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1 year ago

Part 1

Acceptance of his absence was always entrusted within my soul until yesterday. Been a year, sadly only a year and memories were still fresh like that day only we said goodbye to each other before leaving our town for future. Supposedly we weren't meant to meet each other but destiny have other plans.

He was standing right infront of the place we always used to hangout with our friends. Like the central character, he wore my favorite colour pink but never knew about his new addiction of cigarettes. For a split second something happened within me. I shivered internally, I never knew he could affect me that much. We crossed path, probably he hadn't seen me there then. I sat next to our old friends and internally cussing myself why at the first place I agreed to meet for the reunion not something grand. I was hoping he won't be here, but his presence is always felt. I remembered my town and a big part of it was him. When I smell this place, I can smell him quite vividly.

Felt a heavy gaze on me, not like I wasn't looking at him but it was for split second to search for all the changes he adopted when he wasn't with me. His lips got darker, his gaze more thicker and probably his charm remains the same. Our eyes met, it was not supposed to though. Not for a silly second but as before and as now, his stubbornness remains the same. "I'm glad you came." I thought this to myself, when did he get so mature to approach me first after all that we went through but me simply smiled.

We talked with ourselves and with our friends. It wasn't that heavy the way I thought it would be. Until we left alone by the crowd. It was just us like it used to be the only difference was the feelings are changed, people are changed and some memories are fade away intentionally. Neither him nor I was speaking, we were at peace in a chaos amongst ourselves.


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