Putting The Pieces Together - Tumblr Posts
![A sandy beach with slightly choppy water and a pretty sunset of pink and lavender. Greenery can be seen on the other side of the water body.](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f7b4c7cfc6fdb4f8ab2e278f6695c443/ec5fd714761fabce-45/s500x750/e7d5f36a336f79310473221cef67a67442276193.jpg)
My city is on the water. I took for granted my unfettered access to the waterfront until somewhat recently.
I spent a lot of time here last year. I read something about how animals "rest, and go to the water" when they are in pain or trying to heal. Typically I don't buy into pop culture renditions of 'self care', but I was desperate to feel anything other than the crushing sense of emptiness.
All silliness aside, I did a lot of healing here. The water was soothing and peaceful. My walks helped clear my head and focus on something other than my self loathing.
I learned to feel ok with my own company. Found a little joy in the world around me, and began to appreciate aspects of my city.
I went on one of those walks today and the weather was just perfect. I feel lighter than i did last year.
A lot has changed.