System Appreciation - Tumblr Posts

I hate being a system right now

I hate the reason for us having to exist

I hate how much it makes school harder now

I hate the fact were gonna have to split a group of guys to do school

I hate the fact we have a group of guys to appease our parents

I hate the fact I can't remember what happened this week because i took a break

I hate that all of us are affected by our disorders, arent some of the brain friends supposed to be better at handling it??

And I hate we cant get a lot done most days

But what i dont hate is my headmates

I hate the disorder and the reason we have it, but i love my headmates. I love how hard were all trying. I love the silly moments, I love that i will never be alone, I love our caretakers, I love our protectors, I love our trauma holders, I love our subsystems, I love how diverse we all get to be. I love the world and community we get to create together.

I hate how hard living with this disorder is, but i would never hate my headmates for doing aer best and i think thats beautiful.

- Merí 🌨️❄️