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God I fucking hate slut shaming. Why is this a thing. I have a bunch of guys and people going around calling me easy and tryna get with me, girls that I’ve done nothing to talking shit about me and calling me a whore, etc. I’m so tired of this. Freshman year I dated around a lot but I’m a Junior now and I’m just trying to mind my own business. My ex-boyfriend shared a bunch of stuff after he dumped me and moved schools so now I’m stuck with people talking about that anytime I try getting with someone else. I’ve been so insecure I’ve been wearing baggy clothes and trying to hide my body. Why is this happening to me. Why is everyone calling me a whore. I just want it to all go away. I’ve only ever slept with one guy and that was my ex. I trusted him and he fucked me over. My current partner and I have been talking about maybe taking things farther but that doesn’t make me a slut we’re dating. I gave him a fucking hickey and now some girl is going around calling me a whore for it? I hate this. My friends always talk to me about everything I’m like the therapist of people I’m not even close with yet I’m too terrified to tell anyone how I am feeling. Now I’m stuck ranting about stuff on tumblr cuz Im too embarrassed to let people know that this whole thing is getting to me. I should be strong. I’ve always been the type of person to wear a skirt and try to look hot whilst telling everyone to fuck off and have no shame. Meanwhile inside I’m just a weak little cry baby that’s scared about every little thing. I love dressing for myself but now I’m too afraid to wear crop tops, I’ve been stuck wearing hoodies and pants cuz I don’t wanna show my body anymore. I wanna be able to live my life and be myself again.