Then I Met You- Part 2

Then I met you- Part 2

Summery: your life has never been easy and then you met him

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader / Matt Casey & Reader

Matt was once again trying to convince you to go to Molly with him. You hadn’t spent much time with the guys after work, and people were starting to wonder why.

It was just so hard to pretend not to know Matt at work and you didn’t want to do the same in your free time.

“I’m just saying, it’s been a month. Everyone can see you are made for the job, why can’t we just tell the truth? So you can come to Molly with me and everyone is happy”- he said

“I just need more time. I don’t want to lie either Matt, but every time it doesn’t go well. Remember Gabby?”- you knew it was a touchy subject but you wanted to bring the point home.

“She liked you”- you couldn’t convince him otherwise, but you knew she didn’t.

“Sure”- you rolled your eyes- “listen I’m gonna go and have a shower. You don’t have to stay at home with me Matt, please go to Molly. Spend some time with your friends.”

“They’re your friends too”

You wanted it to be true but you knew people at 51 hadn’t a clear idea of you yet. The jury was still out and you knew it was mostly your own fault. You needed time to open up, to feel comfortable with new people and not everyone liked to wait.

“No they are not Matt”

“They could be”- he wanted you to become part of the family so much.

“Go to Molly and have fun”- you screamed while going to the bathroom to start your much needed shower

You got out of the shower, put a towel on and went out of the bathroom.

You noticed the light of the kitchen was still on, Matt had decided to stay in after all. That guy... always sacrificing himself for others, it was clear he wanted to go to Molly but he didn’t want to leave you alone.

You had never been lucky but you sure lucked out with Matt.

“Hey Matt you didn’t have to stay”- you said while entering the kitchen, still in your towel- “I told you, I’m gonna be f_”- you stopped suddenly.

Sure Matt was in the kitchen but he wasn’t alone, Sylvie was there with him and evidently she didn’t know you were there. Of course she didn’t, why would she.

“Sylvie I...”- she was so nice and you could see the sadness in her eyes and you knew it was your fault.

‘You destroy everything you touch. He’s gonna leave you, why wouldn’t he.’

You could hear your ex’s voice in your head and you were so taken by your thoughts you almost didn’t notice Sylvie leaving

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to bother you guys” she said while practically flying the house

“Wait” said Matt but she was already gone.

You were in silent for a while waiting for Matt to get mad at you but he didn’t... of course he didn’t

“I’m so sorry Matt. I didn’t know she was here”

“Hey you didn’t do anything wrong ok? I invited her in without warning you”- he was smiling but you knew you had to fix it.

“I’ll talk to her, I’ll explain everything ok?”- you’ll fix it... for him

“I thought you weren’t ready”- he didn’t understand why you didn’t want people to know. It wasn’t because he didn’t want to, he just couldn’t. It had never been him receiving the ‘look’ once knowing about you, about your past. He was the good guy in the story, you on the other hand...

“You were right, I have to do this sooner or later, better be sooner right?”- and if everything went to shit at least you hadn’t been there too long to form proper bonds.

He hugged you because he knew you so well; he knew telling people the truth meant talking, at least in part, about your past. And you hated your past, but you had to... for Matt

The next day at work talking to Sylvie proved to be more difficult than you thought.

Between the calls (during which it wasn’t professional to talk) and her clear avoidance was not happening.

So once you were back from another call you blocked her before she could leave

“We need to talk”- you said blocking her path- “please”

Matt had always said your puppy eyes were dangerous and you had never believed him, but you knew you had to try with everything you got, so you gave her your puppy eyes.

“There is nothing to talk about”

“Yes there is. Listen it’s not what you think. I swear, I...”- she stopped you before you could continue

“You don’t have to explain me anything. It’s not my business”- she was calm but you knew better. She was hurt, if because she liked Matt or because you didn’t open up to her, you didn’t know. But the hurt in her voice was very much clear.

“Sylvie Matt and I...”

“I don’t care if you sleep with Matt”- she didn’t scream but she was loud and you both hadn’t noticed the crowd forming

“You slept with Y/N”- someone behind you said

You turned over and basically all 51 was there, you looked at Sylvie again and you could see she was sorry. She hadn’t noticed them either

You could tell it had been Severide who had talked.

“I thought you had a thing for...” - Kelly started again but stopped before saying too much, but he was looking at Brett so it didn’t take a genius to fill the gap

“We didn’t sleep together”- Matt said while looking between Kelly and Brett

“It’s not my business but don’t lie straight to my face at least. She was half naked in your house Matt”- well the cat was out of the bag. And everyone was looking at you

You had to say something

“I live there too”- way to go Y/n, you told yourself.

“You guys live together?”- Herman said- “how long have you been together?”

“Oh my god we’re not together”- you tried again. When you promised Matt to fix it you didn’t think you would have to talk in front of all the guys.

“So you live together, sleep together but are not a couple”- Stella summed up

“I’M HIS SISTER”- you screamed and yup... everyone was looking at you like you were crazy.

You turned around and went to the bathroom ready to throw up. Damn it you hated confrontations and now, you didn’t have to explain everything only to Sylvie, but to everyone at 51.

Damn it.

It’s been so long, I know and I’m so sorry. Sadly I can’t promise a schedule but I’m gonna try to post more frequently. Don’t give up on me please.

English is not my first language, so there may be mistakes.

Like always Feedback is always welcome

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P.S. You probably don’t care but I’m pretty sure I’m gonna change my name here on tumblr

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Then I met you- Part 1

Summery: your life as never been easy until you met him.

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader/ Matt Casey & Reader

*not my gif*

You opened the house door with a loud bang scaring Matt that was focused on drinking his coffee.

He wasn’t a morning person unlike what everyone else thought, he needed his morning coffee like he needed air and he needed to drink it in total silence, not even a “Good morning” before his coffee. But today you didn’t care.

“Hmmm what got you so happy this morning, it’s like 7 am. Where were you” Matt eyed you suspiciously

“There was mail” - you smile while showing the mail - “guess who is a licensed paramedic?”

You grinned proudly; Matt looked perplexed for a second, sign that he hadn’t had the right amount of coffee yet.

“Wait you got your license? Oh my god, Y/N I’m so proud of you. I knew you could do it”

He hugged you so tightly you almost couldn’t breathe, his hugs had always been so warm. One thing was sure Matthew Casey gave the best hugs in the world.

“Did they assign you yet? Because we don’t have a permanent one since Foster left. I could speak to Boden, I’m sure-“

“Matt, they gave me 51 already, but” -you knew he was going to be excited, he had wanted you at his house since you told him you wanted to get certified. You weren’t so sure on the other hand

“This is going to be amazing, everyone is going to love you, I’m sure”- he was so happy and you didn’t want to spoil it for him, you really didn’t but...

“Matt I don’t think this is a good idea”- you said while nail biting. There you go.... he wasn’t smiling anymore and you hated yourself for it.

“Why not? It’ll be amazing, I’ll be able to see you more this way, if you go to work in another house we won’t get that much time together”

He wanted you to change your mind, you knew this conversation was going to happen as soon as you saw what firehouse they gave you.

“Working together... Matt I don’t know, people will think I got the spot at 51 because of you. And beside... you’ll be my captain, wouldn’t it be weird”

The one thing you were sure was that you couldn’t lose Matt. The mere idea terrified you.

“Then we don’t tell anyone, I can even pretend I don’t know you if you want”

He was so adamant to have you there and you didn’t think you could have said no for much longer.

“Really?”- you said while smiling at him.

“Of course, whatever you need”- Matt stroke your cheek before wrapping his arms around you.

This was where you felt safe: in Matt’s arms, while he kissed your head... this was your safe space.

Your life has never been easy and then you met Matt Casey.

He had never asked you for anything, always ready to help you, to give you whatever you need.

And you knew that his insistence to have you at his firehouse was not only because 51 was the best, but also because 51 was his house and he would have been able to make sure you were safe.

He had never asked you for anything but he was asking for this now. So you couldn’t say no.

“Ok then Captain Casey”

His smile was like sunshine

“Welcome to 51 Y/N Morgan... let’s go to work then?”

“Separately...” you warn him

“That’s not very environment friendly” he smirked knowing he got you, even before your answer.

“Fine... but you leave me a few blocks away”

“Deal!”

You were so scared but you couldn’t wait to go to work at the same time.

While walking the few blocks from the firehouse, you couldn’t stop thinking about your first day: how was your first call going to be? Would you be up to it? You didn’t want to disappoint anyone and in particular you didn’t want to disappoint Matt. would everyone really welcome you with open armed?

No one knew you existed; you had never met them and this had been the reason of one of the few fights you’ve had with Matt: he wanted you to meet his friends, they were basically his family but you had never said yes. It wasn’t that you didn’t want to, you were scared, scared they wouldn’t like you, scared that would ruin your relationship with Matt. You didn’t make friends easily, you were shy and needed a lot of time before opening up and people didn’t want to waste a lot of their time with you usually. So you said no.

Because you knew that if things didn’t go well with Casey’s friends it would come a time for Matt to choose and you knew he wouldn’t choose you. Nobody ever did.

You were at the firehouse and you couldn’t make yourself go in.

Did you make the right choice? Yo could still go back, tell the chief you weren’t feeling well and choose another house, a house that didn’t have the potential to destroy the relationship with the only persone that was still in your corner.

You were ready to leave when someone stopped you.

“You must be the new paramedic”- said a blonde girl, while smiling. She seemed nice.

“Yeah that’s me. I’m Y/N Morgan”

“I’m Sylvie Brett, I’m with you on ambo. Come, I’ll introduce you to everyone else”

You followed her into the firehouse, your heart was in your mouth and all you could think about was making sure to avoid an anxiety attack. That would make a good first impression for sure.

“Guys this is our new paramedic, Y/N Morgan. Y/N this is everyone”- Sylvie said once in the common room.

“Hi everyone”- you felt like a kid during the first day of school.

“Y/N welcome to 51, I’m Chief Boden”- a tall man told you and you could have guessed he was the chief even if he hadn’t tell you, you could feel a sense of power and confidence coming off him -“I’m glad you choose our firehouse. This is my Captain Matt Casey and my two lieutenants Kelly Severide and Christopher Hermann; whatever you need let us know”

“Thank you chief”- you could feel a lot of eyes on you but only a pair of green one felt like they were burning you.

You look at lieutenant Severide for a second and he literally took your breath away: beautiful was the only word that could describe him. You decided not to linger on that thought, you knew you couldn’t.

You were ready to talk when...

-Ambulance 61 person I distress 703 Throop Street-

“Well it’s an early day I guess”- Sylvie said.

“Good luck”- told you Matt, you smiled, put your bag down and followed Brett, ‘an early day indeed’

“Ok, I know first days can be hard, so try to breath and I’m sure you’re gonna be amazing”- she was so nice you wanted to cry.

“Let’s hope so”- you took a deep breath and got out of the ambulance

“Hey over here”- a women called you

You followed her to the house where there was a little girl on the couch crying in pain.

“She’s throw up everything she ate and now she is lying over there”- said the mother

“Hey Kailey”- sai Brett before starting to look at the kid-“How long has she been like this?”- she asked

“A while”- answered the father

Sylvie looked at you -“Pupils are dilated, this isn’t a stomach each, she’s high”

“What type of candy did she eat?”- you asked, hoping Brett wouldn’t get mad you had spoken up

“I don’t know, regular stuff? Gummy bears, M&M”- it was clear the mother didn’t believe you

“She must have gotten into my stash “”- said the father

The girl cried in pain - “She’s seizing, drop one milligram of Versed”- told you Brett while the parents kept fighting

“One milligram of Versed”- you said before going near the kid

“Do you want me to do it?”- asked Brett

“No I can do it, hold her tightly “- you said while giving the dose

“So, how was our new recruit’s first call?”- asked Matt as soon as you and Brett were back at the firehouse

“It was ok”- you shrugged your shoulders avoiding Matt’s eyes

“She did good”- Sylvie said smiling

“I didn’t do much”

“I have ridden with paramedic that didn’t even know which one was the Versed believe me you did good”

“Thank you”- you could see Matt smiling out of the corner of your eye

“Beside we stopped at the grocery store before coming back, someone is cooking for us” - Sylvie squeezed your shoulder before going into the firehouse.

“So everything went ok?”-Matt asked once Sylvie was gone

“For now. Sylvie is nice”

“Yeah she is”- Matt smiled and you smirked

“Help me get the grocery inside?”- you asked

“Sure, what are you making?”

“Well now why should I tell you?”

“Because you love me”- he said

“Meh, I wouldn’t be so sure”- you said laughing

“You’re so mean, I’ll remember this when-“

“Do you need help”- someone interrupted Matt

Lieutenant Severide was a few steps behind you two, his hands in his squad jacket, shoulder resting on the truck. You didn’t know if he heard you and Matt and you weren’t even sure how to feel if he did. You knew he was Matt’s best friend, Matt talked a lot about him and you knew he was the one Matt had the most trouble keeping secrets from.

“Lieutenant”- you said smiling and you were sure your cheeks were red. Great!

“No formalities, you can call me Severide”- fuck if he didn’t have a great smile too... you were in so much trouble

Forgive me if there are mistakes, English is not my first language and I didn’t have the time to edit this for now but I wanted to post it and give it a shot.

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Then I met you- Part 1

Summery: your life as never been easy until you met him.

Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader/ Matt Casey & Reader

*not my gif*

You opened the house door with a loud bang scaring Matt that was focused on drinking his coffee.

He wasn’t a morning person unlike what everyone else thought, he needed his morning coffee like he needed air and he needed to drink it in total silence, not even a “Good morning” before his coffee. But today you didn’t care.

“Hmmm what got you so happy this morning, it’s like 7 am. Where were you” Matt eyed you suspiciously

“There was mail” - you smile while showing the mail - “guess who is a licensed paramedic?”

You grinned proudly; Matt looked perplexed for a second, sign that he hadn’t had the right amount of coffee yet.

“Wait you got your license? Oh my god, Y/N I’m so proud of you. I knew you could do it”

He hugged you so tightly you almost couldn’t breathe, his hugs had always been so warm. One thing was sure Matthew Casey gave the best hugs in the world.

“Did they assign you yet? Because we don’t have a permanent one since Foster left. I could speak to Boden, I’m sure-“

“Matt, they gave me 51 already, but” -you knew he was going to be excited, he had wanted you at his house since you told him you wanted to get certified. You weren’t so sure on the other hand

“This is going to be amazing, everyone is going to love you, I’m sure”- he was so happy and you didn’t want to spoil it for him, you really didn’t but...

“Matt I don’t think this is a good idea”- you said while nail biting. There you go.... he wasn’t smiling anymore and you hated yourself for it.

“Why not? It’ll be amazing, I’ll be able to see you more this way, if you go to work in another house we won’t get that much time together”

He wanted you to change your mind, you knew this conversation was going to happen as soon as you saw what firehouse they gave you.

“Working together... Matt I don’t know, people will think I got the spot at 51 because of you. And beside... you’ll be my captain, wouldn’t it be weird”

The one thing you were sure was that you couldn’t lose Matt. The mere idea terrified you.

“Then we don’t tell anyone, I can even pretend I don’t know you if you want”

He was so adamant to have you there and you didn’t think you could have said no for much longer.

“Really?”- you said while smiling at him.

“Of course, whatever you need”- Matt stroke your cheek before wrapping his arms around you.

This was where you felt safe: in Matt’s arms, while he kissed your head... this was your safe space.

Your life has never been easy and then you met Matt Casey.

He had never asked you for anything, always ready to help you, to give you whatever you need.

And you knew that his insistence to have you at his firehouse was not only because 51 was the best, but also because 51 was his house and he would have been able to make sure you were safe.

He had never asked you for anything but he was asking for this now. So you couldn’t say no.

“Ok then Captain Casey”

His smile was like sunshine

“Welcome to 51 Y/N Morgan... let’s go to work then?”

“Separately...” you warn him

“That’s not very environment friendly” he smirked knowing he got you, even before your answer.

“Fine... but you leave me a few blocks away”

“Deal!”

You were so scared but you couldn’t wait to go to work at the same time.

While walking the few blocks from the firehouse, you couldn’t stop thinking about your first day: how was your first call going to be? Would you be up to it? You didn’t want to disappoint anyone and in particular you didn’t want to disappoint Matt. would everyone really welcome you with open armed?

No one knew you existed; you had never met them and this had been the reason of one of the few fights you’ve had with Matt: he wanted you to meet his friends, they were basically his family but you had never said yes. It wasn’t that you didn’t want to, you were scared, scared they wouldn’t like you, scared that would ruin your relationship with Matt. You didn’t make friends easily, you were shy and needed a lot of time before opening up and people didn’t want to waste a lot of their time with you usually. So you said no.

Because you knew that if things didn’t go well with Casey’s friends it would come a time for Matt to choose and you knew he wouldn’t choose you. Nobody ever did.

You were at the firehouse and you couldn’t make yourself go in.

Did you make the right choice? Yo could still go back, tell the chief you weren’t feeling well and choose another house, a house that didn’t have the potential to destroy the relationship with the only persone that was still in your corner.

You were ready to leave when someone stopped you.

“You must be the new paramedic”- said a blonde girl, while smiling. She seemed nice.

“Yeah that’s me. I’m Y/N Morgan”

“I’m Sylvie Brett, I’m with you on ambo. Come, I’ll introduce you to everyone else”

You followed her into the firehouse, your heart was in your mouth and all you could think about was making sure to avoid an anxiety attack. That would make a good first impression for sure.

“Guys this is our new paramedic, Y/N Morgan. Y/N this is everyone”- Sylvie said once in the common room.

“Hi everyone”- you felt like a kid during the first day of school.

“Y/N welcome to 51, I’m Chief Boden”- a tall man told you and you could have guessed he was the chief even if he hadn’t tell you, you could feel a sense of power and confidence coming off him -“I’m glad you choose our firehouse. This is my Captain Matt Casey and my two lieutenants Kelly Severide and Christopher Hermann; whatever you need let us know”

“Thank you chief”- you could feel a lot of eyes on you but only a pair of green one felt like they were burning you.

You look at lieutenant Severide for a second and he literally took your breath away: beautiful was the only word that could describe him. You decided not to linger on that thought, you knew you couldn’t.

You were ready to talk when...

-Ambulance 61 person I distress 703 Throop Street-

“Well it’s an early day I guess”- Sylvie said.

“Good luck”- told you Matt, you smiled, put your bag down and followed Brett, ‘an early day indeed’

“Ok, I know first days can be hard, so try to breath and I’m sure you’re gonna be amazing”- she was so nice you wanted to cry.

“Let’s hope so”- you took a deep breath and got out of the ambulance

“Hey over here”- a women called you

You followed her to the house where there was a little girl on the couch crying in pain.

“She’s throw up everything she ate and now she is lying over there”- said the mother

“Hey Kailey”- sai Brett before starting to look at the kid-“How long has she been like this?”- she asked

“A while”- answered the father

Sylvie looked at you -“Pupils are dilated, this isn’t a stomach each, she’s high”

“What type of candy did she eat?”- you asked, hoping Brett wouldn’t get mad you had spoken up

“I don’t know, regular stuff? Gummy bears, M&M”- it was clear the mother didn’t believe you

“She must have gotten into my stash “”- said the father

The girl cried in pain - “She’s seizing, drop one milligram of Versed”- told you Brett while the parents kept fighting

“One milligram of Versed”- you said before going near the kid

“Do you want me to do it?”- asked Brett

“No I can do it, hold her tightly “- you said while giving the dose

“So, how was our new recruit’s first call?”- asked Matt as soon as you and Brett were back at the firehouse

“It was ok”- you shrugged your shoulders avoiding Matt’s eyes

“She did good”- Sylvie said smiling

“I didn’t do much”

“I have ridden with paramedic that didn’t even know which one was the Versed believe me you did good”

“Thank you”- you could see Matt smiling out of the corner of your eye

“Beside we stopped at the grocery store before coming back, someone is cooking for us” - Sylvie squeezed your shoulder before going into the firehouse.

“So everything went ok?”-Matt asked once Sylvie was gone

“For now. Sylvie is nice”

“Yeah she is”- Matt smiled and you smirked

“Help me get the grocery inside?”- you asked

“Sure, what are you making?”

“Well now why should I tell you?”

“Because you love me”- he said

“Meh, I wouldn’t be so sure”- you said laughing

“You’re so mean, I’ll remember this when-“

“Do you need help”- someone interrupted Matt

Lieutenant Severide was a few steps behind you two, his hands in his squad jacket, shoulder resting on the truck. You didn’t know if he heard you and Matt and you weren’t even sure how to feel if he did. You knew he was Matt’s best friend, Matt talked a lot about him and you knew he was the one Matt had the most trouble keeping secrets from.

“Lieutenant”- you said smiling and you were sure your cheeks were red. Great!

“No formalities, you can call me Severide”- fuck if he didn’t have a great smile too... you were in so much trouble

Forgive me if there are mistakes, English is not my first language and I didn’t have the time to edit this for now but I wanted to post it and give it a shot.