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Two Chapters?! In One Day?!

Two chapters?! In one day?!

I am in great spirits today. Could be because of Jimin's birthday. No clue. Anyway.

I hope you enjoy this as much as I did.

I think I will make a playlist for this series on spotify or YouTube. What do you think?

WARNING! THERE IS DESCRIPTIVE LANGUAGE AROUND MENTAL HEALTH SPECIFICALLY DEPRESSION AND PANIC ATTACKS. ALSO NAMJOONIE IS AN ABSOLUTELY SWEETHEART.

Summary: Sometimes our thoughts get the best of us. Sometimes depression gets the best of all of us. Too oblivious to realise that we are surrounded with love. This is a story about learning to receive love, learning that you deserve love. A fun group of friends and their lives as they gradually change and grow. Sometimes bitter other times sweet much like chocolate such is life.FLUFF WITH A SPRINKLE (or so) of smut. Slow pace.

Words: 1264

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Chapter 3/

“HIS place?! His place! HIS PLACE?!” Taehyung kept repeating like a broken record. Hoseok finally turned to him.

“Do you KNOW any other words in the English language?!”

“Are you kidding me?! Y/N for the first time in her life is going to a guy’s place and you expect me to keep it down?!”

“Are you implying that I’m not over the roof that our girl is going to get some action?!”

Finally, I step out of the bathroom to put some order in this jungle of a house.

“Excuse me, first of all I am not getting anything but work done. Secondly, I am flattered that you are worrying about me and my non-existent dating situation but it’s not the most important thing in a person’s life. I- “Taehyung covered my mouth with his hands to shut me up and gazed in my eyes.

“No. You promised you weren’t going to do that anymore. We talked about that. Believing you are not deserving of love and affection will get you nowhere.” His words made my eyes sting and I could sense the storm coming on. Not now. Not again. Another panic attack this month and I would have to quit everything and crawl into bed. I’m staring down at my slippers. My attempt to focus elsewhere tipped off them both off and they pulled me into a hug. After many years of coexisting they know just by sensing the air around me. Depressive episodes would creep up at any given moment and they both knew how to act. It’s in these moments that I wonder what life I’d be living without them.

“I’m good guys.” I reassure them giving their arms a squeeze. “It’s just that I don’t want to get my hopes up only to come crashing down.”

“... And what if you don’t?” Hoseok whispered in my ear.

“It’s okay. I’m sorry if I pushed to hard.” Said Taehyung kissing the top of my head. “Oh, and before I forget. Andrea came by earlier to drop off some early copies of books they are publishing this fall. She said you were expecting them.”

“Finally! She told me about this new horror one that seems very promising. I’ll give her a call later to thank her. Just one last thing guys, I love you and I know you love me too so please trust me on this. Maybe I’m crushing a bit but he most certainly is not. I don’t want to make something out of nothing.”

“Okay baby bear.”

“Tae need I remind you that I am older than you?”

“Okay grandma bear. Sounds better?” said Hoseok while shoving me out the door. “Now be a good girl and go work at the handsome man’s house.”

Before I knew it, I was outside his place. The bus ride went by so fast; I was so caught up with what goes on in my messy head. Sucking in a deep breath I cross the road heading towards the entrance of the building. He buzzed me in and once I stepped out the elevator, he was there waiting for me leaning against the wall. His phone kept him preoccupied and I took a moment to stare at him. With just a simple pair of jeans and a grey hoodie he managed to look, um how shall I put this, delicious. Oh god.

“Hey...” is all I can manage at this point.

His eyes immediately find mine. He shoots me a sweet smile, showing off his adorable dimples. I think I might pass out. I can’t enter this man’s place. My heart is racing and I am sure it’s going to pop out any minute now.

“Please come in. I have to make a call I’ll be with you in a minute.” A nod and a smile are all I can manage. Taking a look around his space all I see is art, books and plants all over. You wouldn’t guess it was a single guy’s place. The bookshelves stretched all around the main room, Andrea would love this guy. I keep walking around the room, taking in as much as I can. I turn towards the door only to find Namjoon standing there in hands in his pockets, sporting a smirk, watching me.

My breath hitches as he strides towards me. Meanwhile I cannot move, I stand there frozen like a statue or a fish out of the freezer, both seem suitable in my case. I have to wrap up this visit ASAP.

“So, um... Should we get started?” he asked while standing so close that I am positive I could taste his skin. That’s weird. Oh god. I’m being weird. Have I answered? When did we get in his studio? I should make a note to look up the symptoms for Alzheimer’s.

“Y/N? Penny for your thoughts?”

“Shit, I’m sorry. I, I’m a bit stressed lately and my brain gets cloudy. Um, what were you saying?”

He cocks his head to on side to look at my face concerned and to my surprise he cups my cheek to his palm.

“You feel a bit hot. Do feel like you have a fever?” He gently rubs his thumb on my cheek, making my hand fly up to land on top of his. I take his hand away and he takes hold of mine. Leaning closer he directs his gaze to mine.

“Over the phone, I told you that there was something I needed to ask you, didn’t I?”

“Yes...”

“Do you... do you have any idea what it might be about?”

At this moment I am more confused than ever. I’m sitting on Namjoon’s couch with him holding my hand like I am a priest or something and he is asking me if I know what HE wants to ask me. Am I finally having a stroke? Is this what’s happening?

Squinting my eyes, I answer “No...? Should I?”

He drops my hand only to awkwardly rub the back of his neck. I keep staring at him, eyebrows pinched in utter confusion.

“Am I missing something here?” he says, “I know I suck at these things, especially when it comes to showing emotions but I really thought this time I was more fortunate.”

“Namjoon, I have to stop you here cause quite honestly I don’t understand what’s happening right now.”

“What’s happening is that, y/n I have a crush on you and I have been trying to get your attention for two months now and I can’t tell if you’re rejecting me or just playing dumb.”

My eyes grew in disbelief. No. Nooo. Come on. How is this possible. What do I say now? So, I start laughing. In my shocked stated all I could do was laugh like an idiot. My reaction surprised me as well as him.

“Come on...You don’t...? You don’t have a crush on me. What are you talking about? How could YOU, have a crush on ME?! Hahahaha. Come on Namjoon.” And as I finished my sentence, I realised that his expression changed to something I’ve never witnessed first-hand. Hungry for something.

I get up to leave but before I make a step his hands are wrapped around my waist. His lips hovering above mine.

“Why is this so hard for you to believe? Do you have someone else? Do you not like me?” he nuzzles across my jawline, down to the sensitive part of my neck sending shivers throughout my body. He comes up to look at me, eyes pleading. “Please. Say something. Say anything.”


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1 year ago

Chapter 15: Bonded by Blood is up now.

Gabriel learns a terrible truth from Claire's past in a moment that brings them closer. As a result she agrees to spend a day with him.

Chapter 15: Bonded By Blood Is Up Now.

Had to edit an existing pic of him but this is the suit he's wearing at the end of the chapter only with clear grey wayfarer eyeglasses instead of sunnies.

Chapter 15: Bonded By Blood Is Up Now.

And this is the dress Claire is wearing. ☺️

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