Why Do I Even Try - Tumblr Posts
I finally used something from my years of schooling :).
How to break down and have a panic attack while others judge you!
But like people, please don't deadname people. Especiially when they give you years to cope. I'm tired of hearing my deadname and I'm trying to put my foot down here, but I can only take so much of "you'll always be my little sister" or "I'm just so used to calling you (deadname)". I gave you over 4 years to adjust.
I even chose a fucking name that's close to the original people! It's literally just the ending changed from lee to den. If you can not refer to me as such, then I will be forced to use deadly force.
It's like they're asking for murder or for me to snap.
Is is being tranaphobic if they accept that your trans but won't use the right pronouns or name unless they want something from you? Or just because you have to remind them several times and they're glaring at you?
Ehem. I apologize for this very long rant. I have not had a very good day and the dysphoria is real this week.
Now take characters that I have crushes on, or have gender envy on
When people ask me what cut of meat they should get for a specific recipe and I recommend a thing and they go with something completely different and probably wrong because what do I know about meat it’s not like I work at a meat market
retail though
Hot take:
Micro agression are very annoying to deal with.
Like i don’t want to be reminded 150 time a week that I DON’T BELONG, that I am not TRULY WHOLE.
Jeez, thanks, I needed a reminder that some people are out there to get me, because _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): idk, reasons.
So yeah, it is fun to live.
it feels like one of my favorite interests got ruined
AUUUUGHHHH. WWHHHHYYYY
GODDAMNNIT
Everytime I try to draw, my hand is like, "haha, I don't think so, bitch."
And when I try to get my confidence to do something about it, it's like, "haha, I don't think so, bitch."
It's so much fun to be me.
every time i try to make things better they end up worse and i keep hurting people around me and myself.
Sometimes i want to ask others if my reasons sound like excuses cause that's what they always seem like to me.
