I'm So Tired Of The Idea That Autism Isn't A Disability. I'm Aware That Some People Aren't Too Affected

I'm so tired of the idea that autism isn't a disability. I'm aware that some people aren't too affected by their autism but I am disabled by mine. I've been in and out of different therapies since I was nine years old and that was even before I was diagnosed at age twelve. I have frequent meltdowns and shutdowns over the littlest of things and combined with my ADHD and GAD it's quite frankly a miracle I get anything done. I've been exhausted since school has ended since I have to prep for University and I keep having mini meltdowns over all the uncertainty ahead. I barely know how to keep the friends I still have and everyone I'm close with is going to different schools so I have no friends as a safety net come Fall Semester.

It's tiring being Autistic because everything is so much more difficult. I can barely write legibly unless I think about it and even making friends is a game I barely know how to play. Yet when i tell people that I'm autistic they are shocked as if it wasn't obvious by my difficulties with peers.

I just hope that University is better but fuck I don't even know anymore.

But to my main point. Autism is a disability. Deal with it

I hate it when men claim cat-calling is just a compliment

Was making sex jokes about me while I waited for my mom to pick me up from school A FUCKING COMPLIMENT??!

So funny to me when people say that they're a communist but then buy makeup because "the company says they support feminism."

Chances are they're just saying whatever gets you buying the makeup

Autism sucks. I have shitty organizational and math skills and now my future at the college I’ve been accepted to is in danger of being rescinded since I got a D+ in math. Fuck

Not even religious but praying to God and my deceased Grandmother as we speak

Update to the D+ in math during senior year of high school situation:

I am still able to go to the university I was accepted to!!!!!!

Just saw an instagram reel where this girl was showing a cup cover she uses to protect herself from her drinks being spiked and all OF THE MEN IN THE COMMENTS WERE MAKING SUGGESTIONS FOR HOW TO SPIKE THE DRINK WITH THE COVER ON

FUCK THESE FREAKS

I’M SO SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING MEN CRY “not all men” WHEN THIS IS THE SHIT THAT GOES DOWN ON SOCIAL MEDIA