anexistingexistence

A living, breathing existential crisis

They / It // This originally was just a fandom blog, but now you have to deal with my bullshit. // Assume me to be dead if I don't post for a day, thanks.

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This Line From Heartsong But It's Avior And Starlight

This line from Heartsong but it's Avior and Starlight

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anexistingexistence

1 year ago

I remember once upon a time when I thought about a fic I never ended up writing

It's about Milo and Sweetheart and Aggro and how Aggro is actually a criminal werecat who stole secret documents from the department and got caught. As a punishment, the department did some magical fuckery on him, and now he's constantly caught in his werecat form and very smol. After months in captivity, he escaped and Milo found him on the streets and adopted him without knowing he'd be harboring a criminal. Aggro is now working on getting back all the magic the department took from him/messed up so he can shift back and steal more documents or maybe live a normal life who knows

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redacted audio redacted asmr redacted milo redacted sweetheart redacted aggro

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anexistingexistence

1 year ago

You just had to send me looking through all my playlists when I wanted to go to bed early didn't you /nm

Anyway, I didn't find a definite favorite for Porter/Bright Eyes but here are some songs that I just liked for them (some of them are kinda angsty tho so just keep that in mind):

-Cannibal Girlfriend by Baby Bugs

-I Feel Bad by I Hate Myself Because

-Malice in Wonderland by Fangbanger

-Mars by Pinkshift

-Metanoia by Stomach Book

-Song for a Guilty Sadist by Crywank

-Vampire Money by My Chemical Romance

So for those who've read my fic "OK just one more punk progeny won't hurt" you'll know that I'm trying to make the Bright eyes x Porter ship happen

Well I'm doing a thing and I wanna know

What songs do you think represent this ship?

Anyone can answer but I still tagging @anexistingexistence @darlin-collins

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hope this helped -w- i will use any and all opportunities provided by my mutuals to talk about music redacted audio redacted asmr redacted bright eyes redacted porter

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anexistingexistence

1 year ago

Second day at work, accidentally worked 30 minutes unpaid overtime. God damn it.

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at least i can leave half an hour early tomorrow an existing post

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anexistingexistence

1 year ago

Yk I was real happy for Ash when he broke up with Lexi so early in the episode but toward the end when I was reflecting on everything that's happened throughout the audio I realized that she's probably going to come back in a timely fashion and fuck some shit up because that's what I would make happen as a writer so now I'm sad

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it was lovely all around tho also please give the man some food while he's in jail bc i get the feeling that he's at least somewhat malnourished my greasefire life escaped audios

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anexistingexistence

1 year ago

text that reads: "It was good between us. We took it slow. You smiled all the time,
You brought me flowers once. Mom was pissed because you
ripped them up from her flower bed and there were still roots
and dirt hanging from the bottom, but you were so damn proud
of yourself, You said it was romantic. And I believed you."

My favorite thing in the entire book

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green creek series heartsong kelly bennett robbie fontaine

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