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hi so i will be talking about charlie & ocd & hospitalization at a later date bc i have. so many thoughts and have shed. so many tears. but for now i sleep

You ever wish you could be someone else?

And what I mean by that is so you ever wish you could think something else?

And what I mean by that is do you ever wish you didn't doubt your thoughts?

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I wanted to make a post talking about unhelpful language in fighting for reform, how using broad strokes to get your point more often then not just alienates people who were already on your side and fighting for reform but now see you've looped them in with a group of assholes

But then I start thinking

Caleb, are you saying that because that's what you think, or because you identify with the people these broad strokes are talking about and are terrified you are just like the assholes because if you're an asshole your best friend will leave you?

I think no, but that's also what I would think if I were an asshole because assholes are very hypocritical and self righteous when it comes to other people

So because I'm me it's gone to a post about not using alienating language to questioning my identity, my friendship, and whether or not I'm a good person

Does that happen to anyone else or am I just dumb?

My mum: I will buy you specific foods that I know are safe for you and will avoid buying foods with particular mouth feels. I will also buy you items specifically related to whatever you're obsessed with at the time, as well as items with sensory aspects that I know you enjoy comforting. I will remind you to bring fidget toys when we go out or if you are stressed and will tell people that I dislike sudden loud noises and bright lights and will try to defend you from them

Also my mum: lol you're not autistic, I'd know, I have a degree in childcare

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………… So. Now that Puff is done I can finally post this. I’ve been waiting to start this up for awhile but wanted to wait until I finished her to do it. I’m now selling dragons!!!

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I don't know why but whenever I see one of those BTS Moodboard things like "A Day in the City with Namjoon," the girl always has white skin, and that just makes me feel so horrible. I mean, yeah, there are a lot of people who have light skin, but as a person with brown skin, it just makes me sad to see that. I just kinda feel left out.

shoutout to my girl @taeskookie19 for always liking my posts I appreciate you babe👏

dude is there a 'wish' program for mentally ill people + if there is can I get BTS to come here and tell me everything will be okay bc I really need that rn

I just really need to talk to them.

GDI

I'm so unmotivated to work on this 3D shizniss. I just want to run away from college and never come back. And hopefully find a meerkat and a warthog who can teach me Hakuna Matata.

Buying an adopt then trying to make it a closed species is an incredibly shitty and disrespectful thing to do, esp. without having the common fucking decency to ask the original artist you bought it from, thus preventing them from drawing more adopts of that nature.

Every autistic person I see on here says their autism made them funny and interesting ...

I'm the opposite. It made me boring and pedantic (also makes me come off as pretentious).

CLOSEDDDDDD BROOO I CAN BE A FISH iN SKY; BUT IT's TWENTY DOLLARS😭😭

I know I ain't big at all, but I will draw anyone like 2;headshots, and/or 2 full-body sky kids ((Depending on how complicated the kid is/ if u want something drawn out of skykids , we can talk details in dms if interested)) Ex of art; I do line-less mostly but I can do lined if preferred. Also I can draw sky-kids but haven't in a LONG time.

I can also pay for the friendship tree all the way up to IAP if needed, I just really want to be a fish.😭😭

The biggest bullshit about every wanting to buy a home here in hawaii, is that fact that a lot of new housing requires your name to be pulled from a fucking lottery before you can even conceive purchasing any of the newly built apartments/town homes here.

There is no way you are buying a home in hawaii. Not unless you're fucking shitting thousands of dollars out of your ass, which a lot of locals don't have.

Then people who do own homes put that shit up for rent for ridiculous fucking prices because they want that tourist/mainlander money.

Shit stinks.

It’s funny when people come to me and tell me “that’s not what it was meant in the past” or “you can’t just change the meaning of something” 

and like....yes you can. Literally it is within the nature of language and humanity to change with each generation of people. Words, contexts, metaphors, they are constantly changing and evolving. How we understand our world and how we live in it is never the same as it was yesterday.  Yet we have so many people fighting, trying to dig their nails into the past bleeding as they are dragged kicking and screaming into the future. 

They try so hard to deny change, the very thing that makes us human. 

It’s like the embodiment of conservative views. The idea that things are not like the “old values” or “traditions” makes the world bad for some reason. 

Change isn’t inherently bad. Change can be good, or it could be neutral. But no matter what change will happen. So we might as well start living towards the future or die in the past.