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Hey, sorry if this is rude, but are you a system? And, if that's the case, could you explain what that's like? I'd like to learn about it, but I'd like the input from someone with it if possible
Oh not rude at all, so yeah im a median system alongside Hayle here, which means we are essentially two sides of the same coin.
We are similar enough that in reality i never noticed her becuase whenever i felt like her i just chalked it up to feeling good about myself for 'no reason today'
Its a difficult thing to describe, I'm not the best at putting it into words. But maybe this will help
Growing up my mind was a constant jumble of contradictions, now that i know that me and Hayle have always been here but speaking to eachother subconsciously, that jumble is being unknit and categorised. I know which thoughts are mine and which are hers and we both are alot calmer as a result. It no longer feels like there is something bubbling under the surface waiting to explode out becuase now she can just come out whenever she wants without needing extreme emotions to push though.
It also feels like i have caring but mischievous big sister floating around with me, and shes certainly lived up to that. Behind the scenes during my break she took the front for days and days in a row to get me to rest for real and it was fantastic, i couldn't be happier having her here even if she drives me crazy sometimes
I hope that helped at all 😅
I think the funniest thing about transitioning but wanting to keep my big dick is that I have self prescribed myself masterbation to keep my peen big. Therapeutically cranking my girlhog.
ao3 being down is making me realize i do, in fact, have an addiction to fanfic. maybe i should pick up a new addiction to cope. i should start eating cigarettes
Todays red guy of the day
this line delivery is mad fucking autistic i love it
I hate the fact that I’ve gotten to the point in my life where I am unironically listening to a song made by a band composed of villainous cookies from a talking cookie game for the one-off purpose of antagonizing confectionary versions of BTS
love how when spine takes the lead on a song, he just goes “hmm will I make this heartwrenching or cowboy themed?”