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the-crying-shadow
1 year ago

One of my friends asked me why I don't just try to heal myself

And I never came up with an answer

But I already had an answer, I just didn't want to sound stupid

I don't do it because I know I'm not done hurting

So I'm not going to fix myself if I'm not done breaking

The only way I can be fixed is if I'm finished breaking until I get broken down again

The only thing is, I don't think I'm going to stop breaking

And if I do it won't be soon

The other thing, if I'm going to break again then why should I rebuild myself?

Why should I take anywhere from days to years to rebuild myself when it only takes a few seconds to be broken again

And the worst part is when one part of you breaks it's almost guaranteed the rest will too

Rebuilding a person can take 10 years, breaking a person can take 10 seconds

Thats the exact reason why people would rather destroy me then help me

Which is why I thank all of my friends for being good people to me even though I'm always the depressed person in our group.

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masquenoire
2 years ago

How your muse handles pain and/or trauma.

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1) When reacting to extreme pain or trauma (inflicted on THEMSELVES) your muse feels: helpless | angry | afraid | shocked | defeated | detached | unreal | nothing

2) When reacting to extreme pain or trauma (inflicted on OTHERS) your muse feels: helpless | angry | afraid | shocked | defeated | detached | unreal | nothing (Roman would only have strong feelings regarding people he cares about)

3) In a life-and-death situation, your muse would: save themselves first | risk their life for someone else | risk their life only for someone they care about

4) Has your muse done any of the things mentioned in the third question (above) and regretted it? yes | no

5) Has your muse ever: lost a loved one | lost a family member | personally seen someone close to them die | been in a war (Do gang wars in Gotham count?)

6) Regarding past trauma, your muse is: indifferent to it | sensitive about it | keeping it bottled up | insecure about it | afraid of others finding out [some parts] about it | accepting of it

Stolen from: @oswald-pengu1n-cobblepot and @ratwhsprs​ Tagging: Anyone!

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dashboard games musings thank you friends Prior to this I never really thought about how tight-lipped Roman would be regarding his past He'd very much keep quiet about the fact he used to be a girl and those experiences The way his parents treated him because he wasn't the son they wanted He can be very detatched when it comes to trauma against others including himself Like for example when Chimera sent him Croc's eye Unpleasant but he's gouged out a lot of eyes Could access a fair bit of information about it Oh he's still mad as fuck they did that to him but he knows how tough Croc is stuff like that gender dysphoria tw gender dysphoria cw
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