23 • benadryl luster and professional overexerciser. follow me because i'm nice.
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"James was very shy, super introverted, could barely look you in the eye, barely have a conversation."
“Most of that he-man thing was just a facade for James to deal with his own insecurities. I always felt that he was a gentle soul and a very loving guy.”
"James carries around this dark stuff but I always love it when the kid comes out again. Because that was the kid I first met and that was the guy I fell in love with."
happy october guys, i'm so excited.
⬇️ goals below the cut ⬇️
five october goals of mine right now:
complete a 31 day journal prompt challenge
learn a new language/maintain a duolingo streak
maintain a step streak of at least 14 days
reach 4000 posts on edsf
no cigarette relapses
🍁🍂 next, my goals for this week (Sept. 30-Oct. 6) 🍂🍁
one day of 40k steps
listen to two full, "new" albums
write at least twice every day
choose mostly healthier food options
i'll change & update this next one every day, but here are my goals for Oct. 1 (today):
go another day without an emotional meltdown
spend one full hour off of my phone
check off/complete my 40k steps goal
download duolingo + choose + start learning
work a little further at controlling my stims
making this post/pinning for a self-reminder. have a good october!
i don't give myself enough credit for things i've already achieved. it doesn't eliminate the fact that i have new goals as well but still.
i used to walk with my head straight down and now it's up when i walk because i put myself in the habit of it, i barely ate healthy and now i prefer healthier options, i didn't drink a lot of water and now i did, & i've lost 70lbs total, maybe 40 of it through sheer work.
realizing i need to be more proud of myself so i can excel further.
i get so enraged at myself for having syptoms of trauma that weren't even my fault.
the urge to excel in everything i'm passionate about is a passion in itself.
Today's Brian Molko - 24/09/2024
[IMAGE ID. Brian Molko in a black turtleneck and jacket. He is lit up by a camera flash and is wearing sunglasses. END ID]
all before 8am! (i woke up super early). today's goal is minimum 20k, ideally 30k.
