Sullivan Knoth - Tumblr Posts
Title: The Voluptuous Martyrdom of the Apostate
Chapters: ?
Fandom: Outlast (Video Games)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence | Major Character Death | Rape/Non-Con | Underage
Relationships: Val (Outlast)/Original Character(s) | Sullivan Knoth/Other(s) | Sullivan Knoth/Anna Lee | Sullivan Knoth & Marta
Characters: Original Characters | Val (Outlast) | Sullivan Knoth Marta (Outlast) | Corgan (Outlast) | Blake Langermann | Lynn Langermann | Laird Byron | Nick Tremblay | Heretics (Outlast) | The Scalled (Outlast) | Ethan (Outlast) | Anna Lee (Outlast)
Additional tags: Body Horror, Psychological Trauma, Psychological Torture, Psychological Drama, Psychological Horror, Sex, Rough Sex, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Underage Sex, Underage Rape/Non-con, Rape/Non-con Elements, Rape, Blasphemy, Cousin Incest, Parent/Child Incest, Half-Sibling Incest, Uncle/Niece Incest, Religion, Parent-Child Relationship, Pregnancy, Infanticide, Suicide, Suicidal Thoughts, Sexually Transmitted Diseases, Child Abuse, Past Abuse, Verbal Abuse, Physical Abuse, Romance, Tragic Romance, Arranged Marriage, Bullying, Mental Instability, Trauma, Masturbation, Gender Dysphoria, Misogyny, Torture, Mutilation, Self-Harm, Religious Fanaticism, Murder, Murder Family, Manipulation, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Dreams and Nightmares, Blood and Gore, Sexual Tension, Domestic Violence, Forced Orgasm, Forced Masturbation, Forced Relationship, Obsessive Behavior, Self-Hatred, Explicit Language
Summary:
Temple Gate. A special and immaculate place surrounded by the wild nature of the Havasupai reservation, appointed by God Himself for the gathering of people guided by His new Ezekiel Sullivan Knoth. A place where time seems to have stopped and where leading a simple life consecrated to humbleness and obedience, waiting for the Judgement Day to come, is the key to touch the eternal bliss of Heaven with your own hands and to benefit the light provided by the Lord and His angels. But at what cost? How far can a person with such a noble and challenging intent go? What dark and mysterious secrets lurk behind the Sullivan Knoth's personal Garden of Eden?
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New Outlast 2 fanfic! 🤗 I've been planning it for 5 long years at this point, but finally I managed to publish the prologue (maybe a bit too long, but still... 😅) and that makes me so proud 💪 I'm already writing the first chapter and I can't wait to show it to you ❤️ The story will be extremely long, as it's a sort of horror soap opera and concerns the countless events that took place in Temple Gate before Blake and Lynn's arrival according to both canonical sources and my headcanons, but in any case I hope you'll appreciate it 😁
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Little outlast 2 rant.
I finish o2 a while ago but I went in knowing nothing but character names. All I saw was the thumbnail for it.
My dumbass looked a papa knoth and thought "oh cool, another religious figure that's gonna be the worst tour guide ever but maybe he'll be a little better than father Martin."
I love plus sized characters by the way. I love all the leatherfaces, mother gooseberry, Chris Walker and nightmare from fnaf. I would happy to add another character to that list. I genuinely thought papa knoth was gonna be some sweet character after I learned his name.
HE HAD PAPA IN HIS NAME AND USUALLY CHARACTERS WHO HAVE PAPA IN THEIR NAME A PRETTY NICE AND SWEET CHARACTERS. he was also plus sized and a common thing with plus sized characters is that they're sweet.
This absolutely motherfucker was that exact OPPOSITE of what I expected him to be. He's sexist, a rapist, con artist, knowingly spreads STDs and blames it on the other person, manipulative, controlling and a pedophile.
The worst part is my brain already decided he was my favorite character from this game and after learning he was the things listed above it's still said "we ain't going back now"
I don't know why I'm like this with fictional characters. I just pick one and even after finding out they're an awful person I subconsciously refuse to let them go. I think it may be my ADHD that need something to cling onto to keep my focused on finishing the game and it unfortunately chose the worst option.
Papa knoth is a guilty pleasure of mine and I fucking hate it.
Favorite character rock collection is turning out mighty nicely.
There are so many more to come.
I'm so close to designing my own outlast tamagotchi keychains rn.
Outlast rant 2
So, I like papa knoth. He's not the best of characters but I like him. There's an issue though. I'm writing a self insert fic and I'm unsure if writing him being somewhat loving and gentle is watering down his character.
He's a really bad guy, I know. We never see him being nice. Every time he was physically on screen he killed someone (suic1de joke). But then again, the game is from Blake's point of view. And papa knoth does not like Blake so he's obviously not going to be nice to him.
We don't really get much of how he treats people he likes. Anytime someone says something about his past its usually something bad he did. We don't know his love style since we only hear about his lust.
I do want to imagine he can be loving, kind and gentle sometimes or to specific people. There has to be some point in time were he's a nice guy and not a "nice" guy like in game. I don't want to purposely water him down. The only thing about him I water down is his transph0bia (since I'm a trans man and so is my insert). And I'd like it to stay that way.
I'd like to hear some other thoughts on this as well.
"Where my hug at?" Ahh stance.
"You dare talk back to your alpha?!" Ahh pose.
"Did bro really just say that?" Ahh stare.
"The voices... they won't leave," a scene.
"Oh lawrdy, I gotta sit down" ahh sitting.
"I live in the shadows" ahh picture
outlast rant 3
Spoilers for outlast trials incase you haven't found that Easter egg.
Papa knoth was reagent 1616 and was part of the first experiment of the trials along with gooseberry who I'm not sure has a reagent number. They were reagents together and that fucks with my brain when I think about it.
Like wdym the girlies knew eachother? >_< Do you think they got a long in any way? I like to think they did cause of the parallel of both of them being described as charismatic despite their looks. I'm not 100% sure if they would have ever done it though.
They'd definitely try to flirt with the other. Gooseberry wanting to just get after not having for a while but knoth's dumbass doesn't pick up on her flirting. Partially because she'd probably have some weird as style. Knoth would maybe try, he's alway been a horny freak but considering gooseberry's looks I'm not sure if he would want to "go that low" to just get his dick wet. He'd try but gooseberry would look at him weird since he didn't respond to her earlier flirting but was now trying to get with her.
I do like to imagine them being besties but in a "the two worst people you know are now friends" type way. They'd be assholes to other reagents and get them purposely hurt so they would get the best grades out of the others. They'd lead whatever things would chase people before the prime assets to the important spots of the trials just to troll.
After murkoff decided to take another approach at the trials , keeping gooseberry but rebirthing knoth. She'd be really sad and lonely, futterman being of no help whatsoever. Knoth wouldn't have any memories of her since from what we see in his reagent files, he's struggling with memory.
But he would have a gut feeling of sorts that he's missing some other half of him. He could barely make out a silhouette of a woman but couldn't remember who it was. It leads to some of his obsession with women, a small part since the big part is his lust. He knows she's out there and sometimes he begs God to show him were but since his God is actually just murkoff he doesn't get an answer.
It's kinda why gooseberry looks directly at the reagents face while killing them. She wants to know if its knoth. She can remember him clearly (you don't really forget a piece of work like that). She misses him deeply and wants her friend that made her happy back. It's also why she seems a bit uncomfortable during prime time. It's new men but they're not like knoth. They're sexual like him but there's other parts they're lacking so it's not the same.
Anyway, that's all I wanted to say and it would be cool to get cannon info on their relationship. I also wouldn't mind some fan art of their tomfoolery.
Being a horror fan and having comfort characters is so weird. Like, "look at my sweet angel who was sent from the heavens to chase away my worries and woah and to be the light to chase away the darkness." Then its just:
