Vent Thing - Tumblr Posts
I deeply apologize for not posting much... My school closed for summer break and the first few weeks have not been so good... I will try to post more often. But right now I'm not in a good state.
I hope you understand...
Going to get my math test marks tomorrow. I hate school so fucking much. No one fucking understands how hard I try and fail in the end. I just wanna die fr. Fuck my life, fuck my classmates, fuck my school, I'm to drained for that shit tomorrow. Why the fuck can't I cry when I really, and cry about the most smallest fucking shit in the world. i try to explain my pain but i just say more dumb shit. I cry like the stupid crybaby i am for not being able to join a game of tag with my classmates and crying but not when i feel left out and alone. This year has fucking sucked. I thought 2022 was shit but this year is the fucking worst I say. I feel like everyone is loosing interest in me. I get it, I'm loud, I'm fat, I'm sensitive. Whenever I try to talk like myself, I talk like I'm holding a damn microphone. My friends say to keep it down, so do my teacher. Just kill me off already god.