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I don’t know how to put it into words so here is it
Just to clarify more, ITS ALL RUMOR SO FAR
Why I’m sharing it? Because I don’t trust mclaren

well . .

that says a lot .
Okay, "Tommyinnit".

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Imagine being traumatized
maruki analysis (??) thingy i made bc i’m horribly sick & have nothing else to do
he has a strange..selfless selfishness to him where like. he genuinely Does want to help ppl but his reality is something only he wants. even tho he frames it as better for humanity he’s the one who wants to live in a world where ppl can simply just forget their pasts, he’s the one who wants to live in blissful ignorance. he’s constantly running from his past but in doing so he only ends up hurting himself & those around him
even when akira does accept his reality he’s still miserable. he could’ve easily used his powers to live the life he wanted to w/ rumi but no, instead he chooses to make a world where he flat out doesn’t exist. rumi, akira, nobody remembers him, everyone else gets to live happily meanwhile he’s left to carry the world of his shoulders. i feel he just..doesn’t think he deserves to be happy
we don’t know anything about his backstories but honestly, i think he was depressed & had bad self worth issues even before everything. he cares very little for himself like as shown in his diary entry where he refers to himself as a “lowly researcher” and wonders if he’s even good enough for rumi, when he throws himself away to adam kadmon, & again where even in his perfect world there’s nothing for him
all in all, maruki is just an extremely sad person who’s only coping mechanism is running away
I LOVE THE TAGS ON THIS REBLOG AJSBSJSVSJSJ AHAHAHAHA
albedo rents an apartment pt 2

