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Day 534: No connection...

It's been awhile since I last posted something in this blog. I realized I only visit it whenever I am feeling bad. Unfortunately, it's one of those gloomy days again. *sigh* 

So here it goes... I am upset! I am disappointed! I am selfish! I am hurt! There's no one to blame why I am feeling this way again but my self. I have been acting up again. I've been lazy. I haven't had a decent conversation with anyone for the past few days. It feels like I am back to being the cave woman that I used to be. No friends. No dreams. No goals. 

Is there any way to make me feel better? The selfish me can only think of one way... that is to get everyone's attention. I want them to focus on me. I want them to ask me how I am feeling. I want them to talk to me. I want them to listen to what I have to say. I want them to care...

Ugh! It's happening again. I don't want to be like this again. I need to get out of this darkness. I am tired of being sad like this. I do not want to be alone forever...