Q!jaiden - Tumblr Posts
More qsmp sketch dump, but this is more especific cause it started as me just saying: "jaja, q!Philza got got by the feds years ago". Then The Purgatory happened and I said: "fuck it, caged birds au and Baghera and Philza where found family, and Jaiden is still bluebird cause I can!" ... but then canon happened and it may be that their lore is connected so yeah you could say I'm an bird lore fanatic, a bit autistic yeah-
I DID IT
Someone redraw this as Q!Jaiden but instead it says smthng like “it’s my first day on yaoi island I hope they don’t realise I’m a girl/aroace”
Sometimes family is you and your husband, your husband's father and his best friend, you and your husband's son, and the guy who is currently stuck in a slow burn "will they won't they" with your ex husband
Why does it have to be this post that blows up the fastest... If it isn't the most depressing thing ever (it's been a whole hour why do I have over 100 notes?)
No...
i like to imagine that the original team bolas still met once in a while after purgatory. they'd been through much, how could they possibly let go of the bonds that literally and metaphorically held them together through hell?
but as time passed, their meetings grow less frequent. routine takes over as they welcome new guests, take care of the eggs, and learn new mechanics.
slowly, purgatory just feels like a nightmare that passed months ago. was it even real?
but it feels real when baghera wakes up in the middle of the night, squawking for someone she called dad.
it feels real when cellbit waits, not knowing he's waiting for a funny quip from charlie or carre. he doesn't remember when was the last time he saw either of them.
it feels real when foolish turns to make a funny remark at jaiden, but she's not there anymore. at least this time it wasn't with a pile of her own bodies left in her wake.
it feels real when phil is struggling to maintain control over his own mind, grasping on to his children to remind himself of what kept him going through literal hell.
it was hell.
and it was real.
Rambling, I don’t know just a mini writing idea I had. Excuse my writing lmao.
It’s Q!Jaiden angst I guess, I don’t really know- 😭
There she was, stood in front of a mirror. The scar that covered at least half of her face, the same one from day one. The eye on that side of her face nearly beyond recognition. Eye bags were present, somehow causing her dull eyes to stand out. Was her skin always this pale? Even her vibrant blue hair was beginning to leave her, familiar dark roots growing back through. The only lively thing about her was her wings, however they were the only things that had been sheltered this entire time. Looking up for just a moment, she catches a reflection. It’s no longer her reflection, it belongs to the person she knew quite a few months back. Her eyes were quite vibrant, there was a certain glimmer in them. Her mouth was curved in the corners, pulling it into a smile; one that probably hadn’t left her face for a while. For once her hair seemed partially tidy, still that same old shade of brown. Not a single scar present, every single feature of her face was easy to make out.
Was this the Jaiden that the others all knew and thought of whenever her name was mentioned?
She raised her hand and hesitated for a split second before reaching for the mirror, the person she used to be. As she made contact with the cold, scratched glass, she blinked. When she opened her eyes, she saw herself staring back at her with the same expression: with her scars and everything. A sigh escaped from her mouth.
Perhaps this really was the person she had been all along.
It’s funny how things can change, isn’t it?
Anyways, I’ve been ill for a few days so Q!Jaiden brain rot has been hitting hard and has been enabled for once. I’ve never attempted semi-realism mixed with digital so I guess there’s a first for everything!
I miss federation Jaiden lore-
I finished the animatic! Love me some Bobby Jaiden and Roier angst <3 My third animatic and I’m still unsure on what I’m doing lmao-
This is a remake of an animatic I did back in may, which I’ve got a side by side comparison here:
https://www.tumblr.com/thisrobynisred/740621962604412928/the-comparison-i-forgot-to-remove-the-audio-from?source=share
I ALSO DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THE QUALITY WHILST EXPORTING- SOBBING-
Oh how time changes people.
Project blue bird, that’s the girl, correct? Yes, you know the one, the one that always seems to be following him around.
I couldn’t help myself-
My honest opinion about Valentine’s Day:
Have I really sent this to all of my friends to let them know? Yes. Yes I have.
Version without text:
“Wild women don’t get the blues,
But I find that lately
I’ve been crying like a tall child”
A lot of Mitski songs make me think of Jaiden.
Those final moments
(Aka my attempt at writing something about Q!Jaiden’s canonical(?) death)
She finally opened her eyes, those alarms blaring. How long had she been sleeping for? She honestly didn’t know, and it honestly didn’t matter. No one else was anywhere near. All that she could hear was the wind, her thoughts and that deafening alarm. Those are the alarms you hear in movies, right?
Perhaps this was her answer. Tragedy after tragedy seemed to follow her. Despite all the laughs, was it really worth it? She titled her head back, resting it against the cold stone walls of the cave. Then she thought about it for a moment longer. She thought about them, she could see their grinning faces so clearly. Maybe this would really be the kinder fate.
She got up from where she was sat and wandered to the entrance of the cave. Aimlessly, she stumbled to the top of the hill before sitting down once more. She looked towards the view, a vile one, this purgatory, this murderous competition; a view that solidified her thoughts.
This was the best ending she could have.
As she inhaled and exhaled slowly, a small smile spread across her face.
After all, she did have quite an explosive personality.
Since I’m a year older now and this drawing (that got me back into digital art) is nearly a year older, I decided to redraw it!
The first one is the original, from 8/8/23.
The second is the new version, 11/11/24.
Hello, tumblr user. Before you is a tumblr post asking you to name a female fictional character. You have unlimited time to tag a female character, NOT a male one.
Begin.