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the eggs are the babies, the kids, the children of the island. but what island requires these children to wear armor at all times? to learn the skills of combat? to have to know the horrors of being kidnapped and sent to a different dimension?
what kind of island causes parents to bury their own children?
thinking about how even if phil returns today all better (which may not be likely), the cracks in trust between him and the eggs would still be there.
it would be there in the way tallulah backs up a bit when phil raises his voice even slightly, even if it was for a joke or a bit.
it would be there in the way chayanne moves in front of tallulah protectively even though phil isn't making any moves to hit them.
it would be there, because even though the ender king wasn't phil, he still looked like him.
Thinking about the dead eggs once again. All the events that have happened and how much they would’ve loved every second of it. All the new players and eggs and all the bonds we never got to see.
“Wild women don’t get the blues,
But I find that lately
I’ve been crying like a tall child”
A lot of Mitski songs make me think of Jaiden.
Do you ever think that if Vegetta ever come back and him and Foolish decided to get married right away it would probably scare Vegetta away even more.
They couldn’t have their small intimate wedding with just Leo and Roier anymore. Foolish couldnt possibly imagine not sharing one of the most important moments of his life without all of his family. Without Peptio, Richas, Jaiden, Mouse, and Tina. Without the entirety of Bolas, Agent 18, and the Capybaras. Even Badboyhalo and Dapper. Soon enough the whole server is coming and its exactly what Vegetta was afraid of. Foolish will leave him or it was just for his money and Foolish is just like all the others. Vegetta can’t do it.
Whether Vegetta runs or just doesn’t show, all that matters is that the wedding would be a bust and Foolish would be alone again. Maybe Foolish wouldn’t let anyone see how hurt he obviously was or maybe that would be the final straw. Maybe Foolish would be bitter, angry. Maybe he would yell, scream. Maybe they would talk about it but maybe they never do and it ends right there. Who knows