Why Do I Care?! - Tumblr Posts
7 years ago
A swift breeze to my house of cards
He took the new one on what should have been our trip.
I won't ever be interested in going to St. Lucia now.
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10 months ago
every time i try to make things better they end up worse and i keep hurting people around me and myself.
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gotta hate life
what is this
what am i doing wrong :(
hell
please
what if everyone around me just leaves
what am I supposed to do then
why do i always feel left behind
why am i so broken
why do i say things i don't believe
why can't i think before i speak
when did all of that started
why do I even try?
why dont i give up on everything
why do i care?!
why do i have feelings
why am i alive
7 months ago
Have you ever tried to talk about an interest of yours with a person and then watched them make a face when you said the name so you panic and immediately backpedal like “That was years ago, I was a dumb kid, I know how stupid it is now, obviously” because you desperately crave the validation of other people you met 5 minutes ago? Or is that a me thing?
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danganronpa
dream smp
my hero academia
boku no hero academia
I haven’t even watched mha
I missed most of the dsmp streams
I hung on the outskirts of the fandom consuming fan content and getting attached to headcannons for things I knew nothing about
but I can’t say I’m a fan of either because both have such negative stereotypes in the wider community they come from now
and danganronpa is a whole other can of worms
everyone outside the fandom views you as a sadist because of the executions
and inside the fandom there’s always at least one person policing people’s shipping preferences or favorite characters
so even finding another fan doesn’t mean I can actually talk about what I like
why is my anxiety like this
why do I crave the validation of randos I barely know
why do i care?!
ugggghhhh
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