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I literally don't know what possessed me to make an 11 page comic over these sad old men! bon appetit <3
This was a piece I was nervous about posting, mainly because of the big big lack of dialogue. But I really wanted to portray Vandy the way I saw him, m, like, like this. Silent in his words but loud in his ways.
That being said, this really means a lot to me- that it touched your heart the way it touched mine while I was writing it. The piece really did come from a place of pure love and adoration for him >///<
Thank you for the review! I feel like I'm finally coming out of my shell here haksjsj AH, it's so encouraging and I- I cannot find the words to??:?: Yes. THANK YOU and of course! I added you to the tag list ♡
mystictober day 1: favorite character/ring
vanderwood + ring
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You carefully threaded the beads one by one, meticulously bringing your design to life. Eight white beads, four black beads, two purple beads, and six smaller gold spacers arranged around one letter-
The letter V.
You secure the ring with a knot, tugging a little and ensuring it was tight enough before trimming the string. Satisfied, you try it on your left hand and hold it up to the light, admiring how it looked.
In restrospect, it might have seemed like a silly little idea. But with your boyfriend-who-isn’t-your-boyfriend away on a mission, what else could you do?
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what do i have to pay you to give blu sniper someone to call this is literally so upsetting i was up thinkin about it last night 😭











only bc you asked so nicely. And I am a sucker for happy endings :)
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When bun is asleep but I just need him to squeeze my thighhhhhhs
They're so soft 🥺
My autistic ass, trying to do schoolwork with a fever:
Cross winning the 2023 au sexyman contest: ima stop you right there

what actually rocks my shit with the moment ten finally hears the four knocks and realizes he's going to die anyway isn't just the look in his eyes - because bro, that was some damn good acting. no, it's also, mostly the fact that it's not just because he's going to die that he feels so sick. it's also because he realizes he has been on his guard, and paranoid for so long, and that in the end, nobody was out there to kill him. he's been paranoid over nothing. it made him act out of fear and do terrible stuff just to convince himself he could do anything including surviving, and that look in his eyes when he solves his case is one that says "it's always been you or them. it will always be you or them":
nine had to sacrifice his life to save rose's and then ten his happiness for hers.
donna begged him to let her stay but he couldn't bear to watch her die so he did something selfish and erased her memories against her will - not really just to protect her, but to protect himself from the pain and grief of losing her.
not that that's how he sees it. in his mind he probably thinks he did it for her.
then in waters of mars he comes back and saves three people who were supposed to die and someone knocks three times and he probably likes to think he's the one who averted a fourth one - because it would entail that he can do it: save himself and save them.
then it all comes crashing down that he can't when adelaide brooke offs herself - it's either him or them and it will always be them.
there he goes, last two episodes, resigned to his fate: he will confront the master and the drumming and die to save everyone.
but he survives.
and for a moment, everything shifts. maybe he can be happy. maybe he can find a way to bring donna's memories back without killing her. maybe he will see rose again.
finally, wilfred knocks, and it's the cruelest reminder - it will always be you or them. it will always be them.
/P /P /P IM NOT HORNY FOR THE TOXIC AO3 USER I WAS BEING SILLY
Yall wanna yank peoples neck peices while I wanna bap gangles lil bells like a cat
DAHL ARE YOU /P OR /FUCKINGHORNY