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You ever wish you could be someone else?

And what I mean by that is so you ever wish you could think something else?

And what I mean by that is do you ever wish you didn't doubt your thoughts?

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I wanted to make a post talking about unhelpful language in fighting for reform, how using broad strokes to get your point more often then not just alienates people who were already on your side and fighting for reform but now see you've looped them in with a group of assholes

But then I start thinking

Caleb, are you saying that because that's what you think, or because you identify with the people these broad strokes are talking about and are terrified you are just like the assholes because if you're an asshole your best friend will leave you?

I think no, but that's also what I would think if I were an asshole because assholes are very hypocritical and self righteous when it comes to other people

So because I'm me it's gone to a post about not using alienating language to questioning my identity, my friendship, and whether or not I'm a good person

Does that happen to anyone else or am I just dumb?