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She just want's to be seen

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Speedpaint for my opal art work

"You and I don't live, Claire. We survive."

Opal (2020) Created By Jack Stauber

" God is in my skin "

- Mirror Man

Yes definitely

" God is in my skin "

- Mirror Man

The new video is up! I made more Little Nightmares content for you wonderful ghouls.  Here’s the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59EgnIBDS5s 

Me when my eyes start vibrating

O P A L

i love this musical

You disintegrated my heart with this AUGHHHHHH

We see you Pim

Your troubles are miles away

We see you Pim

And in our eyes you’ll stay

songs I painfully relate to but I don’t explain why

this one’s a bit of a long one, I just never get to share the parts that I picked the songs on this playlist for with anyone, so now I guess I’m sharing it with everyone.

Pure as a Lamb - Baby Bugs

Now I feel dirty

look what you did

I want an object

I was a kid

and I’m scarred and mangled

I am used

and all of this because of you.

Goddess - Laufey

You took me for a fool

you stole my youth

you wanted this so much

First Love/Late Spring - Mitski

And I was so young when I behaved 25

and now I find I’ve grown into a tall child

so please hurry leave me

I can’t breath

please don’t say you love me

Poison - Blake Roman

What’s the worst part of this hell?

I can only blame myself.

-

Poison, I'm drownin' in poison

I'm fillin' up my glass but it's always hollow

Full of poison, I'm sick of the poison

Wish I had somethin' to live for tomorrow

Main Character - Will Wood

But I ain’t done a fucking thing to you

So god forbid I’m seen just as an average human scene

Art is Dead - Bo Burnham

Entertainers like to seem complicated

But we're not complicated

I can explain it pretty easily

Have you ever been to a birthday party for children?

And one of the children

Won't stop screaming

Cause he's just a little attention attractor

When he grows up

To be a comic or actor

He'll be rewarded

For never maturing

For never understanding or learning

That every day

Can't be about him

There's other people

You selfish asshole

Mirror Man - Jack Stauber

They turned me down now I live my nightmare

Gotta be seen by someone out tjere

now I sit here in reflection chamber

Fixing myself so that all can savor

Francis Forever - Mitski

And autumn comes when your not yet done

with the summer passing by

but I don’t think I can stand to be

where you don’t see me

Evil - Melanie Martinez

See the horns on my head their from goddesses, goddesses

on god.

no I never knew what it meant

what it meant to be content with you

everything I expressed

I professed it never quite made it through

said it’s all in my head

all in my head whenever I spoke my truth

no I won’t defend you to all my friwnds

this time I refuse

if you hit my hand again

I will never feed you

you can call me evil.

overgrown garden - beetlebug

I wonder when you left me behind that day

Asleep beneath the willow withering away

If you were okay

Because I would do anything for you

Two Time - Jack Stauber

*This one I actually don’t have a specific lyric for. It’s mainly the vibe of being in love and being afraid to express it.*

Someday Soon - Baby Bugs

Cause someday soon you'll feel fine And your problem's not as bad as mine

You're still so young It's dumb to whine

Are you medicated?

Stop getting so frustrated All these symptoms you just created

Crying by myself again Begging for some kind of end

You say I'll heal, I'm wonderin' when I'll stay isolated

I'll stay unmotivated if you think my words are exaggerated Well, I'll still feel violated

Just Take My Wallet - Jack Stauber

what’s the softest way to say

you took away my friend, my buddy?

what’s the softest way to say

you took away my friend?

Blow My Brains Out - Tikkle Me

Lucky is she who lives unaware

who doesn’t get bothered by those who don’t care

unlucky me who knows way too much

who fights to make changes and music and such

unlucky me aware of the pain

all cause I happen to have some brain

Feel Better - Penelope Scott

*this one is also just vibes, of missing someone and knowing they’re never coming back, so you refuse to cope.*

Animal - Sir Chloe

I’m asking nicely

give me what I want

I’ll ask politely

give me what I want

Art is Dead - Bo Burnham

I am an artist

please god forgive me

I am an artist

please don’t revere me

I am an artist

please don’t respect me

I am an artist

feel free to correct me

-

but I’m just a kid

I’m just a kid, kid

and maybe I’ll grow out of it.

Love Me, Normally - Will Wood

And I’d rather be normal

yes so normal

I suggest that we keep this informal

cause a normal

human being wouldn’t need

no

to pretend to be normal

to be normal

well I guess that’s the least that owe ya

Letter to my 13 year old self - Laufey

*also just vibes, given that I am 13. Everything that she mentions fits into what I’m experiencing right now at school.*

Joy - Emhahee

*vibes again, it’s a very good description of what autism, anxiety, and adhd can be like*

Misery Meat - Sodikken

*vibes of being used for one thing and thrown away when that use is done. Also doing so without complaint.*

Rät - Penelope Scott

and the worst part is I loved you

I loved you

I loved you

it’s true

and sometimes I feel like I still fucking do

I Can’t Decide - Scissor Sisters

I can’t decide

whether you should live or die

oh your probably going to heaven

please don’t hang your head and cry.

Perfume - Lovejoy

seems like all her friends

abruptly fell in loce

and she was in the dust

darling, life was streaming past

So she learnt to lie

she learnt how to pretend

a drama in the futile

a means to an end

2econd 2ight 2eer - Will Wood

I’m just a psycho babe

come and go out my mind

I didn’t lose it babe

there wasn’t much to find

Autotheist - Baby Bugs

You are not my god you sent all of these people after me

you are not my god you kept me from feeling anything

and who says your a god at all?

god is only me!

and when I become god

I promise you’ll believe in me

Disobedient - Rebecca Sugar/Kate Micucci

I think about all the waisted time I spent

I wanna be disobedient

I shoot awake wondering where my summers went

I wanna be

disobedient

disobedient

disobedient

Leeches - Melanie Martinez

*just the vibe of this song, like just this song rlly hit hard for me*

The Contortionist - Melanie Martinez

*also just this song hits so hard.*

He Loves Me (He Loves Me Not) - Baby Bugs *again. Just this song, all the lyrics, hit too hard.*

Against the Kitchen Floor - Will Wood

*ALL OF IT. ITS THE WHOLE SONG.*

Things to Do - Alex G

Hold on tight to this time this place

cause everything you know will be erased

you were born inside your head

and that is where you’ll be when you are dead

you’re just a boy you are no man and

nobody you know will understand

Goodbye - Bo Burnham

am I going crazy

would I even know?

am I right back where I started fourteen years ago

wanna guess the ending if it ever does

I swear to god that all I ever wanted was

a little bit of everything all of the time

-

well well look who’s inside again

went out to look for a reason to hide again

well well buddy you found it

now come out with your hands up they got you surrounded

Let You Break My Heart Again - Laufey

*all of the words in this song hit diff*

Talk to Me - Cavetown

It’s so dark outside tonight

build a fire warm and bright

and the wind it howls and bites

fight it back with all your might

anxiety

tossing turning in your sleep

Blue Hair - TV Girl

There’s really no way of winning

if in their eyes

you’ll always be a dumb blonde

and she cried

over nothing

Step on Me - the Cardigans

Oh

I think your holding the heart of mine

squeeze it apart that’s fine

Kaleidoscope - Chappell Roan

if you want to leave

I’ll never make you stay

Sing My Song - Big City Greens

so if you feel your wrong

and don’t belong

just do your own thing

and say so long

yeah that’s what I’m doing as I make up this song

yeah it feels so good to sing my song

Ballad of a Homeschool Girl - Olivia Rodrigo

I broke the glass

I tripped and fell

I told secrets I shouldn’t tell

I stumbled over all my words

I made it weird

I made it worse

each time I step outside

its social-suicide

Candleburn - Rabbitology

they put an apple in your hand but don’t you dare bite it

a match and a wick but don’t you dare light it

temptation be a sin don’t look anymore behind it

that’s just how it is

don’t you dare fight it

Wasted Summers - juju<3

I wasted like half of my summer tryna hold on your hand

your the leech I’m the man

I guess you don’t understand

Nobody’s a nobody - The amazing world of Gumball

*I guess this one is just the vibe for me*

Raincloud - Baby Bugs

before the storm even started

I knew it would be this way

I fought for so long

against everything wrong

but I’m the reason that I’m not okay

She Used to be Mine - Sara Bareilles

*all of the lyrics hit diff with this one*

You Can’t Hide - Baby Bugs

*all of the lyrics, again.*

Skinny - Billie Eilish

But the old me is still me

and maybe the real me

and I think she’s pretty

just a girl - no doubt

I’m just a girl

I’m just a girl in the world

that’s all that you’ll let me be.

Burn My Mirror - Baby Bugs

Theres something wrong with this vessel of mine

I think its in my bones

I think it’s in my mind

there’s something so haunting about being alive

knowing that any second

I could run out of time

Nurses Offices - Melanie

*I actually hide in the nurses office when the bullying gets too much, and if I fake a fever or a period cramp I can get out of school.*

Pity Party - Melanie Martinez

It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to

cry if I want to

cry cry cru

I’ll cry until the candles burn down this place

I’ll cry until my pity party’s in flames