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Dog Of The Valentine, That Be The Name. .eating On Our Heart, It's Making Me Tame"
„Dog of The Valentine, that be the name. .eating on our heart, it's making me tame"
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**[The Bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame]**
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it'll finally be my turn.. .
in a violent nature. .
i'll never mean more to you. .than he will.
i want to kill everything we ever were.
damage , contort and , torment the memories beyond repair. .
and , as they fade , slowly bleeding out across the creases of my brain. .i'll bury the pieces in the deepest parts of my forest of a mind-scape.
6ft. under the carcasses of passed trauma. .
where no soul , split or , demon could ever sniff them out and , recall a time where we were once happy. .together. .
nor , indulge upon the sickness of keepsake trophies. .toxic reminding representations of when things took a turn for the worse. .
shoving my face into it , as if to waterboard a dog in an apple-bobbing barrel of its own piss.
bc it deserves penance for its mistakes , misjudgments and , falsities .
i am the heartfelt valentine . i am the black dog , cerberus . we are a fissured tree and , i know what i deserve to be is. .
crucified.
put down.
slit at the stump.
sOo. ., i suppose penance doesn't end at the memories alone. .but , lies at an eternal rest of my own .
make no mistake , this isn't an excuse to escape bearing the pain of my wrong doings.
i am simply stating that this very soul has no right to make amends.
the chance wasn't missed , it hadn't evaporated. .
it is still born. .and , in order to right this wrong..
i bury myself alongside my offspring of an opportunity at true happiness with you .
praying to our god , gods and , goddesses that my recycled soul will finally. .
„get that fucking grip"
. .get it right in the next fucking life.
here i sit pensively.
contemplating my lack of options. ..as i hover the restart button.
i can't just be your friend. .i wish i never knew you.