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3 years ago

(Crying) what is this update what the f-


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3 years ago

Fucking hell guys, I'm like 5 seconds into Supergiant's Hades game's main menu song and I'm already loosing my shit

Update: I suck at 3rd person games

Update2: Hypnos is a sarcastic sassy little bastard and I would die for him

Update3: Theseus' thirst is causing ripples in Tartarus


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2 years ago

So

You know that meme: 'me feeling down all the time is appearently a sign of severe mental illness' or something?

Well, that's been me for the last couple of... years I guess, but I hit rock-ass-fucking-bottom as of late. Going to a recovery program soon, if everything goes well.

But... Yeah. That's why I've been absent.

Best prepare for a reblogging spam


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2 years ago

So we were replanting our potted plants yesterday. It was a scary as shit experience for me since I:

1. Watered and doted on a cactus which turned out to be long dead and literally empty inside its outer thorny layer

2. Managed to dry out another cactus

3. Managed to overwater my fucking bamboo

In a nutshell, I'm the last person you wanna entrust with plants.

But then I found a seashell (a seashell!) while pouring out the old dirt from the pots and honestly, that is the best moment of my last few months so far.


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2 years ago

So I watched the Russian Sleep Experiment short film on Youtube and I lost it at this comment:

So I Watched The Russian Sleep Experiment Short Film On Youtube And I Lost It At This Comment:
So I Watched The Russian Sleep Experiment Short Film On Youtube And I Lost It At This Comment:

I had to sketch it real quick (please excuse the errors)😅


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2 years ago

I need a little insight, is this a type of sleep paralysis?

I want to get up, because my brain thinks I'm awake (so I AM aware of myself) and so it gives my body the order to get up, and it FEELS like I do, but then I realize I still in fact am asleep and haven’t moved at all

the hardest part is gathering the willpower to 'open' my eyes (I don’t, physically)

these 'dreams' repeat themselves, usually 5-10 times

it feels like that stage between dream and awake, when you are too sleepy to get out of bed

and I can't move - that moment when I realise that I in fact have NOT gotten up, because I’m still asleep (not-asleep? antiawake?) is so exasperating, I feel like a failure, and each time the desperation and fright grows

it's so hard to break through to the waking world

Can someone please answer?


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2 years ago

The scariest part of realising I actually, no-joke, literally went insane a little is the fact that I don't give a fuck.

Honestly, I'm just happy I finally understand some of my bullshit. 🙃😃


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2 years ago

I picked up the habbit of buying some kind of candy bar for the cashier whenever I go to the store

The surprised smile I get each time brings me the kind of joy I would not trade for the world

I love you all, keep on hanging on (unironically, keep you heads up!) Hope you have a good day!


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2 years ago

Can confirm

there was some kind of curse put on everyone born between 1997-1999


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2 years ago

The Pikachu Man is back and fucking MOVING and I've never been so scared in my life


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2 years ago

Fuck it, if no one else will say it, I will.

Horror shorts uploaded to Youtube are impossibly better than any movies


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2 years ago

Soooo I just came out to my family and partners as trans.

Not full on transition just a mastectomy, haircut and some wardrobe change. I just feel like I would be more comfortable looking more like a man

Still a nonbinary at heart though


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2 years ago

Probably the fact that the world tree actually predates the whole christian belief system with our people, yet still got worked into our culture! When we were nomads and pagan, we had the deep rooted belief that the world tree has three parts: foliage (Lombszint) bark (Kéregszint) and root (Gyökérszint) - they weren't considered heaven, earth and hell back then. There was a even a difference between the right and left side of the branches (divided by the trunk of course): the right side was the Sun, light, fire and male virtues, representing the daytime form of Isten. The left side was the Moon, darkness, water and female virtues, representing the nighttime form. And the trunk represented dusk and dawn, the rebirth of both night and day.

Nowadays it is said that Isten resides in the Lombszint and that's where he's watching over us from.

It's said he has three forms in which he appears to us:

The Sun, in the daytime

The Moon at night

And the Dawn and Dusk which represents change, and is symbolised by the evening star

In the old times it used to be a táltos (a kind of shaman) that was able to get in contact with the other worlds and bring back answers or messages. They even had spirit animals!

Nowadays it is of course said to be the priests, monks and nuns that can get in contact with him.

I'm sorry this is all over the place, I'll stop, because I could keep rambling on forever.

Hi

What are your thoughts on the Hungarian god, Isten?

ooh this is actually the first time i have ever searched up Hungarian mythology. i've never been exposed to it before, but i got really excited when the first thing i saw was a mention of a "world tree"- i love seeing common motifs across mythology, and this reminded me of the Norse Yggdrasil!!

tbh, i couldn't find much about else about Isten specifically, just that he's like the king for the Hungarian pantheon. i am interested in the idea that he worked with Ördög who is supposed to be evil (i think) to create the world. i think it's a bit different to say, the slavic rivalry between Perun and Veles where their meant to balance each other out, but they don't really team up or anything to create something, because this time it's like Ördög is actually an evil, demonic guy but he's still brought at the beginning of the world to help create the world. that's interesting to me.

i'd very much like to know more about it. do u have a favourite myth or something else you'd like to share?


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2 years ago

I was curious and checked out the new Winnie the Pooh horror movie

...wtf 🙃


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2 years ago

Just learnt about synesthesia

It's not normal to automatically pair colours, sounds, and / or words together??


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2 years ago

Am I really the only one who hates spring?


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