Sometimes There Is The Time, Where I Get The Feeling That I Am Faking My Depression. Like...everything

Sometimes there is the time, where I get the feeling that I am faking my depression. Like...everything seems fine. I am surrounded by people. My mother at least tries to understand my struggles. But even with all that, I still feel somehow...empty? If that is even the right word to describe that feeling. Every time, when someone asks "and? Did it get better?" I feel guilty for answering that nothing has changed. I only feel more ashamed of myself and guilty for something that I don't even control. That's a pretty strange and somehow scary feeling.

Either way...that's just my little rant. I hope that you all are doing well or are on your way to the "well" station. It may take a lot of time, but I believe that you can do it. Don't forget to drink enough, eat at least once a day and take your meds, if you take some.

You all are valid.

Ok. Listen. I just want Schlatt at some point to just buy a "dad jokes" book and try to say now and then a dad joke in front of Fundy. This happened after he found out that the fox-boy actually sees him as a sort of father figure. So he decided to give him the full experience.

And Quackity has also to suffer through them. Because Schlatt would just at random occasions start a joke like "What do you call a factory that makes okay products?" and Quackity would already regret the marriage, because he knows what will come. This doesn't stop Fundy from becoming all curious and ask "what do you call it?...", only for Schlatt to answer "A satisfactory!". This gets a few quiet laughs from Fundy. Quackity tries to hide his own chuckles, if he shows Schlatt that this one wasn't so bad, he will have to survive dozens of others.

Quackity: ...If I died, how much would you miss me?...

JSchlatt: It's cute how you think death can get you out of this relationship.

Basically....since...you know, they still have Limbo and the ghost-state...

I don't know why, but I love the idea of Glatt being even more forgetful than Ghostbur. He has to be constantly reminded where he is, why he is there, that he can't go out and that the sun burns him.

If I will write something about Glatt some day, then I will definitely add a scene, where Fundy would write him multiple notes as reminder. Like "You are in Las Nevadas. Not Manburg." "Sun is bad for you" and so on. I also would like to write a scene, where Glatt wonders if he was the one, who gave Quackity the scar....since....everyone has to remind him that their relationship didn't end well. And...I don't know...it just has so much potential....and I just want Glatt to have someone, who would care about him.

Guess what! Chapter three is finally there! And...its longer than I expected.

Just so you know. I will start to Tag my Schlackity stuff as "pumpkin husbands". I don't take criticism.