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This happened during the covid 19 pandemic in May 2020. During this time, people were unable to leave their houses, visit other family members and at this moment in time, didn’t know when we would again.

I’m Jessica, 45 at the time, recently separated from my husband, we had tried getting back together, we were still having sex at this time but not living together, when the pandemic happened, we were unable to see each other as we were living in different countries.

I lived with my son Riley, who was 20 at the time we started. We have always been open with each other previously, I knew he was sexual, I knew he masterbated and he knew them about me, nothing strange or irregular, we didn’t do it openly in front of each other but we respected each others privacy for those situations. I must stress not once before we started did either of us look at each other that way.

One evening, I came downstairs and Riley was masterbating or wanking as we call it over here, on the sofa in our main living room, I’m not sure if he thought he would finish quickly, if I was busy or didn’t expect me to come down, but I did, seeing his movements and his bare cock hard for the first time.

Instantly I was attracted and enjoying what I was seeing, he was wanking it slow, it was slick, his head was wet. As I’ve said to people here, I don’t know why I said what I said next, maybe the isolation, the boredom, the excitement of seeing what I was looking at but I asked politely if he “wanted a hand” Riley turned and said “sure” later when we talked about this, he thought I was joking, so by his response he was joking, almost laughing off what could of been an awkward situation.

I suppose I was joking, maybe , kinda when I first asked but once he said yes, I didn’t even realise myself moving towards him, without thinking I had dropped to my knees, gripped his cock firmly without saying a word, neither of us did.

I began to wank him slowly with one hand, his cock was already so slick with precum that it wasn’t long before I was wanking him faster, I could hear his moans. He never told me to stop, his groans and his twitches encouraged me to go faster, use two hands, one on his smooth balls, squeezing them softly, the other on his beautiful cock.

As his groans were getting deeper, his cock pulsating on my hand, I did the only thing every fibre in my body was telling me, what I wanted, which was to take him in my mouth. I have always loved giving a man head but the first time, I tasted Riley’s precum, his twitching in my mouth, I knew there was no going back, so I relaxed my throat and took him, took every last inch until I slightly dribbled on his cock, my hands were resting in his bare thighs, I began to bob my head up and down slowly, messily and trying to keep as much eye contact as possible. I closed my lips tight around his head, slipping my tongue around his tip, teasing him before taking him back to my throat. Without wanting Riley let go, cumming inside my mouth and down my throat, a little quicker than I wanted, he was mild wank and of course having his mums mouth around his cock didn’t help him last long either lol, I was pleasantly surprised because I wanted more but I was eager for his cum, without hesitated , I swallowed and continued to suck, massaging his balls to make sure I had everything that he wanted me to have. Once I swallowed for the last time, I pulled back from my lips with a “pop” and smiled up at him, I knew it that moment I had changed, looking into his eyes, I hadn’t experienced lust or a desire like it before. Riley did smile back before getting up and walking upstairs leaving me confused on my knees.

For a moment, I wanted to follow him, needed to talk to him, tell him everything was going to be okay but I couldn’t, I felt guilty, worried, what had I done? What if now he had came, felt guilt once the moment passed. I went to bed not long after, I couldn’t sleep, I kept shaking and my mind wouldn’t stop, again fighting the urge to speak to him, I thought Riley needed space, needed to think about this without me. I finally dropped to sleep, disturbed and uneasy, hoping we could ignore what I had done, until I felt something between my legs, I thought I was still dreaming, was it a finger, a tongue?

I reached down and instantly felt Riley’s hair, I knew I wasn’t the only one who was glad we crossed that line together…