Hello, My Name Is Kopper And Im Under 18.

Hello, my name is Kopper and I’m under 18. 

Smoker. Reader. Writer. Loves diet coke/pepsi. Adores black coffee(especially french pressed). Bucket of shit with manic depression(diagnosed). Anorexia/Bulimia for 2 1/2 years now. Fat piece of shit. Temper. Bad sketcher/painter/draw-er(?). 

Height: 5′1

Heaviest weight: 117 pounds/53 KG

Starting weight: 106 pounds/48 KG

Current weight: 98 pounds/44.5 KG

Goal weight: 88 pounds/40 KG (For now)

Attention!

It has come to my attention that an alarming number of people have no idea how to purge.

Today I will make sure that if it comes to this, you won’t do anything dangerous.

First things first, DO NOT ingest substances to make yourself sick; you can seriously poison yourself so don’t do that, like ever.

Your body has a gag reflex that can be triggered manually. It’s purpose is to free your esophagus in case you’re choking. By triggering your gag reflex your stomach send a bit of it’s content up and out to delodge whatever is clogging the esophagus.

Now the part you’ve all been waiting for, how to trigger your gag reflex.

You have an organ down your throat behind your tongue. Gently press on it with two fingers repeatedly until you feel your stomach contracting. It will take a few tries before you regurgitate.

Remember, you will have to trigger your gag reflex multiple times until your stomach is empty.

Joke’s on all of you, my whole life is that mood

I’m in a ‘let’s joke about my mental health so it doesn’t seem as bad as it really is’ mood tonight.

An old and homely grandmother accidentally summons a demon. She mistakes him for her gothic-phase teenage grandson and takes care of him. The demon decides to stay at his new home.

RULES

These are just rules for myself tomorrow, and I think it’ll really help if I STATE these:

-No matter what, under 100 calories.

-Coffee for breakfast, maybe tea. 0 calorie sugar is a MUST.

-COLD WATER BITCH WATER

-If feeling hungry, eat mustard. 

-If about to pass out, eat a pickle. A small one. They’re 16 calories each.

-Diet coke or pepsi zero for lunch.

-Take your pills. 

You binged, you can starve.

Anti anxiety.