Recovering From Some Stuff That Happened Last Year - Tumblr Posts

This is one I made recently) To be honest with you I'm feeling much better, I've never felt so alive. I'm able to smile and laugh with you, And my feelings are finally something I can explain. Yet there are still days when I feel like nothing ever changed... Days where I beg the universe to erase me. I know that those thoughts may never go away. I know there will always be days when my emptiness will consume me, to the point that I'm not sure I can feel anything but sorrow and loneliness; Days where it feels easier to drown than swim up. But I also know that there will be days that I feel like I can do anything. Days that make the empty, void like days seem so far away. When those days come it feels like I'll never touch down from the joyride that is life, The twists and turns, it's ups and downs. The parts that make your stomach drop and the ones that make you feel like you're touching the sky. I am still a long ways away from the full recovery that the future holds... I know that this road is long and hard and can seem endless and futile. But I know that with those who love and support me I will make it. For me, the best part of this whole recovery has been the moment I realized... That I finally believe it is achievable