Will To Live - Tumblr Posts
the day my will to live and work will be as strong as my will to die it's over for you b!tches
sometimes i don’t want to live but then i think:
im not dying before Donald Trump
and then i go on w/ my day having a will to live
this year feels so different. i’m more aware of some things now? for example, i’m really excited about the fall weather when i never thought of it as something relevant in my life before. but now… i want it here. and i want to enjoy it while i can.
is this what it feels like? to actually live? paying attention to the simplest things? because i like it. i do.
I love flying, for I am afraid to die. It is a harsh reminder, but I like to remember that I earnestly want to live.
I'm scared
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The street is big and noisy,
The entire ground is red.
Blood and guts squished under cars,
I'm scared like a cat.
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Running in a zigzag.
Jesus take the wheel.
You know I don't believe in you,
but i still hope that you're real.
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I need someone to hold me,
but please don't touch my skin.
My will to life returned,
I don't know where it has been.
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The kid in me is crying,
Tears running down my cheek.
I want to scream and shout,
But I'm afraid to even speak.
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If you want to, you can try reading it to the melody of (more like the beginning of the verses)
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Only Everyone Can Judge Me by Crywank
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