Tumblr Code.

Tumblr Code.

If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

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I can’t stop thinking abt when Shane winked at Ryan in the video where The Test Friends try to cure their hangovers with IVs

Me neither???? Like, this is such A Momet:

He’s literally trying his best to call Ryan’s attention. We know they were already drunk as fuck by that moment, and he’s looking messy and so fucking good, so fucking good, how did Bergara survived this shit? It’s ridiculous!

Ryan’s laugh after, fkdsnkmfj. This is so fucking flirty, and we, as a fandom that ships, have the obligaton of making 19483043 versions of this in fanfictions and YET, we haven’t. 

Nonnie, we haven’t.

Joke’s on all of you, my whole life is that mood

I’m in a ‘let’s joke about my mental health so it doesn’t seem as bad as it really is’ mood tonight.

RULES

These are just rules for myself tomorrow, and I think it’ll really help if I STATE these:

-No matter what, under 100 calories.

-Coffee for breakfast, maybe tea. 0 calorie sugar is a MUST.

-COLD WATER BITCH WATER

-If feeling hungry, eat mustard. 

-If about to pass out, eat a pickle. A small one. They’re 16 calories each.

-Diet coke or pepsi zero for lunch.

-Take your pills. 

You binged, you can starve.

Being suicidal doesn’t always mean attempting to kill yourself constantly, being suicidal means not caring about your life and waiting for something to take you already

I think the way how the media has promoted depression and Suicidal Thoughts has lead us to have this misconception that you need to be suffering constantly just to be depressed.

Depression doesn’t always mean constantly crying. Some depression comes in different forms

Sometimes depression means being so sad that you no longer feel anything anymore

Sometimes depression means being so sad to the point where happiness simply feels wrong and unusual

Sometimes depression means that you feel more comfortable and better being sad because of how long you’ve been stuck in a depressive state

This is why so many depressed people don’t even realize that they’re depressed. This shit is normal to us.

You know, I remember where all this started. It begun when I was building muscle and wanted to eat healthier. Then it turned into counting calories because I wasn’t losing fat and gaining muscle as fast as I would’ve liked. Then it was calorie counting that slowly morphed into an eating schedule. After that, feeling extremely fatigued and hungry because I worked out too much and needed to eat. A lot. Then it was the self-disgust. Then the first day when i fasted. 24 hours. I remember the happiness I felt. And the hunger that came that morning. I binged, and then I purged because hey, it could work right? And now I’m this. I hate this. But I’m so addicted to it.