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Alles dreht sich weiter nur du stehst still.
Manchmal werden all die Stimmen so laut in meinem Kopf. Sie schreien mich an.
Jeder Versuch nicht auf sie zu hören scheitet.
Jeder Versuch realistisch zu bleiben scheitert.
Jeder Nerv in meinem Körper gribbelt.
Jedes Bild Blitzt auf.
Ich weine. Ich fühle mich ausgelaugt und wünsche mir ein Ende.
Manchmal frage ich warum ich so weiter mache. Aber ich mache es einfach. Tag für Tag und vielleicht finde ich irgendwann einen Sinn dafür.
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Sometimes all the voices get so loud in my head. They yell at me.
Any attempt not to listen to them fails.
Any attempt to remain realistic fails.
Every nerve in my body is tingling.
Every image flashes.
I'm crying. I feel exhausted and wish for an end.
Sometimes I ask why I keep doing this. But I just do it. Day by day and maybe I'll find a sense for it at some point.
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Charleston Dining Room Large beach style medium tone wood floor and brown floor kitchen/dining room combo photo with gray walls and no fireplace
Family Room - Transitional Family Room Inspiration for a large, open-concept family room remodel with white walls, no fireplace, and a wall-mounted TV that has a dark wood floor, a brown floor, and exposed beams.
Traditional Family Room in Little Rock Mid-sized traditional enclosed family room design with beige walls, a regular fireplace, and a brick fireplace.
Deck - Side Yard
Image of an arts and crafts side yard deck with an addition to the roof
Pool Lap in Richmond Inspiration for a small transitional indoor tile and custom-shaped lap pool remodel
San Francisco Bedroom
Bedroom - large victorian master carpeted and beige floor bedroom idea with blue walls
Raleigh Exterior Fiberboard A mid-sized cottage with a white three-story concrete fiberboard exterior and a shingle roof is an example.
Medium - Sun Room Mid-sized elegant vinyl floor sunroom photo with a standard ceiling
Transitional Dining Room - Dining Room Combination kitchen/dining room with mid-sized transitional carpeting and blue walls.
Family Room - Contemporary Family Room Large trendy open concept red floor and concrete floor family room photo with a music area, beige walls, no fireplace and a concealed tv
IIRC the Mac versions of Microsoft Office actually function better than the Windows ones. I suspect this is partially because Apple has its own proprietary version of the Office suite that you can download for free if you are running OSX, so Microsoft Office has to work really hard to be able to compete.
I say partially though because the performance of Microsoft Office software on Macs has always been better in my recollection, even before the iWork suite was a thing. Word 2004 on the old-timey rainbow iMacs and battered Macbooks at my elementary school ran smoother, with much quicker saving and less crashes, than Word 2003 on the XP I had at home. Word 2007 was even more laggy, and this was despite my parents buying a custom Vista to ensure that all the hardware was suitable for the then-new OS (bad communication at launch from Microsoft meant that a lot of retailers were selling computers with Vista installed that had no business running anything newer than XP. My parents made sure that our Vista did not have this problem.).
Vista was the last Microsoft computer my family invested in, but from my experiences at libraries and places like that, I've been disappointed in how little has changed. I mean, that's not to say that nothing has changed at all-- Word 2023 doesn't crash like Word 2007 (which makes it much less anxiety-provoking to use!), and Excel has made leaps and strides towards better functionality when it comes to complicated math and data analysis. But across the board, the performance of Microsoft Office is still noticeably worse on Windows than Mac.
I mean, lack of competition is one hell of a drug but the performance gap between Microsoft Office on Windows and on Mac has been around since before Apple started trying to compete with Microsoft Office. Microsoft Windows is consistently the worst OS to run Microsoft products on and it's just so... baffling. If you love Microsoft software (and have a pool full of gold coins to swim in), buy a Mac. The software will work better.
Large Sun Room in Boston With no fireplace and a skylight, this large beach style sunroom photo has a gray floor and a slate floor.
“One of the best places to be in the world are the rooftops! 😍“
rooftops in Paris
photo by @alice-apsx
