, much like the sun, knowingly or unknowingly, intentionally or unintentionally destroys everything that gets close to him and fundamentally changes every person, every surface he touches.
L Lawliet is the kind of monster who doesn't ever try to be anything other than what he is. L is the ghost you see out of the corner of your eyes, even if he's gone by the time you turn your head. L is the feeling you get when you know your being watched even when you can't figure out who's watching and from where. L is the kind of monster whose eyes seem to peel you like an onion, examining every layer as he goes, sees parts of you that you didn't even know were there. L is the kind of monster who's every look will rip you apart piece by piece just because he wants to see what makes you tick, what makes you who you are. And when he has stripped you bare, ripped holes in your flesh and prodded at your mind and examined your soul, will simply move on. when his eyes leave you with your now cracked mask and tattered soul you understand what it is to be an ant under a microscope, to have been swallowed whole, to be seen and known right to your core and that is truly terrifying.
L Lawliet is the moon, usually quiet and calm but still capable of moving whole oceans. He is the pull of gravity, The cycle of the tides, feeding and nurturing whole ecosystems. He is a pearl in an inky ocean of stars, lighting your path in the night. But the moon, just like the sun is capable of starving and destroying. Capable of eating things whole, capable of flooding whole areas and swallowing swimmers into the depths. He can erode earth and rock into sand, can swallow whole sections of earth to keep within himself forever at whim and he does, simply because he can, and he wants too. L much like the moon, is ever changing, one day he may be there to light your path through the night and the next he will be gone, leaving you lost and blind in the dark.
I wholeheartedly agree with you op
Can I just say that some of the guys' eyelashes in the original Beyblade series are absolutely gorgeous!?
I hate the need of being more active here but that means people looking at my shitpost art of Black Jack and also, me rambling about my FGO master OC/sona and AAAAAAAAA
i’ve been rereading throw me to the wolves and just got to aegons chapter where he mentions that in another life he and alysanne would have probably married and now i can’t stop thinking about it
Wouldn't that make for an interesting pair! Alysanne as she is now would work well with him, I think. Were it not for Robb, she could grow to love Aegon.
I've given this a great deal of thought, actually. In the instance Aegon talks about (and Varys mentions it, in his chapter), Alysanne would never have been betrothed to Robb and sent north. Ostensibly raised in the Red Keep, if not at Casterly Rock with Tywin. I think that makes for a very different Alysanne.
(There's also the equally tragic option of Robb dying during the war and Alysanne ending up with Aegon that way. I think that would really break her for a while and turn her vengeful, bordering on cruel. But after a time, I think she and Aegon would grow to love one another in some capacity.)
She would perhaps be meeker, especially if raised by Tywin. And if she was raised in the Red Keep and Cersei got her claws into her as she originally wanted, I think she'd be a great deal more bitter. Not to mention whatever horrors come with growing up alongside Joffrey.
I think, in this other timeline, if she did manage to break free of Cersei and Tywin's influence, she would rule well alongside Aegon. She would have a long journey of growth. Those two together could be fun to write, perhaps I'll explore that one day!
Thank you for the ask :)
I haven’t disappeared again! I meant to update and post a new Aemond one shot this week/weekend but I’ve got the flu :(
My favorite thing about posting to ffn is the angry, anonymous guest commenter who always, without fail, rants to me about how much they hate theonsa whenever a chapter contains the barest hint of them. pretty sure it's all one person, anyway.
This sounds sarcastic, but it fuels me
this is the first time in ages I've mentally been able to write more than like 500 words in one sitting
a Christmas miracle!
Alright so I know that this is a bit late but I read the latest chapter of Throw Me to the Wolves and it was AMAZING! So, in return, I offer this meme I have made with my own two hands:
On a more serious note, what an incredible chapter! I'm glad that Jaime is finally realizing what actually matters most. Can't wait for more!!
You made a MEME? For MY story??? This is the best thing ever 😭
Also, Jaime's thoughts exactly. This made cackle, thank you
So glad you enjoyed the chapter! It was nice to finally write Jaime again.
Can't decide if I should post one, long chapter for Red Wedding 2.0 with several povs, or just stick to individual chapters???
almost done with red wedding 2.0. absolutely terrified to post this lmao
chapter done! sleeping on it before I edit, but it should be up tomorrow (this is a threat) :)
almost done with red wedding 2.0. absolutely terrified to post this lmao
LMAOOO PLS
@castle-in-the-air0 please don't hurt me I'll make as many memes as you want
Besties!! Fr going out of my comfort zone with this next chapter
You ever reread something you wrote only to find out it’s actually….not terrible???
ive been reading bts fics on tumblr since 2016, i cant wait to do reading lists, especially tae-centered ones aaaa. gonna trade tae fics like chewing gums in high school