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Checkmate, bitch ✨️♒️☯️✨️🩷
december???? what next??? 2024?????
It has…been a minute- I actually don’t think anyone follows me, or cares about anything I say on here (and if they do, why????), but I’m going to…try and post more, or something???
Maybe book/movie opinions, maybe art, maybe short stories or fics or something, too??? I actually wouldn’t mind doing some writing, if anyone were interested in that-
Anyways- I’m not on here a lot, and I have no clue how it works, but like…if anyone ever wanted me to write something, or like…had a prompt, then that would be super cool too-
In summary- I’ll hopefully be on here more, I’ll write if anyone wants me to, and I may or may not post some art here too
Existential depression at 20 years old. Like bpd wasn't already the cherry on top of my misery.
You know that weird feeling when you walk into someone's house for the first time? It's like you're more aware that it's a house..





Mista had a nightmare
This mental image of Giorno having 4 buns instead of 3 has been haunting me for 3 days now, y'all better appreciate it >:/ (jk jk lol)
Oh my~
I’m sure now... Kishi does this when he’s drawing the manga:
“Oookay, now let’s see... This panel will be for this fandom, this one for the other and this one for that other fandom... This space of this panel will be for that other fandom and this space for something about myself... Everyone will end up craving for more...”
TRULY!
Otherwise, I don’t see why there are many details that opposite fandoms can use in favour of the couples they like... Ah, whatever, let’s just wait for the next one e_e
ALSO, I don’t think he’ll show a kiss for any couples in the manga. If he does, it would turn into a shoujo. No thank you, Kishi. I only wish for their happiness and the death of their enemy :3
Family love
Pairing George weasley x Angelina. Fred weasley ii x sibling reader Roxanne weasley x sibling reader
Summary it's Y/n Weasleys first year at Hogwarts.
I don't own any gifs used. I thought it would be a cute idea for Y/n to be George and Angelina's child.
Warnings not edited, my trashy writing

" Fred since you've gone to the platform before you go first. Y/n watch what he does. " Angelina your mother said. " Ok mum." Y/n replied. Fred runs threw the wall. " Now you go Y/n." Mum said. " I'll do it with you. " George weasley your dad said. " Ok dad. " Y/n replied. Y/n and George run thru the wall. Mum and Roxanne follow close behind. " Oh Y/n you have something on your face just let me" Mum said. " MOM STOP!" Y/n said/yelled.
" Come give your dad a hug. " Dad said. " I love you dad." I say. " I love you more Y/n." Dad said letting go and ruffling my hair. " Mum why can't I go to Hogwarts this year?" Little Roxanne asked. " You'll get to go next year Rox. " Mum said. " Y/N COME ON OR YOU'LL MISS THE TRAIN!" Fred ii my older shouted at me. " Bye Mum! Bye Rox! Bye Dad!" I shout before getting on the train.
So...
I just watched the final episode of Stampy's Lovely World and just...
Like...
Man...
That fucked me up dude.
ASTIGMATISM
I miss you more than you know
It’s probably bad for my health
But you know like I know
We just gotta play the hand that we’re dealt
And if that means we can’t be
Together, right now or even forever
At least I still see your face in my dreams
And all of our memories, I’ll keep
The hands on a clock don’t stop, don’t rewind
But I want to go back, when you were mine
You’re gone but I don’t understand why
I’m falling apart, why do you seem just fine?
All I see is us in my mind
You ripped the sun from my sky
And when you leave me like this
There really ain’t no sunshine
Asking God if I could just go back
To the exact moment in time
To the night that I met you
I knew the stars had aligned
—
We could have made it, right?
Does it keep you up at night?
Does it make you wonder?
Does it eat you alive?
Have to tell myself lie after lie
Or I’d end up going out my mind
And I know it’s not my fault,
But I should’ve kept you inside
Cant no motherfucking body say that I didn’t try
I would’ve laid down and died
Pathetic but fuck it
You were my entire life
God only knows how much of my soul went with you
I’m just a ghost you left behind
And maybe we coulda been fine
Maybe not, but I wonder all the time
And ain’t it Fucked up how only now you realize
My love for you was more than alive
Took for granted, Jesus Christ
Now all you can do is sit and watch it die
No closure, nothing
You can’t even say goodbye
Then all of a sudden
Everything is 20/20
Like damn, I should have seen it coming
Hindsight
09.20.2023
2:18 A.M.
🔍
I just love how I'm like fuck canon and i die a slow death with the characters. with the possibility of maybe just maybe-

my mom literally said that I shouldn't be gay because being gay is ugly and she doesn't like it when her children are ugly
Time to play the game of "is my depression getting worse or is my empathy just on super vacuum mode?"🤡🤡
Sorry for being inactive. 😭😭 I just don’t know what to post 🥹🥹
THIS, it's creepy and cute

I say I wanna meet Von Steuben but in reality with how broken my French and German are, I'd probably just freak out and since I basically only learn these languages to write fanfiction I'd know only the most inconvenient words so I'd probably just be like "uh...embrasse les garçons oui?" And he'd probably either be like hell yeah or like wtf and Du Ponceau would be there BC ofc he'd be and then either way I'd just start crying after a while and uh ruh roh that would suck, do your French lessons kids.
Maybe I'd show him some art that he'd either love, or that would make him cry, too.
Anyways, tags go (Aaron) Brrrrrrrr and save me from this post

Luna SkinWalker
I had quite a lot of fun drawing her. Welp, anyway, have my oc Luna, who is based on a SkinWalker legend. I really love the skull mask I’ve made for her plus her very shiny blue eyes