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pairing: actor!rafe cameron x actress!reader summary: in which you and rafe doing an interview with vogue to talk about yours and rafe life after the wedding warning: english is not my native language. fluff au: should i make this into a series?. any discussion can be send through my ask box, and please feel free to send in anything. taglist
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The morning sunlight poured through the large bay windows of your shared apartment, bathing everything in a soft golden hue. You and Rafe were sitting at the kitchen island, sipping coffee from your favorite mugs, your legs intertwined under the table. The aroma of freshly brewed coffee filled the air, mingling with the scent of the sanwiches Rafe had madeâa weekend ritual that had quickly become a cherished tradition.
It had been a few months since your wedding, and you were both still getting used to the idea of being husband and wife. Life was a beautiful blur of shared moments, spontaneous adventures, and an underlying sense of contentment that neither of you had ever experienced before. The demands of your acting careers were ever-present, but you had found a way to balance work with the joys of newlywed life.
Just as you were about to suggest taking a walk in the nearby park, Rafe's phone buzzed on the counter. He reached for it, his brows furrowing slightly as he read the notification.
"Who is it?" you asked, curious.
"It's our publicist," Rafe replied, a hint of surprise in his voice. "Weâve been invited to do a feature for Vogueâthey want us to answer the most asked questions about us on Google."
Your eyes widened in excitement. "Vogue? That's incredible! What kind of questions are they talking about?"
Rafe scrolled through the email. "You know, the usual stuffâhow we met, what it's like working together, and⌠other more personal things."
You leaned closer, your interest piqued. "Personal? Like what?"
He glanced at you with a knowing smile. "Like when weâre planning to start a family."
You laughed, shaking your head. "Of course, everyone wants to know about that. Do you want to do it?"
Rafe set his phone down and looked at you with that warm, affectionate gaze that always made your heart skip a beat. "Only if youâre up for it. It could be fun, and it might give people a little glimpse of what our life is really like."
You nodded, feeling a mix of excitement and nerves. "Letâs do it. Itâll be nice to share our story."
Rafe leaned over to kiss your forehead. "Then itâs settled. Weâll show them how itâs done."
The day had finally arrived. The anticipation had built up over the past week, and now you were both standing in the grand lobby of Vogue's headquarters, waiting to be escorted to the set. Rafe had his arm draped casually around your shoulders, a habit that never failed to make you feel grounded, no matter how big the moment was.
The Vogue team was nothing short of welcoming. As you walked through the sleek corridors, you were introduced to various crew members, each of them greeting you with smiles and words of encouragement. Finally, you were led into a spacious studio, where the set was arranged to resemble a chic living roomâplush couches, tasteful decor, and a soft, ambient light that made everything feel warm and intimate.
You and Rafe were guided to a couch in the center of the set, the Vogue logo subtly displayed in the background. Cameras were positioned at different angles, and a few crew members buzzed around, making final adjustments.
The interviewer, a poised woman in her early forties with an air of elegance, approached you with a welcoming smile. "Itâs such a pleasure to have you both here," she said, shaking your hand and then Rafeâs. "Weâve been looking forward to this interview. Iâm sure your fans are eager to hear what you have to say."
You returned her smile, feeling a flutter of nerves mixed with excitement. "Weâre excited too. Itâs an honor to be here."
Rafe nodded in agreement. "Yeah, weâve been looking forward to this. Itâs always nice to get a chance to share a bit more of ourselves."
The interviewer took her seat across from you, a small stack of cards in her lap. She glanced at the cameras, waiting for the signal to start. As the red lights on the cameras flicked on, she turned her attention back to you with a friendly smile.
"Alright, letâs dive right in," she began. "The first question is one that comes up a lot: How did you two meet? And what was your first impression of each other?"
You exchanged a glance with Rafe, and he gave you an encouraging nod, signaling you to start.
You smiled as you began to recount the story. "We met on the set of a film we were both working on. It was a pretty intense project, and we spent a lot of time together during those early days. My first impression of Rafe was that he was incredibly focused and professional. But he also had this playful side that made everyone around him feel comfortable."
Rafe chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "I remember thinking you were one of the most talented people Iâd ever worked with. But what really stood out was how kind and genuine you were. You made it easy to connect, and I think thatâs what laid the foundation for our friendship."
The interviewer nodded, clearly charmed by your answers. "Thatâs wonderful. So, how did that friendship evolve into a romantic relationship?"
Rafe took the lead on this one, his tone reflecting the warmth of the memory. "It wasnât something that happened overnight. We became really good friends first, and as we spent more time togetherâboth on and off setâwe started to realize there was something more there. It was a natural progression, and before we knew it, we were dating."
You added with a smile, "We both knew we didnât want to rush anything. We took our time, and I think thatâs why our relationship is so strong now. We built it on a solid foundation of trust and respect."
The interviewer leaned in slightly, clearly captivated by your story. "Thatâs such a healthy approach. Itâs clear that your relationship is built on strong principles. Speaking of which, how do you manage to balance your personal life with your busy careers, especially when youâre both in the spotlight?"
Rafeâs hand found yours on the couch, his thumb brushing lightly over your knuckles as he answered. "Itâs definitely a challenge, but we make it work by prioritizing each other. No matter how busy things get, we always find time to connect. Whether itâs a quick phone call during a break or planning a weekend getaway, we make sure weâre not just coexisting, but actually spending quality time together."
You nodded in agreement. "And weâve also learned to communicate really well. Weâre honest with each other about our needs and boundaries. If one of us is feeling overwhelmed, we talk about it and find a solution together. Itâs all about being a team."
The interviewer smiled, clearly impressed by your approach. "It sounds like youâve both put a lot of thought into how to maintain a healthy relationship in the public eye. Another question thatâs often asked is about your experiences working together on screen. Whatâs it like to transition from your real-life relationship to playing characters on set?"
You couldnât help but laugh at the question, remembering some of the challenges and fun youâd had while filming together. "Itâs definitely interesting! On one hand, thereâs a comfort level that comes from knowing each other so well. But on the other hand, we have to remind ourselves to stay in character and not let our real-life dynamic interfere with the story weâre telling."
Rafe grinned, clearly enjoying the topic. "Yeah, itâs funny because sometimes weâll have a scene where our characters are arguing, and itâs hard not to laugh because weâre not actually mad at each other. But weâre both professionals, so we make it work. Plus, itâs nice to have someone you trust completely when youâre in front of the camera."
The interviewer laughed along with you, clearly enjoying the lighthearted banter. "It sounds like youâve found a good balance between work and play. Now, hereâs a question that I think everyone is dying to know: When are you two planning to start a family?"
A brief silence settled over the room as the question hung in the air. You felt Rafeâs hand tighten slightly around yours, and you met his gaze, a silent understanding passing between you.
Rafe was the first to speak, his voice steady and thoughtful. "Weâve definitely talked about it," he began, turning his attention back to the interviewer. "Starting a family is something we both want, but right now, weâre just enjoying being newlyweds. Weâre in no rushâwe want to take our time and make sure weâre ready for that next step."
You nodded, feeling a sense of calm wash over you. "Itâs a big decision, and we want to make sure weâre in the right place, both emotionally and professionally. Weâre focusing on our relationship and our careers for now, and when the time is right, weâll know."
The interviewer smiled warmly, clearly touched by your sincerity. "Thatâs a very thoughtful approach. Itâs clear that you two are very much in sync and that you have a strong foundation to build on when the time comes."
As the interview drew to a close, the conversation shifted to lighter topicsâfavorite vacation spots, hobbies you enjoyed together, and your shared love of cooking. The mood in the room was relaxed, the conversation flowing easily as you and Rafe shared more glimpses into your life together.
Finally, the interviewer wrapped things up with a closing remark. "Itâs been an absolute pleasure talking with you both today. Your fans are going to love getting this inside look at your relationship. Thank you for being so open and honest."
You smiled, genuinely appreciative of the opportunity to share your story. "Thank you for having us. Itâs been a lot of fun."
Rafe nodded in agreement, his hand still intertwined with yours. "Yeah, weâve really enjoyed it. Itâs nice to be able to show people a bit more of who we are."
As the cameras stopped rolling and the crew began to pack up, you felt a sense of accomplishment. The interview had gone even better than youâd hoped, and you couldnât wait to see the final result. But more than that, you were grateful for the chance to reflect on your journey with Rafeâhow far youâd come as a couple, and how much further you were still excited to go.
After the interview, you and Rafe were led to another part of the studio for a photoshoot. The photographer directed you through a series of poses, capturing the easy intimacy between you. Rafeâs arm was constantly around you, pulling you close, and you found yourself laughing more often than not, his playful remarks easing any lingering nerves.
During a break, as the crew adjusted the lighting, you and Rafe sat together on a loveseat, scrolling through your phones and chatting about the dayâs events.
âThis has been fun,â you said, resting your head on his shoulder. âItâs nice to be able to share a bit of our story with the world.â
Rafe kissed the top of your head. âYeah, itâs been a good day. And Iâm glad we got to do it together. I canât imagine doing this kind of thing with anyone else.â
You smiled, lifting your head to meet his gaze. âNeither can I.â
As you continued to sit there, a comfortable silence settling between you, you couldnât help but reflect on how far you had come as a couple. From co-stars to best friends, and now husband and wifeâit had been a journey full of ups and downs, but it had only strengthened your bond.
That evening, back at home, you and Rafe decided to unwind with a quiet dinner together. The table was set with candles, and the soft hum of jazz played in the background. You talked about everything and nothing, enjoying the simple pleasure of each otherâs company.
After dinner, you curled up on the couch together, scrolling through social media and watching as the first clips of your interview started to surface online. Fans were already commenting on how in love you both seemed, how genuine your connection was.
You paused the video when the question about kids came up again. âDo you think people will ever stop asking us about this?â you asked, half-joking.
Rafe chuckled, pulling you closer. âProbably not. But I donât mind. It means people care about us and our future. And honestly, Iâm excited about it tooâwhen the time comes.â
You looked up at him, your heart swelling with love. âMe too. But for now, Iâm happy with just us.â
He smiled, his eyes reflecting the same warmth you felt. âMe too.â
You snuggled closer, feeling contentment wash over you. The future was a vast, unknown expanse, but with Rafe by your side, you knew it would be filled with love, laughter, and countless more memories to treasure.
As the night wore on, you found yourself drifting off to sleep, wrapped in Rafeâs arms, secure in the knowledge that whatever came nextâwhether it was starting a family or continuing to chase your dreams togetherâyou were ready to face it together.
And that was all that mattered.
your last one shot about them being actors was so fun!! do you know how vogue or gq does those how well do you know your partner video? maybe they could do it? or the reader does a vogue beauty secrets video and rafe intervenes accidentally
oooooh thatâs a great ideas anon, thank you for send in!!
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pairing: rafe cameron x actress!reader summary: vogue invites you to participate in their popular âsecret beautyâ series, where youâll share your personal beauty routine on camera. filming alone in the comfort of your home, youâre deep into your routine when your husband, rafe, accidentally interrupts the shoot. what follows is a light-hearted and playful exchange between the two of you, filled with the kind of easy affection and banter that defines your relationship. rafeâs unexpected appearance adds a layer of fun and warmth to the video, showcasing not only your beauty secrets but also the loving dynamic between you and rafe. warning: english is not my native language. fluff au: like, reblog and comment are much appreciated. discussion can be send through my ask box, please feel free to send in anything. a sequel to âlove, fame and the futureâ but can be read as a stand alone one-shot. taglist
Afternoon sun streamed through the windows of your living room, casting a warm glow over the sleek, modern dĂŠcor that you and Rafe had carefully chosen together. The space was quiet, save for the soft hum of the air conditioning and the occasional distant chirp of birds outside. You were alone-well, almost alone-getting ready to film a special âSecret Beautyâ video for Vogue.
Youâd been thrilled when the invitation came through. As an actor, you were used to being in front of the camera, but this was different. This was personal, an opportunity to share a side of yourself that fans rarely got to see. And doing it in the comfort of the home you shared with Rafe made it even more special.
The crew had sent over the necessary equipment the day before, but youâd opted to set everything up yourself. It felt more intimate that way, just you and the camera. Youâd arranged a small vanity area in the corner of the living room, where the light was best. Your collection of beauty products, everything from skincare to makeup was neatly laid out in front of you.
You did a quick check to make sure the camera was positioned correctly, framing the scene just as you wanted. Satisfied, you hit record, flashing a bright smile at the lens.
âHi, everyone! Iâm Y/n Cameron, and welcome to my Vogue Secret Beauty video. Today, Iâm going to be sharing my everyday beauty routine with you all. This is what I do to keep my skin looking fresh and my makeup natural, especially when Iâm off set or just hanging out at home.â
You reached for the first product on your vanity, a gentle cleanser. âSo, I always start with a good cleanse. Itâs really important to make sure your skin is clean before you do anything else. Iâve been using this cleanser for a while now, itâs super gentle and doesnât dry out my skin.â
As you explained, you began applying the cleanser, massaging it into your skin with gentle, circular motions. âI usually spend about a minute doing this, making sure I get every part of my face.â
Once you were satisfied, you reached for a soft towel, patting your face dry. âNext up is toner. This oneâs great because it helps balance my skinâs pH and preps it for the rest of my routine. I just put a few drops on a cotton pad and gently sweep it across my face.â
You demonstrated, moving the cotton pad across your skin with care. âItâs really refreshing and makes my skin feel super smooth.â
You paused, letting the toner absorb, and then reached for your favorite serum. âOkay, so this is one of my must-haves. Itâs a vitamin C serum that brightens my skin and helps with any dark spots. I just take a few drops and press it into my skin, focusing on areas that need a little extra love.â
As you applied the serum, you glanced at the camera, flashing a playful smile. âRafe actually loves this stuff too, even though he wonât admit it.â
You laughed softly at the thought, your mind wandering to your husband. He was out at the moment, running some errands, but you knew heâd be back soon. Knowing Rafe, there was a good chance heâd come back while you were still filming, which could make for an interesting and probably hilarious outtake.
âAlright, now that the serum is on, Iâm going to follow up with my moisturizer,â you continued, reaching for the jar. âThis is super important, especially after applying a serum. It locks in all that goodness and keeps your skin hydrated.â
You scooped out a small amount of the moisturizer and began applying it in gentle upward strokes. âI like to use something lightweight during the day, so it doesnât feel too heavy under makeup.â
You were just finishing up with the moisturizer when you heard the faint sound of the front door opening and closing. Your heart skipped a beat as you realized Rafe must be back. You kept filming, wondering if heâd notice you were in the middle of something.
Just as you were about to reach for your eye cream, you heard his voice from the hallway. âBabe? Iâm back! You wonât believe the traffic out thereââ
He appeared in the doorway, stopping short when he saw the camera. His eyes widened slightly in surprise, and then a slow grin spread across his face.
âAm I interrupting something?â Rafe asked, clearly amused.
You couldnât help but laugh, turning to face him. âJust a little. Iâm filming my Vogue beauty routine.â
Rafeâs grin widened as he walked over, leaning against the doorframe. âOh, so this is the famous âSecret Beautyâ routine? Iâve been dying to know what goes into it.â
âReally?â you teased, raising an eyebrow. âYou already know most of it. Youâve borrowed half these products at some point.â
He chuckled, moving closer to inspect the array of products on the vanity. âI might have. Youâve got good taste, what can I say?â
You shook your head, still smiling. âWell, since youâre here, do you want to help me with the rest of it? The viewers might enjoy a little guest appearance.â
Rafe looked at the camera, then back at you, feigning a thoughtful expression. âHmm, I donât know. Do I have to do anything?â
âNot really,â you said, reaching for your eye cream. âJust look pretty and maybe pass me a couple of things.â
He laughed at that, pulling up a chair next to you. âAlright, I think I can manage that.â
You grinned at the camera, happy to have Rafe by your side. âSo, where were we? Oh, right-eye cream. This is essential, especially on days when I havenât had enough sleep. Just a tiny bit under each eye to help with puffiness and dark circles.â
You dabbed the cream under your eyes as you explained. Rafe watched with interest, occasionally glancing at the camera as if to check if he was doing it right.
âAnd now,â you said, setting the eye cream down, âweâre moving on to the makeup. I like to keep it light and natural, especially when Iâm just hanging out at home.â
Rafe reached for the foundation, holding it up like a game show host presenting a prize. âThis is the one, right?â
You laughed, taking it from him. âYep, thatâs the one. Itâs really lightweight and gives just enough coverage without feeling heavy.â
As you applied the foundation, Rafe watched, leaning in occasionally to make funny faces at the camera behind your back, which you noticed only through the cameraâs reflection. You rolled your eyes, but couldnât help laughing.
âOkay, now for some concealer,â you said, reaching for the small tube. âThis just goes on any spots that need a little extra coverage.â
Rafe nodded sagely, as if he were learning some deep, important secret. âYou know, Iâve got a spot right here,â he said, pointing to a non-existent blemish on his cheek.
You playfully pushed him away. âVery funny.â
âHey, Iâm just trying to learn,â he protested with a grin.
âSure you are,â you said, blending in the concealer. âAlright, now for a bit of bronzer to warm up the face.â
Rafe picked up the bronzer and handed it to you with a flourish. âYour bronzer, madam.â
You accepted it with a mock curtsey. âThank you, kind sir.â
As you dusted the bronzer along your cheekbones and forehead, Rafe looked on, clearly entertained. You could tell he was enjoying himself, which made you even more relaxed and playful.
âNext, some blush for a bit of color,â you said, swirling the brush in the blush compact. âJust a little on the apples of the cheeks.â
Rafe tilted his head, studying your technique. âLooks good. You missed a spot, though.â
You paused, mid-swipe, giving him a look. âReally?â
He leaned in, brushing his thumb lightly across your cheek. âRight⌠here.â
His touch was soft, and you felt your breath hitch slightly, caught off guard by the sudden tenderness. He pulled back with a satisfied smile, leaving you a little flustered, but in a good way.
âThanks,â you managed, giving him a playful shove. âNow, letâs finish up with some mascara and a bit of lip balm.â
Rafe picked up the mascara, twirling it between his fingers before handing it to you. âBe careful with this one. Itâs dangerous.â
You laughed, carefully applying the mascara to your lashes. âIâll try not to poke my eye out.â
Once your makeup was finished, you reached for your lip balm, applying a quick swipe across your lips. âAnd thatâs it! My secret beauty routine are simple, natural, and easy enough that even Rafe could do it.â
Rafe, who had been leaning back in his chair with a smug grin, feigned mock offense. âHey, I might just take that as a challenge. Next time, Iâll show you how itâs really done.â
You raised an eyebrow, intrigued. âOh, really? Iâd love to see that.â
He smirked, leaning closer to the camera as if sharing a secret. âMaybe we should film a âRafe Cameron Beauty Routineâ next. Show everyone how I maintain this rugged charm.â
You couldnât help but laugh at the idea, shaking your head. âIâm sure your fans would love that. You know, maybe we should actually do it. Could be fun.â
Rafeâs eyes lit up at the thought, clearly entertained by the idea. âYouâre on. But you have to be my assistant. I canât possibly do it alone.â
You grinned, nudging him playfully. âDeal. But only if you promise not to turn it into a comedy routine.â
He chuckled, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you closer. âNo promises, but Iâll try to keep it professional.â
The two of you shared a quiet moment, your laughter fading into comfortable silence as you sat together, Rafeâs arm warm around you. The camera was still recording, capturing the easy affection between you, something that came naturally, whether the cameras were on or not.
Finally, you turned back to the camera, giving the viewers a warm smile. âWell, I think thatâs a wrap for today. Thanks so much for joining me on this little behind-the-scenes look at my beauty routine. I hope you enjoyed it as much as we did.â
Rafe chimed in, his tone playful. âAnd remember, if you want a real beauty routine, stay tuned for the Rafe Cameron edition.â
You laughed, playfully shoving him again before waving at the camera. âThanks for watching, everyone! See you next time!â
With that, you reached over and hit the stop button, ending the recording. The red light on the camera blinked off, signaling the end of the shoot. You leaned back in your chair, feeling a sense of accomplishment and a bit of relief that it had all gone smoothly, well, almost.
Rafe stood up, stretching his arms over his head with a satisfied grin. âNot bad, Mrs. Cameron. Youâre a natural in front of the camera.â
You smiled up at him, feeling a warm flush at the way he called you by your married name. âWell, Iâve had a bit of practice. But I think you might have stolen the show.â
He chuckled, reaching down to pull you up from your chair. âHey, Iâm just here to support my wife. And maybe sneak in a little screen time.â
You rolled your eyes affectionately, letting him pull you into a hug. âYou know, you actually made it a lot more fun. Iâm glad you interrupted.â
Rafeâs smile softened as he looked down at you, his hands resting comfortably on your waist. âYeah? Iâm glad too. Itâs nice to be part of these little moments with you.â
You rested your head against his chest, feeling his steady heartbeat beneath your ear. âMe too. I wouldnât want to do this with anyone else.â
For a few moments, the two of you just stood there, wrapped in each otherâs arms, the world outside your home feeling miles away. It was in these quiet moments that you were reminded of just how lucky you were to have found someone who understood you so completely, who made every moment, whether big or small does feel special.
Rafe finally broke the silence, his voice soft and teasing. âSo, how about we celebrate our first Vogue feature with some takeout and a movie? Maybe we can critique my on-camera skills.â
You laughed, pulling back to look up at him. âThat sounds perfect. But I think you might just be a natural.â
He grinned, leaning down to press a gentle kiss to your forehead. âOnly because I have the best partner.â
With that, the two of you started to clean up the vanity, chatting and joking as you put away the beauty products. The light in the room was starting to fade as the sun dipped lower in the sky, casting a golden glow over everything.
As you worked together, you couldnât help but feel a deep sense of contentment. This was your life now, a life full of love, laughter, and the kind of everyday moments that made everything else worthwhile. And as long as you had Rafe by your side, you knew that every day would be an adventure, filled with more joy than you ever thought possible.
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pairing: rafe cameron x reader
summary: haunted by the memories of the love you once shared. In a chance meeting, the two of you confront your feelings, with you bearing the brunt of the emotional turmoil. | word count: 503
warning(s): english is not my native language. angst, mean rafe, hurtful, heartbreak, unresolved feelings, mature language(?)
au note: a short drabble i wrote based on stay by rihanna, especially when i heard this slowed version for the first time, i almost cried because of how sad the melody is, longing, sadness
You never meant to see him againânot like this, not when you were still so raw. Yet here you were, standing in the middle of his living room, the air thick with the silence that had settled between you both months ago. Rafeâs eyes were the sameâblue, piercing, but now carrying a weight they hadnât before.
âWhy did you come?â he asked, his voice low, almost afraid of the answer.
You swallowed hard, your heart hammering in your chest as you struggled to find the words. âI donât know,â you finally whispered. âI thought I could just⌠let go. But I canât, Rafe. I canât move on.â
Rafe looked away, his jaw clenching. âWe broke up for a reason,â he said, though his tone lacked conviction. It was as if he was trying to convince himself as much as you. âWe were bad for each other. It had to end.â
âBut it wasnât toxic,â you countered, your voice breaking. âIt wasnât. We just⌠we loved each other too much, too intensely. It scared us. It scared me.â
His eyes met yours again, and for a moment, you saw the same vulnerability, the same ache that mirrored your own. âYou think I donât know that?â he said, his voice softening. âYou think I donât feel the same way?â
âThen why did we do this?â you cried out, tears welling up in your eyes. âWhy did we throw it all away?â
Rafe closed the distance between you in two quick strides, his hands coming to rest on your arms, holding you close but not too close. âBecause we didnât know how to love each other without hurting ourselves,â he said, his voice thick with emotion. âBut that doesnât mean I donât miss you. Every single day, I miss you.â
The tears fell then, hot and fast, as you leaned into his touch, feeling the warmth of his hands against your skin. âI donât know how to stop loving you, Rafe,â you admitted, your voice trembling. âI donât think I ever will.â
He pulled you into his chest, his arms wrapping around you in a desperate embrace. âMaybe weâre not supposed to stop,â he whispered into your hair. âMaybe we just need time to figure out how to do it right.â
You pulled back just enough to look into his eyes, searching for the hope you so desperately needed. âDo you think we can?â
Rafeâs thumb brushed away a tear from your cheek, his gaze softening as he nodded. âI donât know,â he admitted, âbut I want to try. For you, for us.â
The uncertainty lingered, but there was a flicker of hope now, a small light in the darkness that had consumed you both. It wasnât a promise of happily ever after, but it was somethingâsomething you could hold onto.
And as Rafe leaned in, his lips brushing yours in a kiss that felt like both an apology and a beginning, you allowed yourself to believe that maybe, just maybe, love could find a way.
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pairing: rafe cameron x reader
summary: y/n attends the wedding of her best friend, rafe cameron, and his bride sofia. In a bittersweet moment, she reflects on her deep, unspoken love for rafe as she makes a heartfelt speech during the reception. despite the pain of unrequited love, she stays strong, showing genuine happiness for rafeâs new chapter with sofia. | word count: 1,0k
warning(s): english is not my first language. your point of view, contains themes of unrequited love, emotional vulnerability, and heartache, no happy ending. based on âlove, rosieâ.
au: i wrote small drabble while watching âlove, rosieâ, i hope youâd cry with me, also listen to lost with you by patrick watson while read this. like, reblog and comment/feedback are much appreciated. discussion can be send through my ask box, please feel free to send in anything. taglist | tagging: @rubixgsworld @rafeyslamb @bisexualcvnt @tracymbcm @maybankslover @mileyraes @akobx @noobmazter69 @xoxohoneymoongirl @xoxosblogsblog @wearemadeofstardust0 @saviorcomplexrry @littlelamy @enjoymyloves
His wedding was perfect, or at least it seemed that way to everyone else. Crisp white flowers adorned every table, soft glow candlelight. Sofia looked stunning in her dressâelegant, poised, and radiant in the way brides should be. I could see why Rafe fell for her. She was the picture of everything he probably wanted. Everything.
I stood in the back of the crowd as they exchanged vows, a bittersweet lump forming in my throat. It was strange, watching someone you love pledge their life to someone else. But I had no choice. This was Rafe. He was my best friend before anything else, and even though I had buried my feelings for him for years, today they seemed to rise up like a tidal wave threatening to crash over me.
I should have told him. Maybe not today. Maybe not even yesterday. But a long time ago, when we were still reckless teenagers, when we stayed up all night laughing at dumb inside jokes, and he looked at me like I was the only one in the room. Thatâs when I should have said it. That I loved him.
But now, it was too late. Sofia was his future. She stood across from him, gripping his hands, tears of happiness filling her eyes, and all I could do was smile and clap like everyone else. Like the supportive friend Iâd been for so long.
The reception flowed with music and laughter, the champagne bubbling like the excitement in the air. I was halfway through a glass of wine when the best man finished his speech, and the MC signaled for me to step up to the microphone. My heart raced as I stood, smoothing my dress and moving to the front.
Rafe shot me a look as I walked up, his familiar crooked grin pulling at the corners of his lips. He was happy, genuinely so. And even though my heart was heavy, I couldnât let that ruin this moment for him.
The microphone was cool in my hand as I cleared my throat, looking out at the sea of faces, some familiar, some not. Then, I found his eyesâRafeâs deep blue onesâand took a steadying breath.
âFor the people who I havenât had the pleasure to greet⌠Hi, Iâm Y/n,â I started, my voice sounding steadier than I expected. âRafe and I have known each other forever. Weâve been through it all togetherâgood times, bad times, and some incredibly embarrassing times. Rafe, for example, can drink to an almost lethal alcohol concentration.â
A few laughs rippled through the crowd, and Rafe chuckled, shaking his head in mock embarrassment. I smiled, feeling the warmth of our shared memories.
âOn my 18th birthday, he decided that the best way to celebrate was tequila. Lots and lots of tequila. And while Iâm pretty sure we both blocked most of that night from memory, I can confirm that Rafe is, indeed, capable of not remembering an entire evening.â
The room filled with laughter, and even Sofia laughed along, her hand resting gently on Rafeâs arm. I swallowed hard, pushing down the pang in my chest.
âBut in all seriousness,â I continued, my tone softening, âchoosing the person to share your life with is one of the most important decisions we make. Because if you get it wrong, life can become⌠well, gray. We both know that well, donât we, Rafe?â I smiled at him, and for a second, I saw the flicker of understanding in his eyes.
âYour friendship has brought color to my life, and Iâve been lucky enough to have you by my side in some of the darkest moments.â My voice wavered slightly, but I kept going. âIâm the luckiest person in the world for that. And I hope I havenât ever taken it for granted, though maybe I have at times. Because sometimes, you donât realize that the best thing that ever happened to you has been right under your nose all along.â
I paused, letting the words hang in the air. Rafeâs smile softened, but I couldnât tell if he truly understood what I meant. If heâd ever understood how deeply I cared.
âAnd thatâs okay,â I said, more to myself than anyone else. âBecause Iâve learned something important: no matter where you are, no matter what you do, or who youâre with, I will always be here for you. Iâll always love you. Like a sister loves her brother, and like a friend loves a friend.â
I saw Rafeâs eyes glisten slightly, and Sofia squeezed his hand tighter, her gaze flicking between us as if trying to decipher something. But it didnât matter. I couldnât take back the years of silence. This was his day, not mine.
âIâll always stand guard for your dreams, Rafe,â I finished, raising my glass. âNo matter how far-fetched or impossible they may seem. So, letâs raise a toast to the bride and groom. To Rafe and Sofia Cameron.â
The room echoed my words as everyone lifted their glasses in unison. Rafe smiled at me, a genuine, heartfelt smile that felt like a dagger in my chest. But I smiled back, because thatâs what friends do. They celebrate the happiness of the ones they love, even if itâs not their own.
As I sat down, I felt the weight of everything I didnât say pressing down on me. The laughter and chatter around me blurred into background noise as I stared at my glass, running my thumb along its edge. I was happy for him, truly. But deep down, I couldnât shake the feeling of what could have been.
Maybe in another life, it wouldâve been me standing beside him. Maybe in another life, I would have told him how I felt long before today. But in this life, I would remain what I always wasâhis best friend.
With music and dancing and stolen glances, I realized that sometimes⌠love isnât about being with someone. Sometimes, love is about letting go, and hoping that they find happiness, even if itâs with someone else.
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pairing: rafe cameron x kook!reader
summary: youâre a strong, confident, and nobodyâs foolâcertainly not even rafe cameronâs. when you stumble upon a tape hidden in his room, containing something far more personal than he ever shared with you, itâs not about sofia or the past. itâs about the trust rafe shattered by not telling you. his refusal to be upfront about it breaks something between you, and when you confront him, it becomes clear heâll do anything to keep youâeven when you decide to walk away. but you arenât going to crumble or let him control you. you move on and live your life, but rafe doesnât know how to let go. in the end, the choice between holding onto your pride or the fire between you burns brighter than you imagined.
warning(s): toxic relationship dynamics, dark themes (possession, emotional manipulation), strong language, sexual content (18+), emotional intensity. MINOR DNI!
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You sat at the kitchen island in the Cameron household, staring at the coffee in front of you while Rose, Rafeâs stepmom, hummed softly to herself, clearly pleased with her latest floral arrangement. The normalcy of the moment clashed sharply with the unease gnawing at you, but you kept your emotions in check.
âRafeâs been a bit on edge lately, hasnât he?â Rose asked, glancing at you from over the top of her cup.
You kept your tone even, despite the knot of unease tightening in your chest. âHeâs always like that.â
She gave you a knowing look, the kind that said sheâd been through more than she let on. âSometimes, with people like Rafe, you have to draw a line. Push back when they push too hard.â
You nodded, your fingers curling around the cup in front of you, but you didnât respond. What could you say? That you knew Rafeâs darker edges better than anyone? That you understood how his secrets ran deeper than he let on, but you thought youâd seen enough of them to know where his limits were?
You excused yourself, leaving Rose in the kitchen as you headed upstairs to his room. It was familiar, the place youâd spent so much time together, but today it felt different. There was something off in the air. Rafe had been distant lately, but you hadnât pressed him, giving him space to brood, to work out whatever was on his mind.
But today, you couldnât shake the feeling that something was wrong.
You found yourself in front of his dresser, drawn to it without even thinking. One of the drawers was partially open, and inside, you saw a stack of VHS tapes. Most of them were innocuousâold football games, random recordings of parties, but one caught your eye.
âRafe & Sofia.â the label read, scrawled in Rafeâs unmistakable handwriting.
Your chest tightened at the sight of his exâs name, but it wasnât jealousy that gripped you. It was curiosity. What was he hiding? And why hadnât he told you about it?
Your fingers moved almost of their own accord, slipping the tape into the player. The screen flickered to life, showing a younger Rafe and Sofia, laughing and carefree on the beach. You could feel the tension knotting in your stomach, but you told yourself it was just a piece of his past. Until the video shiftedâsuddenly, jarringly intimate.
The camera cut to a bedroom, his bedroom. The footage was raw, unfiltered, and it wasnât just a casual memory anymore. It was a sextape.
You felt a sickening twist in your gut, your breath catching in your throat. Your heart pounded, not from the act itself, but from the betrayalâthe fact that Rafe had kept this, hidden this, and never thought to tell you.
The front door slammed downstairs, and you barely had time to process what youâd seen before Rafeâs footsteps echoed up the stairs.
He walked in, stopping cold when he saw the VHS player running and the tape on the screen. His jaw clenched, and the air between you crackled with tension. âWhat the hell are you doing?â
You stood up, holding the remote tightly in your hand, your voice sharp but controlled. âI found your tape. Rafe and Sofiaâs tape. Why didnât you tell me about this?â
His face darkened, and he took a step toward you, his posture rigid. âBecause itâs not something you needed to know about.â
âNot something I needed to know about?â You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. âRafe, you kept this. You hid this. Itâs not about Sofia. Itâs about you lying to me.â
He ran a hand through his hair, pacing as frustration bled into his tone. âI didnât lie. Itâs old, Y/N. Itâs from another time. It means nothing.â
âThen why keep it?â you fired back, your voice rising. âIf it means nothing, why hide it? You didnât trust me enough to tell me.â
Rafeâs eyes were hard, his jaw clenched as he spoke. âBecause I knew youâd make it into something itâs not. I didnât want thisâdidnât want to deal with this.â
Your anger flared, hot and consuming, but you didnât let it overpower you. âDid you think I wouldnât find out? Did you think I wouldnât care? Do you still watch it, Rafe? Do you still watch her?â
His face twisted, a mix of frustration and something darker. He didnât answer, and that silence cut deeper than any confession could have.
âDid you...â you took a steadying breath, your voice colder now. âDid you jerk your fucking self off to it?â
For a moment, he didnât respond. His eyes locked on yours, and the weight of the question hung heavy between you. Then, he took a step closer, his voice low and dangerous. âNo. But it doesnât matter what you believe. Youâre already making up your mind.â
You stared at him, the gravity of his words settling in your chest like a stone. âYou didnât think to tell me. Thatâs the problem, Rafe. Itâs not about jealousy. Itâs about trust, and you broke that.â
Rafeâs jaw tightened, and his eyes flashed with a mix of anger and desperation. âI didnât want to lose you. I didnât tell you because I was afraid youâd walk away.â
You met his gaze, your voice firm. âYou know what Rafe, maybe you shouldâve thought about that before keeping secrets.â
His hands curled into fists at his sides, and he looked away, breathing heavily. For a long moment, the room was thick with tension, the silence between you louder than words. Then, finally, you spoke again, your voice steady but final. âWeâre done, Rafe.â
He froze, his eyes snapping back to yours, dark and intense. âYouâre not serious.â
âI am.â Your tone was resolute. âI canât be with someone who doesnât trust me enough to tell the truth.â
Rafeâs expression hardened, a dangerous edge creeping into his voice. âIâm not going to beg, Y/N. If you want to leave, then leave. But Iâm not going to keep you.â
You felt the weight of his words, sharp and cutting, but you didnât falter. âIâm not asking you to.â
Without another word, you turned and walked out of his room, your chest tight with the finality of it all. You passed Sarah in the hallway, her eyes wide with concern as you stormed past her, but you didnât stop. You didnât look back.
In the days that followed, you tried to push the pain away. You were strong, and you wouldnât let Rafe Cameron be the reason you fell apart. You threw yourself into your own life, refusing to give him the satisfaction of seeing you broken. But no matter how hard you tried, you couldnât shake the feeling of his eyes on you, the lingering weight of his presence even when he wasnât around.
He didnât call, didnât text, but he was always there. Watching. Waiting.
One night, determined to prove to yourselfâand to himâthat you were moving on, you went out with a guy youâd been talking to. Ryan was charming, confident, and exactly the distraction you needed. He pulled you close on the dance floor, his hands resting on your hips, his breath warm against your ear as the music pulsed around you.
You knew Rafe was there before you saw him. You could feel his presence, the intensity of his gaze burning into you from across the room. When you finally met his eyes, you saw the fury there, the barely-contained rage simmering beneath the surface.
Ryan leaned down, whispering into your ear. âHeâs watching us. Want to make him mad?â
You smirked, leaning into the challenge. âLet him.â
But Rafe wasnât going to stand by and let it happen. He pushed through the crowd, his jaw clenched, his eyes locked on you with a dangerous intensity. When he reached you, he grabbed your arm, pulling you away from Ryan without a word.
âLet go of me,â you snapped, trying to pull free from his grip.
He didnât listen. His voice was low and deadly as he growled, âYouâre coming with me. Now.â
You jerked your arm out of his grasp, eyes blazing with defiance. âI told you weâre done, Rafe. You donât get to control me anymore.â
His jaw clenched, the anger swirling in his eyes making him look almost dangerous. But beneath the fury, you could see something elseâdesperation. He wasnât just angry; he was terrified of losing you. âIâm not letting you walk away from this,â he bit out, stepping closer, his towering presence casting a shadow over you.
You stood your ground, refusing to be intimidated. âYou already did, Rafe. You chose to keep things from me. Thatâs on you.â
Rafeâs eyes darkened, his breath heavy as he stepped closer until there was barely any space left between you. âYouâre really going to throw us away because of one mistakes?â
Your heart twisted painfully, but you didnât let him see it. âIt wasnât just one mistake. It was a choice. You chose to keep that part of your life hidden from me. If you canât be honest with me about something like that, then what else are you hiding?â
Rafe stared at you, his chest rising and falling with labored breaths as the tension between you crackled in the air. He ran a hand through his hair, his voice raw as he said, âI didnât tell you because I knew youâd react like this. I knew it would hurt you, and I didnât want that.â
You crossed your arms, your voice cold. âYou hurt me more by keeping it from me. Donât you get that?â
His eyes flickered with frustration, and he took another step toward you, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. âI fucked up, okay? I know that. But I donât want to lose you.â
You clenched your fists, feeling your resolve wavering under the weight of his words. âRafe, I canât keep doing this. I canât keep pretending that everythingâs fine when itâs not.â
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The sounds of the club seemed to fade away, leaving only the tense silence between you. Then, in a low, almost broken voice, Rafe whispered, âDo you really want to walk away from this? From us?â
You swallowed hard, your emotions a tangled mess. You wanted to stay strong, to walk away and never look back, but the connection between you was undeniable. You still cared about him, despite everything. But could you trust him again?
Rafeâs hand reached out, his fingers brushing against your cheek, and you felt a shiver run down your spine at the touch. âIâll do anything to fix this, Y/N. Anything. Just tell me what you want.â
Your eyes met his, and for the first time, you saw the vulnerability in his gaze. He wasnât just angry or desperateâhe was scared. Scared of losing you. Scared of being alone.
âI want honesty,â you said quietly. âI want to know that I can trust you.â
Rafe nodded, his thumb brushing lightly over your skin. âYou can. Iâll prove it to you. I swear.â
For a long moment, you just stood there, the weight of his promise hanging between you. Then, finally, you let out a shaky breath and pulled back, stepping away from his touch. âI need time, Rafe.â
His face softened, and he nodded slowly, though you could see the tension still coiled in his body. âI understand. Iâll give you time. But Iâm not giving up on everything we had.â
You swallowed hard, not trusting yourself to say anything else. Without another word, you turned and walked out of the club, feeling his eyes on you the entire time.
Days passed, and despite everything, Rafe kept his word. He didnât press you, didnât bombard you with calls or texts. But you knew he was still there, watching, waiting for you to come to him.
The quiet between you felt strange, almost like a storm waiting to break. You found yourself thinking about him more than you wanted to, your mind drifting back to his words, his touch, the raw emotion in his eyes. You missed him, but you werenât ready to admit that just yet.
Then, one night, as you sat alone in your room, your phone buzzed with a text from him.
Rafe: Can we talk? Please.
You stared at the message for a long moment, your heart pounding. Part of you wanted to ignore it, to stay strong and keep your distance. But another part of youâthe part that still caredâwanted to see him, to hear him out.
Against your better judgment, you found yourself replying.
You: Come over.
Rafe showed up at your door within minutes, looking more disheveled than youâd ever seen him. His usual cocky confidence was gone, replaced by something raw and unguarded. He stood in front of you, his shoulders tense, his eyes searching yours.
âI didnât think youâd let me come,â he admitted, his voice quiet.
You crossed your arms, keeping your face neutral. âYou said you wanted to talk.â
Rafe nodded, running a hand through his hair, his eyes never leaving yours. âI messed up, Y/N. I know that. I shouldâve told you about the tape. I shouldâve trusted you.â
You watched him carefully, your heart beating a little faster at the sincerity in his voice. âWhy didnât you?â
He hesitated, his jaw clenching before he finally answered. âBecause I was scared. Scared youâd think I wasnât over her. Scared youâd leave.â
You frowned, your anger flaring up again. âIâm not Sofia, Rafe. You shouldâve known Iâm not like that.â
He shook his head, his expression pained. âI know youâre not. Thatâs why I didnât want to lose you. But by not telling you, I did the exact thing I was so afraid of.â
You took a deep breath, your emotions swirling inside you. âI canât promise things will go back to the way they were but youâll have to earn my trust back.â
Rafe stepped closer, his eyes filled with determination. âIâll earn your trust back. I donât care how long it takes.â
You felt your resolve crumbling under the weight of his words, but you forced yourself to stay strong. âI canât do this alone, Rafe. You need to be better. For both of us.â
He nodded, his voice low but firm. âI will. I swear.â
For a long moment, the silence between you stretched on, thick with tension. Then, without thinking, you reached up and touched his cheek, your thumb brushing lightly over his skin.
Rafe exhaled sharply, his eyes closing as he leaned into your touch. âIâm sorry,â he whispered, his voice cracking slightly.
And in that moment, something inside you softened. Maybe it wasnât forgiveness yet, but it was a step in the right direction.
Without saying another word, you leaned up and kissed him. The kiss was slow, tentative at first, but it quickly deepened, the fire between you rekindling in an instant. Rafeâs hands gripped your waist, pulling you closer as he kissed you back with a hunger that sent shivers down your spine.
You didnât pull away this time. You let yourself get lost in him, in the way his body pressed against yours, in the way his hands moved over you like he was afraid to let go. It was desperate and raw, but it was also real.
Rafeâs hands slipped under your shirt, his touch warm against your skin as his fingers trailed up your sides, igniting a spark that had been simmering beneath the surface for far too long. You gasped softly into his mouth, your hands gripping the front of his shirt as he pressed his body against yours, backing you up against the wall.
âY/NâŚâ he breathed against your lips, his voice low and rough, filled with desire.
You met his gaze, your heart pounding in your chest as you whispered back, âIâm still mad at you.â
Rafeâs eyes darkened, his lips ghosting over your neck as he whispered, âI know.â
But in that moment, the anger between you faded, replaced by something elseâsomething neither of you could deny any longer. His lips found yours again, harder this time, more demanding, as he lifted you effortlessly, your legs wrapping around his waist. You felt the heat between you growing, the connection too strong to ignore.
Rafe carried you to the bed, his movements slow and deliberate as he laid you down, hovering over you with that same intense look in his eyes. âLet me show you how sorry I am,â he whispered, his voice thick with need.
Your breath caught in your throat as his lips trailed down your neck, his hands sliding lower, gripping your thighs as he tugged at your clothes. You arched into his touch, your body responding to every move, every kiss, as he worshiped you with an intensity that left you breathless.
It wasnât just about the physical connection. It was about the emotions between youâthe trust that had been broken, the anger that still lingered, but also the undeniable love and passion that couldnât be ignored.
As Rafeâs body moved against yours, as his hands roamed over every inch of your skin, you felt the walls between you begin to crumble. The anger, the hurtâit was all still there, but so was the need. The desire. The love.
You gasped as he pressed deeper into you, his forehead resting against yours as he whispered your name, his voice raw and filled with emotion. âIâll make it right, Y/N. I swear.â
You didnât have the words to respond. Instead, you kissed him, pouring everything into that kissâthe frustration, the anger, the love, and the hope that maybe, just maybe, things could be different.
That day just you and Rafe moved together in a rhythm that felt both familiar and new, you realized that maybeâjust maybeâmaybe it was a new beginning.
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pairing: dad!drew starkey x mom!reader
summary: your 4-year-old son, rustyn, has decided that he needs a siblingâand heâs not shy about telling everyone. from grandparents to cartoons, rustyn finds a way to make his wish known, much to the amusement of you and drew.
warning(s): english is not my native language. pure fluff, toddler curiosity, family humor, and loving reflections on parenthood.
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It was the kind of peaceful morning that felt like a small luxuryâquiet, warm, and full of simple, slow moments. Drew was seated next to you, scrolling through his phone with a relaxed expression, while your 4-year-old son, Rustyn, was already up and playing in the living room.
The sound of toy trucks rolling across the floor accompanied Rustynâs imaginative play as he created stories for his toys, his little voice full of excitement. You smiled to yourself, feeling your heart swell at the simple joy of hearing him play. Life had become so much sweeter since Rustyn had arrivedâa bundle of curiosity, energy, and love wrapped into one tiny human. You and Drew often marveled at how quickly Rustyn seemed to grow, learning new things each day and filling your home with laughter.
The peace of the morning, however, was soon interrupted as Rustyn toddled into the kitchen, clutching his favorite stuffed bear in one hand and dragging it behind him. His expression was serious, a little too serious for a 4-year-old, and it instantly caught your attention.
Climbing up onto Drewâs lap with determination, Rustyn placed his tiny hands on his fatherâs chest, his wide blue eyes staring intently up at him. âDada,â Rustyn said, his voice laced with that innocent curiosity that always made your heart melt.
Drew blinked, setting his phone down and wrapping his arms around Rustyn. âWhatâs up, buddy?â he asked, smiling as he brushed a hand through Rustynâs messy morning hair.
Rustyn shifted slightly, adjusting his grip on Drewâs shirt as if he had something very important to say. His voice was sweet but serious as he finally spoke again. âDada, can I have a baby?â
Both you and Drew froze for a moment, your eyes widening as you processed the unexpected request. You had expected him to ask for another story or maybe breakfast, but a baby?
You exchanged a quick glance with Drew, both of you barely containing your laughter. Rustyn, however, remained completely serious, his innocent eyes blinking up at his dad, waiting for an answer.
âA baby?â Drew repeated, trying to hide his amusement. âYou mean like a baby doll, Rusty?â
Rustyn shook his head quickly, his little brow furrowing in frustration. âNo, Dada,â he said with the kind of determination only a toddler could muster. âI want a real baby. A baby brother or a baby sister.â
You nearly choked on your coffee, coughing lightly as you set your mug down and stared at Drew in disbelief. Drew, still holding Rustyn, raised his eyebrows in surprise, clearly caught off guard.
âBuddy,â Drew began, trying to navigate the situation delicately, âthatâs⌠well, thatâs not something we can just get right away.â
Rustyn looked confused, his big eyes darting between you and Drew. âWhy not?â he asked, as if the concept of not being able to have a baby immediately was beyond comprehension.
You bit your lip, trying not to laugh at how earnest Rustyn sounded. It was clear that he had no idea how big of an ask this was. And yet, his innocence made the situation all the more adorable.
Drew glanced at you, his eyes pleading for backup. You took a deep breath, deciding to step in and explain.
âWell, sweetie,â you began, leaning forward slightly to meet Rustynâs gaze, âbabies take time. They donât just show up like toys or presents. Itâs something Mommy and Daddy have to decide together, and then we have to wait.â
Rustynâs expression softened slightly, but the determined look didnât leave his face. âBut I want one now,â he said, his voice filled with the kind of pure, heartfelt longing that made you want to scoop him up and promise him the world.
Drew chuckled softly, bouncing Rustyn gently on his lap. âI get that, bud,â he said, his tone affectionate but firm. âBut like Mommy said, babies take time.â
Rustyn pouted, his tiny lips forming a small frown as he crossed his arms over his chest. âI donât wanna wait,â he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper.
You exchanged another glance with Drew, both of you clearly realizing that this was only the beginning of the conversation. Rustyn wasnât the type to let things go easily, especially when he set his heart on something. And from the look on his face, it was clear that Rustyn had already decided that having a sibling was at the top of his list.
Drew sighed softly, leaning down to kiss the top of Rustynâs head. âHow about we talk about this later, okay? Letâs get through today first.â
Rustyn nodded reluctantly, though it was obvious he wasnât fully convinced. He slid off Drewâs lap and padded back into the living room, but not before turning back to you both with one last, pleading look.
âI really want a baby,â he said again, his voice full of hope.
You smiled, feeling your heart melt at his innocence. âWeâll think about it, baby,â you promised, knowing that this was going to be a long conversation.
As the days passed, Rustynâs request for a sibling didnât fade. In fact, it became a constant part of your conversationsâat the breakfast table, during bedtime stories, and even when you were out running errands. It seemed like everywhere Rustyn went, he found a way to bring up babies.
One day, while you were grocery shopping together, Rustyn spotted a woman pushing a stroller with a newborn inside. His eyes lit up instantly, and before you could stop him, he was tugging on your hand and pointing eagerly at the stroller.
âMommy, look! A baby!â Rustyn exclaimed, his voice full of excitement. âCan we get one too?â
You laughed softly, gently guiding him away from the woman and her baby, who thankfully hadnât heard him. âRustyn, sweetie, weâve talked about this,â you reminded him. âBabies donât just show up like that.â
Rustynâs face scrunched up in frustration, and he pouted. âBut I want one,â he said, his voice filled with longing.
You sighed, leaning down to kiss the top of his head. âI know you do, baby. But you have to be patient.â
Rustyn let out a small, frustrated sigh but nodded, clearly not happy with the answer. âOkay,â he mumbled, though you could tell he was still thinking about it.
The next time Rustyn brought up the topic was during a family dinner at Drewâs parentsâ house. You, Drew, Rustyn, and Drewâs parentsâTodd and Jodiâwere gathered around the table, enjoying a relaxed meal together. The conversation was light, filled with laughter and stories, until Rustyn, who had been playing with his food, suddenly spoke up.
âGigi?â Rustyn asked, his voice full of curiosity as he turned to Jodi.
Jodi smiled warmly at her grandson, always eager to listen to whatever was on his mind. âYes, sweetie?â
âCan I have a baby brother or sister?â Rustyn asked innocently, his wide blue eyes blinking up at her.
The room fell into a stunned silence as everyone processed Rustynâs question. Todd choked on his water, coughing lightly as he shot you and Drew an amused look. Jodiâs eyebrows shot up in surprise, but she quickly recovered, giving Rustyn a sweet smile.
âWell, Rusty, thatâs something youâll have to ask your mommy and daddy about,â Jodi said with a soft chuckle, clearly trying not to laugh.
âI already did,â Rustyn replied earnestly, his little face serious. âBut they said I have to wait. I donât wanna wait, Gigi. I want a baby now.â
Todd let out a loud laugh, clearly enjoying the conversation. âSounds like someoneâs eager to be a big brother, huh?â
Rustyn nodded vigorously, his little face lighting up with excitement. âYeah! Iâll share my toys and read them stories!â
You and Drew exchanged a look of amusement mixed with slight embarrassment. It was clear that Rustyn wasnât going to let this go anytime soon, and now he was dragging everyone else into his mission.
âWell, Rusty,â Drew began, his tone gentle but firm, âweâve talked about this, buddy. Babies take time, remember?â
Rustyn huffed, crossing his arms over his chest as he pouted. âBut I donât wanna wait.â
Jodi laughed softly, patting Rustynâs back. âPatience is a good thing to learn, Rusty,â she said kindly. âYouâll have to trust Mommy and Daddy to know when the time is right.â
Rustyn nodded, though he still didnât look completely satisfied. âOkay,â he mumbled, clearly frustrated by the lack of immediate results.
Todd chuckled, ruffling Rustynâs hair. âYouâll make a great big brother one day, kiddo.â
Rustynâs persistence didnât stop there. One evening, while the three of you were cuddled up on the couch watching a cartoon, Rustyn spotted a baby character on the screen. His eyes widened with excitement, and he turned to you and Drew, tugging on Drewâs sleeve.
âDada! Look! A baby!â Rustyn exclaimed, pointing at the TV. âCan we get one like that?â
Drew laughed, shaking his head as he wrapped his arm around Rustynâs shoulders. âRusty, weâve talked about this,â he said, his voice filled with amusement. âBabies donât work like that.â
âBut I want one,â Rustyn pouted, his big blue eyes looking up at Drew with a mix of confusion and determination. âIâll take care of them, I promise!â
You couldnât help but laugh softly, leaning in to kiss the top of Rustynâs head. âSweetheart, I know youâre excited about the idea of a baby. But you have to be patient, okay? Babies donât happen right away.â
Rustyn sighed dramatically, his tiny shoulders slumping as he settled back against Drewâs chest. âOkay,â he mumbled, though you could tell he was still thinking about it.
Drew gave you a playful look over Rustynâs head, his eyes twinkling with amusement. âLooks like weâre in trouble here,â he whispered, just loud enough for you to hear.
You grinned, shaking your head. âHeâs not going to let this go anytime soon, is he?â
Drew sighed softly, ruffling Rustynâs hair. âNope. Heâs determined. We might have to start planning.â
Rustyn perked up at the word âplanning,â his eyes wide with hope. âDoes that mean weâre getting a baby soon, Dada?â
Drew chuckled, pulling Rustyn into a hug. âMaybe, buddy. Maybe one day.â
Rustyn grinned, clearly satisfied with that answerâfor now. âOkay! I canât wait!â
That night, after Rustyn had finally fallen asleep, you and Drew sat together on the couch, reflecting on the dayâs events. Drew had his arm around your shoulders, and you leaned against him, both of you laughing softly at how persistent Rustyn had been about wanting a sibling.
âCan you believe how determined he is?â you asked, smiling as you snuggled closer to Drew. âHeâs never been this focused on anything before.â
Drew laughed, resting his chin on top of your head. âI know. Itâs pretty sweet, though. He just wants someone to share his world with.â
You smiled, nodding as you thought about Rustynâs pure heart. âHeâd make an amazing big brother,â you said softly, your voice filled with affection.
Drew squeezed your hand, his expression softening. âHe really would,â he agreed. âAnd, you know⌠I wouldnât mind giving him that one day.â
You looked up at Drew, your heart swelling with love. âOne day?â
Drew nodded, his smile warm and full of love. âYeah. I mean, weâve got a pretty great thing going here, donât we?â
You grinned, leaning up to kiss him softly. âWe do,â you whispered.
As you sat there in the quiet of the evening, wrapped up in each otherâs warmth, you couldnât help but think about the futureâthe possibility of growing your family even more. Rustynâs sweet persistence had sparked something in both of you, and though it might not happen right away, you knew that when the time was right, youâd be ready.
For now, though, you were more than happy to enjoy these momentsâthe love, the laughter, and the joy of having Rustyn in your life.
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pairing: sweet!rafe cameron x pogue!reader
summary: you and rafe have known each other for years, despite being from opposite sides of the social spectrum on the outer banks. while youâve always been a pogue and heâs a kook, thereâs always been a connection between the two of you, one that has deepened into friendship over the years. but when rafe shows up at your parentsâ house one day with a bouquet of your momâs favorite flowers, asking for permission to take you on a date, it becomes clear his feelings for you run deeper than you ever expected.
warning(s): english is not my native language. fluff, friends-to-lovers, pogue vs. kook tension, supportive parents, a kind and sweet rafe cameron.
au: like, reblog and feedback are much appreciated, actually i wrote this for drew but i though oh why not a sweet rafe for this. taglist | tagging: @rafeyslamb @tracymbcm @enjoymyloves @akobx @rubixgsworld @xoxohoneymoongirl @mileyraes @maybankslover @noobmazter69 @littlelamy @wearemadeofstardust0 @xoxosblogsblog @saviorcomplexrry @bisexualcvnt @stuffyownswrld @anamiad00msday @httpsdrewstarkey
The Outer Banks was always dividedâtwo worlds coexisting on the same stretch of sand and water, yet so far apart. The Pogues, like you, lived on the south side, where hard work, loyalty, and tight-knit community defined your way of life. The Kooks, like Rafe Cameron, lived on the north side, where money, power, and status were everything. Growing up, those lines were clear, and you were taught to stay on your side of them. Yet, as you got older, you began to realize that not all Kooks fit the mold.
Rafe was different.
He wasnât the Rafe that the rest of the world sawâthe Rafe who threw parties at Tannyhill, who had a reputation for getting into fights or drinking too much. With you, he was kind, thoughtful even. You had known each other for years, despite the social divide. It started with brief conversations on the docks or passing each other on the beach. But somehow, over time, those small exchanges turned into something more. Late-night talks when no one was around, shared glances across bonfires, and moments when it felt like the world around you faded away.
Still, you both kept it platonicâsafe, avoiding the possibility of crossing a line that might complicate your lives. After all, what would people think? A Pogue and a Kook? No one would understand. But that didnât stop the quiet tension that always seemed to linger between you two, the way his hand would hover just a little too close to yours, the way his eyes followed you when he thought you werenât looking.
You had convinced yourself that Rafe was just being a good friend. That his kindness didnât mean anything more than that. But everything changed the day he showed up at your parentsâ house.
It was a warm afternoon, your mom sat at the table with her cup of coffee. Your dad was nearby, flipping through the latest fishing magazine, savoring the rare quiet weekend. The sound of the doorbell suddenly interrupted the peaceful atmosphere, drawing your dadâs attention.
âWho could that be?â your mom mused aloud, glancing toward the door.
Your dad stood up with his usual slow, deliberate pace, not expecting anyone. He made his way to the door and opened it, only to find Rafe Cameron standing on the front porch. Rafe, with his light brown hair and piercing blue eyes, looked as out of place as ever in your Pogue neighborhood. He held a bouquet of gardenias in his hand, the white petals stark against the casual but expensive clothing he wore.
Your dad blinked in surprise, not expecting to see him here. âRafe?â he asked.
Rafe smiled, but there was a nervous edge to it. Heâd been here before, of courseâyour parents knew him, albeit from a distance. He wasnât a stranger, but he certainly wasnât someone they saw frequently outside of the occasional gatherings. Still, Rafe had always been respectful, polite. And today, something in his expression told your dad that this visit wasnât just a casual drop-by.
âHey, Mr. Y/L/N,â Rafe greeted, shifting the flowers in his hand. âI hope Iâm not interrupting.â
Your dad tilted his head slightly, raising an eyebrow. âNot at all. Come on in, son,â he said, stepping aside and holding the door open.
Rafe walked inside, his gaze sweeping over the familiar interior of your home, which was far smaller and cozier than his sprawling family estate, Tannyhill. The warmth of the space, the lived-in feeling, was a sharp contrast to the cold elegance of his house. Thatâs what he always liked about coming here. It felt real.
Your mom appeared in the doorway of the kitchen, a curious look on her face when she saw Rafe standing in the foyer. âRafe Cameron,â she said, her tone lifting in surprise.
âWhat brings you here? Is everything alright?â
Rafe smiled politely, but you could see the tension in his shoulders, the nervous energy beneath his cool exterior.
âEverythingâs fine, Mrs. Y/L/N,â he assured her. He lifted the bouquet in his hands and offered it to her. âThese are for you. Y/N told me once that gardenias were your favorite.â
Your mom blinked in surprise, her lips parting slightly before a smile spread across her face. âOh, Rafe,â she said softly, reaching for the flowers. âYou didnât have to. Theyâre beautiful.â
Rafeâs smile relaxed, his nerves easing a bit. âI just wanted to bring something.â
Your mom took the bouquet and inhaled the sweet scent of the gardenias. âYouâre too kind, Rafe,â she said, her voice full of warmth.
âIâll put these in a vase. Y/Nâs always telling me how thoughtful you are.â
Rafe chuckled lightly, his eyes softening at the mention of you.
âShe talks about you all the time too.â
Your dad, who had been observing the exchange quietly, leaned back against the kitchen counter, crossing his arms as he gave Rafe an appraising look. âSo, Rafe, what brings you by? You and Y/N got plans today?â
At the question, Rafeâs heart skipped a beat. This was the moment he had been preparing for, the reason his palms were sweating despite his efforts to stay calm. He straightened slightly, taking a deep breath before answering.
âActually,â he began, his voice steady but filled with a quiet intensity, âI came here to talk to you both about something. About Y/N.â
Your parents exchanged a look, their curiosity deepening. Your mom set the vase on the counter, her attention fully on Rafe now.
âGo on,â your dad said, his tone neutral but not unkind.
Rafe swallowed, his eyes flicking briefly toward the floor before meeting your dadâs gaze again. He wasnât used to feeling vulnerable like this, but he knew he had to do this. He had to be honest, not just for himself but for you.
âIâve known Y/N for a long time,â Rafe said, his voice calm but carrying the weight of his emotions.
âAnd sheâs always been important to me. Weâve been friends for years, but over time, I realized that what I feel for her isnât just friendship anymore.â
Your momâs expression softened as she listened, her maternal instincts kicking in as she sensed the sincerity in his voice.
Rafe continued, his gaze steady but full of emotion. âI care about her, more than I ever thought I could care about anyone. And I didnât want to move forward without talking to you firstâwithout getting your permission.â
The room fell into a brief but meaningful silence as your parents processed his words. Rafe stood there, feeling the weight of the moment, knowing that this was more than just asking permission for a date. It was about showing respectânot just to you, but to your family, to the life you had built on the south side of the island, so different from his own.
âI know thereâs a lot of history between Pogues and Kooks,â Rafe added, his voice softening, âbut I donât care about any of that. I just care about her. And I promise, if you give me a chance, Iâll do everything I can to make sure sheâs happy.â
Your mom smiled softly, her eyes shining with affection. She had always liked Rafe, despite his background. She had seen the way he looked at you, the way he treated you with care and respect. And more than that, she knew you cared about him too, even if you hadnât admitted it to yourself yet.
âRafe,â she said gently, âyouâve always been a good friend to Y/N. And I can see that youâre serious about this.â
Your dad, who had remained quiet for a moment longer, nodded thoughtfully. He wasnât blind to the tension between the Pogues and the Kooks, nor to the complications that could come with crossing those lines. But he also wasnât blind to the fact that Rafe, despite his wealth and status, had always treated you with kindness. And as a father, that meant more to him than any social divide.
âRafe,â your dad said, stepping forward, âif youâre sure about thisâabout herâthen youâve got my permission. But remember, this isnât just a casual thing. If youâre serious, youâd better be ready to prove it.â
Rafeâs heart swelled with relief and gratitude. He had expected this to be difficult, but the approval in your dadâs voice, the trust in your momâs eyesâit meant more to him than he could put into words.
âI am,â Rafe said, his voice filled with sincerity. âIâll take care of her. I promise.â
Your dad extended his hand, and Rafe took it, the handshake firm and full of unspoken understanding. Your mom smiled warmly, her eyes twinkling with affection as she watched the exchange.
Just then, the sound of the front door unlocking echoed through the house. Your parents turned toward the door, and Rafeâs heart skipped a beat as you walked in, the sunlight streaming in behind you. You had just returned from the docks, your hair slightly tousled from the wind and your skin warm from the sun. You kicked off your shoes and set your bag down by the door before looking up.
âHey, everyone,â you greeted, smiling as you stepped inside. Your eyes landed on Rafe, and your smile faltered slightly in confusion. âHey, Rafe Cameron? What are you doing here?â
Your mom exchanged a knowing glance with your dad before turning to you with a warm smile. âOh, nothing, sweetheart. Rafe was just stopping by to chat. Why donât you two go sit in the living room for a bit?â
Your heart did a little flip in your chest as you looked between Rafe and your parents. Something was definitely up. There was a tension in the air, a kind of nervous energy that made your stomach flutter with anticipation. You had known Rafe long enough to know when he was holding something back.
âUh, okay,â you said, your voice uncertain as you led Rafe into the living room. You sat down on the couch, motioning for him to join you. The air between you was thick with unspoken words, and your mind raced, trying to figure out what was going on.
Rafe sat beside you, his hands resting on his knees as he took a deep breath. He turned to face you, his blue eyes locking onto yours, and for a moment, the world around you seemed to fade away.
âY/N,â Rafe began, his voice soft but steady, âthereâs something I need to tell you.â
You felt your heart skip a beat as you watched him. Rafe had always been sweet to you, always treated you differently than the other Kooks, but you had never let yourself believe it could be anything more than friendship. After all, you were a Pogue, and he was a Kook. That was just how it was. But the look in his eyes nowâit made you wonder if maybe you had been wrong all along.
âI care about you,â Rafe said, his voice low and full of emotion. âMore than Iâve ever cared about anyone. And I know we come from different worlds, but that doesnât matter to me. What matters is you.â
Your breath caught in your throat as you stared at him, your mind reeling. Was this really happening? Rafe Cameron, one of the most popular Kooks on the island, was sitting in your living room, confessing that he had feelings for you.
âI talked to your parents before you got here,â Rafe continued, his hand reaching out to gently take yours. âI asked for their permission to take you out on a date. I wanted to do this the right way.â
Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes as his words sank in. Rafe wasnât just confessing his feelingsâhe was showing you, in every way possible, that he was serious about this, about you.
âSo,â Rafe said softly, his thumb gently brushing over the back of your hand, âwill you go out with me, Y/N? On a real date?â
A tear slipped down your cheek, but you were smiling, your heart swelling with emotion as you nodded. âYes, Rafe. Iâd love to.â
Rafeâs face lit up with a smile that could have melted your heart on the spot. He leaned in, his forehead resting gently against yours as he let out a soft, contented sigh.
âIâve been waiting for this moment for a long time,â he whispered, his breath warm against your skin.
As you sat there, your hands intertwined and your hearts beating in sync, you realized something: maybe the lines between Kooks and Pogues didnât matter as much as you had once thought. Maybe love was bigger than the social divide that separated your worlds.
And with Rafe, you were ready to find out.
DREW STARKEY as RAFE CAMERON
| OUTER BANKS S4E1
Author Recs đ
some of my fav rafe authors!! (some write for JJ but you get the point)
these authors have series/drabbles/one-shots etc and have written in every genre, written so beautifully at đđ
@goldenroutledge
@loveharlow
@erwinsvow
@zyafics
@diqldrunks
@ghostofwriting
@softspiderling
@featherandferns
@hotchsstuff
@winterrrnight ââ> (moved to) @starkeyvhs
@obaex
@forevermoreharrington
@lovelyjj
@rafeandonlyrafe
@jjsbank444
@cute-sucker
@boneblushed
@twinklelilstarkey
@mariespen
@rafesdrew
@blisslove
@pougeszn
@outerbankies
@mrs-cameron
@totalswag
@obxsummer
@storiesbound
@santaasi
@crvptidgaf
@oceandriveab
@rafecameronssl4t
@manheeiim
@rafesgfs
@rafesproperty
@rafecameroninterlude
smthn w hoodies
h o o d i e s
fandom- outer banks
pairing(s)-rafe cameron
a/n: tso i've never written for him and the request is not very specific. y'all are free to request them again w different characters. i haven't really seen anyone in obx wearing hoodies but anyway, here it is requests are open luv, thai
requested- yes
playlist: the rafe cameron mindset
warnings- none i think-
Rafe found himself in Mr. Bellingham's radar again. he's always been in his radar. but today wasn't a reason he'd believe since you would never do anything of assort with the likes of the Cameron
His best guess was that he had a moment of self reflection in the hallways.
Cameron and you had a very strange relationship, where one or the other would do a 180 when seeing the other's face. just because both of you are childish with their nurturing crushes.
You had no idea what gave you the courage to pull something like that on him, but it's been a while since he's been gawking, why not.
With a pull on Rafe's hand, both of you were in an empty classroom, him against the door in sheer surprise.
You pulled him closer with the fabric of his hoodie over his head with inches between you
who wears a hoodie in this weather?
His faces were tilted as if to kiss you, noses barley apart. you hand trailed down from the hood to the strings and tugged, closing the gap of his lips and yours with the light fabric.
But Rafe Cameron was in it now, his confidence barged in and was ready to devour. he did not bother to undo the knot, nope, he reached his hand under the cloth and pulled it off completely. leaving him shirtless and you probably breathless.
he held the sleeves in his arms and pulled you in by the hoodie. at this point you were closer and looked like a tomato.
he had an eyebrow raised, smirk plastered on his stupidly gorgeous face
is this how you want to play doll?
credit: @ageofsam
[literal inspiration to not delete this blog]
R A F E C A M E R O N M A S T E R L I S T
playlist: the rafe cameron mindset
"mischievous"
rafe cameron was someone who takes initiative, so he wouldn't hesitate in fixating on you for the rest of the night, trying to win you over after a fight
warnings- unintentional background of a dispute before this takes place, reader has been away for a week, vulgar thoughts, vulgar language, teasing, ignoring partner
"orphic"
who could resist the devil's kiss when he decides to take form of Rafe Cameron?
warnings- expression of rafe's undying love for a sofa, close proximity, established relationship, sleepy rafe,
"halycon"
Rafe just absolutely adored his sofa to no ends even with its old covers and worn out figure but a small one, what a lovely excuse to keep you closer cause he wouldn't want his girl to have a fall of the edge while they slept of.
"amorsit"
just a soft rafe plaiting your hair
warnings- to be honest this a very soft one, lovey dovey rafe, soft rafe, uh mentions of reader having hair (questioning my life with these warnings istg)
"hoodies"
you provide a tease, he provides an earthquake in your stomach between classes
warnings- confident reader, slight tease if you squint looking through a magnifying glass I suppose, I suppose it has a theme of leading rafe on, unestablished relationship, pretending not to be in love with each other (that's the real headache), both are in school
âAnd you are unforgettable.â- Rafe Cameron Headcannons!!
⢠Definitely steals your sunscreen. Especially if it is sunbum. Heâs taking it and never getting it back. So say bye bye- you wonât see it until you give over to his house and see it sitting on his nightstand or desk.
⢠He can have outbursts sometimes, so give him time. He does feel bad when he blows up in your face and takes something to far in an argument. He loves you and hopes not to lose you due to how he acts.
⢠Has 100% scared you by knowing shade names of certain makeup brands. Like heâll come home from being out and will say stuff like, âYou wanted that Rare Beauty lip tint is the shade⌠Hope, right?â Or like âIsnât there a Summer Fridays shade or flavor ďżźor whatever the hell it is called Poppy?â Like he knows- itâs horrifying. Donât get started on nailsâŚ
⢠Reckless with anything really. It doesnât matter to him how bad he may get hurt, if itâs fun, heâs gonna do it.
⢠Smells like a very beachy, sea salt kind of scent. Pairing with the sunscreen he stole off of you.
Dating Rafe Cameron !! â.ŕłŕż*:シ
imagine dating rafe chatters I would diee
xo Kori â.ŕłŕż*:シ
Moodbaords !!