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I wanna tell you guys a story,

Not too long ago, my friend Bella came out as aromantic to me, and now I’ve got some things to say.

I was the one who told her what aromantic means, because I was explaining different sexual orientations to her. I remember saying, “Asexualiy is when you have romantic attraction, but no sexual attraction.”

Bella immedently, without missing a beat, asked, “Is there an opposite to that?”

I asked what she meant, and she asked if there was a term for sexual attraction but no romantic attraction. I told her about aromantics. She got weirdly quiet, then excused herself.

Not two weeks later I was heading to my boat. I was supposed to meet Bella and another one of our muteral friends there for a day of fishing.

As soon as I was in earshot, I saw Bella storming off the boat, and our other friend standing there like an idiot. Boi had no idea what was happening.

Anyway, Bella isn’t looking where she’s going and walks smack dab into me. That’s when I realized she was crying. Puffy red eyes, wet cheeks, the whole nine yards… And if you know anything about Bells, she does not cry. Ever.

She’s been through some serious crap in her life, and she does not cry. She’s tough as nails. Bella has a steel core. She does not not cry. I’ve seen her fall off a roof and break her arm before, not a single tear. I can’t stress this enough, Bella. Doesn’t. Cry.

So seeing her in tears shook me. I took her by the shoulders and escorted her somewhere more private where we could talk. We ended up in the women’s restroom, which was weird as fuck for me, because haven’t been in a woman’s rest room for years. Luckily it was empty, and I’m realistic, I know I don’t pass so well, so I don’t think anyone would have said anything anyway.

Before I can even ask her what’s wrong she hugs me around my middle and burys her face in my hoodie. Then, in a voice I can only describe as traumatized, she says, “I think I’m broken.”

I’ve never seen her in so much pain, and Bella and I are CLOSE. She’s one of my dearest friends. She’s like my little sister, but if she’s like my sister, our other muteral friend is like her twin. He and Bella have know each other WAY longer, they’re practically inseparable. They come as a pair. They’re a duo. They’re a package deal.

Appearently, said muteral friend asked Bella out and forcefully kissed her. She shoved him off, and told him she’s aromantic, which she only recently figured out. She wasn’t ready to be out, but this muteral friend left her no choice. She tried telling him no, and he didn’t listen. Bella saw no other option.

Quote on quote, this is what he said to Bella. “That’s okay. You just haven’t dated me yet. We’ve been like, unofficially together for years. You’re probably just freaked out that it’s finally going somewhere.”

After that I’m not 100% clear on what happened, but apparently Bella kept saying no Nd trying to explain herself, but he kept insisting he could ‘fix her.’

Eventudally she started crying and stormed away. That’s when I found her.

Keep in mind, this was her first experience coming out, and her best, closest friend insisted he could fix her and forcefully kissed her. I found out later he also implied corrective rape would ‘solve the problem.’

Bella was traumatized. She’s still traumatized. I tried to make her feel better by buying her an aro pride shirt, and taking her go a local LGBTQ+ hang out. I wanted her to be around like minded people, so she could see she wasn’t broken, and her identity deserved to be respected.

Instead of a warm, welcoming environment… The first thing someone said to her was, “This place is for REAL lgbt people. You don’t belong here.” He also implied she wasn’t human.

Just think about that for a minute. Her first experiences with being an out aromantic have been limited to;

A person she trusted more than anyone forcing himself upon her, claiming she was ill, and needed to be fixed. (Raped.)

Sobbing in my arms in the women’s restroom because she thought she was broken and defective.

Being told she wasn’t welcomed in LGBTQ+ spaces and called inhuman.

This isn’t what I want for her. Bella deserves better than this. She needs a support system, not all this crap. I’ve spent the past week trying to undo all the damage exclusionists, arophobes, and people she trusted did.

Aromantics and asexuals belong in the LGBTQ+ community. You literally cannot change my mind.

Cindy is the Spirit of Vengeance, although there would be better alternative methods.

But.

Her personal traumas are extremely deep rooted, no one would've punished her rapists because of their position and to avoid distrust among people. Technically, nothing would've stopped them from doing the same to an another girl. So she chose the permanent method, furthermore, one brutal execution was carried out in front of his wife and children. She was extremely raw and damaged, she doesn't do this often anymore nowadays, but freshly back from the grave she was even more vicious then she is today.

She has experimented with letting them go with a scare of their lives, watched them walk out of prison and found at least 80% continuing where they left off. This led to her simply not calculating the remaining percentage and chose the immediate and permanent solution without remorse. Her protection extends to not only children but every age and ethnic group, the amount of atrocities committed every day is incredibly overwhelming and staining her already damaged psyche. It took great fine mechanisms to learn how to use that crimson bladed sword which leads her to the scene, to the victim and about to be killer/rapist/abuser.

Cindy is well aware how her methods can effect survivors, but in her opinion better if they are afraid of a flaming terror murdering someone than if they are dead or worse. She doesn't have time to save so many lives under such span without murder. Kill, sword signals the next victim, race to them, kill. Repeat for 8-12 hours a day.

Singlehandedly she had cut down 30% of violent crimes globally, her estimated headcount is way past millions. And she doesn't ponder further on the morality of her methods, she's a killer and she's at peace with it. Furthermore she doesn't murder for her own amusement but for a purpose to save lives.

all of this genuinely makes me want to vomit, good god. the part about the three kids with their necks cut open made me hold my neck

Maligayang Araw Ng Kalayaan

Happy Independence Day

The police in the Philippines are monsters who deserve no rights and they can die and go to hell for all I fucking care

The police can fucking die and I don't care.

Link to the original post in reblog. Everyone should see this and know.