Putting The Pieces Together - Tumblr Posts

5 years ago
A sandy beach with slightly choppy water and a pretty sunset of pink and lavender. Greenery can be seen on the other side of the water body.

My city is on the water. I took for granted my unfettered access to the waterfront until somewhat recently.

I spent a lot of time here last year. I read something about how animals "rest, and go to the water" when they are in pain or trying to heal. Typically I don't buy into pop culture renditions of 'self care', but I was desperate to feel anything other than the crushing sense of emptiness.

All silliness aside, I did a lot of healing here. The water was soothing and peaceful. My walks helped clear my head and focus on something other than my self loathing.

I learned to feel ok with my own company. Found a little joy in the world around me, and began to appreciate aspects of my city.

I went on one of those walks today and the weather was just perfect. I feel lighter than i did last year.

A lot has changed.


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