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Joshu Higashikata X Gn! Trans! Reader

Joshu Higashikata x gn! trans! reader

I love this rat.

Fight me.

Actually, please don't. Just except it.

TW: mentions of deadname and deadpronounce

Happy ending tho

Joshu Higashikata X Gn! Trans! Reader

Headcanon: Him having a trans s/o

when you tell him you're trans, he doesn't accept it at first

not in the sense of "you're going to hell" tho

he just has nooo idea what exactly you're going through and what it means to be trans

Joshu thinks you're going to change completely, like you're becoming a whole new person

definitely doesn't like the fact you don't want him to call you by nicknames that have something to do with your deadname

also not really happy about the fact that you want to change your looks, like haircut, clothing...

you tried to explain everything to him, but those thoughts kinda prevented him to really understand

Joshu really started to get upset when you start to hang out with, idk, Josuke more and seem to be more comfortable around him, since he doesn't deadname or misgender you like Joshu does

you two kind of drift apart, which isn't a really nice experience since you're in a romantic relationship, but Joshu texts and sometimes calls you daily, asking to hang out and why you are acting so strange around him

it doesn't matter if or if you don't answer him, he starts to get angry and decides to confront josuke (or any other person you hang out with more)

"Why is (deadname) always hanging out with you instead of me!? What do you have that I don't!? (dead pronounce) is my (deadpr)-friend, damnit!"

Josuke explains everything from the top, Joshu starts to understand everything a bit better after a few minutes (well enough to know how much he hurt you)

he immediately calls you as he joggs to your place to apologize

Joshu repeats everything he could remember in his head to not make a wrong move

doesn't matter if you pick up the phone or not, he ends up infront of your door, knocking the hell out of it

"(dea-) no- (Y/N)! It's me! Joshu! Your boyfriend! Please let me in!"

you let him in and he throws himself at you

he may not use direct words to apologize since he's eager to know everthing

he wants to be your number 1 person to go to regarding everything, and also your most favorite person

"so...you're a...what exactly...?"

you explain everything, how you feel exactly and things he shouldn't ask a trans person, how to word certain thing, ect...

"so you go by (prounounce)?"

if you go by multiple pronounce or neopronounce or sth, you have to explain how to use them in a sentence

Now with that out of the way-

threatens everybody who deadnames, mispronounces you or says anything bad about the lgbtq+ community (the threats are either hella stupid or downright terrifying and detailed)

researches on the topic transgender on his own

goes shopping for clothes for you with and without you

as far as I know- the Higashikata fam has a lot of money, so it shouldn't be a problem to purchase a good quality binder if you need one

any object that makes you feel more comfortable really

everytime one of his siblings ask you a question like "do you want to take hormones" and tuff like that, he switches to protective mode

"hey, you can't just ask (pronounce) questions like that!"

he himself has to hold himself back to not ask those questions himself tho, if you're not comfortable in answering them

but he demands new nicknames for you, cause he wants to call you by a nickname

so you two sit together and try to come up with some

also, he starts to get confused about his sexuality, he thought he was straight/gay all this time

Aaahhh

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More Posts from Banzaitaka

4 years ago

hello thank you so much for writing for male readers! could you perhaps write about hcs for Chongyun comforting trans! male! s/o that's dealing with y'know that time of the month? s/o is feeling mega dysphoria because periods are seen as a woman thing.

p.s: periods suck and i hate it

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Heyho fellow trans man

I hope this is what you wanted & you enjoy reading!

Chongyun x male! trans! reader

Hello Thank You So Much For Writing For Male Readers! Could You Perhaps Write About Hcs For Chongyun

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HC: Caring for his trans bf who is on his period

He is very nervous the first few times

After a while he knows what to do, but is still a bit unsure

He kinda wishes he'd know what you are going through so he could understand better

Probably thought you were possed by some ghost the first time or sth lol

"(Y/N), hold still! I will free you from this spirit's grasp!"

"I wonder why it isn't scared of my yang energy..."

Will give you a popsticle to cool you down

Has a checklist with all the things you need during those times

Doesn't like it when you want to stand up when you have cramps

When you do stand up, he walks beside you, ready to help in case something happens

You still wonder what exactly could happen while you walk to the bathroom

When you request him to do something that has to do with physical contact, (such as: hold you, rub your back, give you kisses) he'll do it. He is a bit shy & scared to accidentally bring you more discomfort tho

But when you request him to do something without physical contact, (such as: bring you sth to eat/drink, get some kind of heat pad) he'll do it without much hesitation. Might ask why you need it/what use it has when it isn't self-explanatory

"And...,if you don't mind me asking, what exactly is this for?"

Now we come to the real pain

Dysphoria

Chongyun has been around a few times when you experienced dysphoria and he absolutely hated seeing you like this

He might make the situation a bit awkward sometimes, depends on how you react

Might say sth like:

"Hey, they say you are a manly warrior when you don't scream when you got blood on your hands, right?"

Is relieved when you laugh/smile, wants to sink into the earth when you don't respnd/stare at him

He tried

Doesn't know what it means to be trans, but he really tries to imagine what it would be like so he can understand you better and figure out what he could do to make you feel more comfortable

Chongyun isn't really good at comforting ppl in general

Probably asks around for advice

If his attempts of comforting don't help, he ends up trying to distract you with memories you two share, stories about spirit hunting or rumors he heard (mostly from Xingqiu)

A thing he also does is calling you by a lot of different nicknames:

Love, lovely, sweets, handsome, prince, honey, hun, ...

He tries calling you dear, sunshine, baby, babe and a few other things too, but it felt kinda awkward to him

Chongyun gets a 10/10 for helping you out with the thing

A 6.5/10 for makin that dysporia go away

And a 100/10 for effort

So overall:

I recommend him


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4 years ago

Hisoka Mikage x male! reader

Hisoka Mikage X Male! Reader

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Coming out

With his legs swung over the armrest, (Y/N) laid on the couch in the living room of the Mankai Company dorm. Bored, he scrolled through social media, disappointed when he found nothing interesting. He had hoped to find a quiet activity on his phone, but he didn't find anything he really wanted to do.

Sighing softly, (Y/N) put his cell phone on the table next to the couch and looked down at his sleeping boyfriend. A small smile crept onto his face as he carefully wrapped his arms around Hisoka. This made the silver-haired continue to snuggle into the chest of the taller one.

The (Y/HC)-haired man slowly ran his fingers through Hisoka's silver hair, occasionally leaving a little kiss on his forehead. (Y/N) loved times like this. He loved them more than anything else. But they had been laying there for a few hours now.

Everyone who went to work or school in the morning was back home by now and Omi would start making dinner soon. Even if (Y/N) was the only person who could wake up Hisoka without marshmallows, he just couldn't bring himself to drag him out of his slumber.

The silver-haired male just looked too cute...

But on the other hand, he wanted to stand up, all of his limbs were already aching and he had the feeling that he no longer knew how to move them.

A short time later, the tall, brown-haired man, who got called 'Mom' by pretty much everyone, came into the room to prepare dinner. Before he could go to the kitchen area, he stopped, astonished at the sight of the two young men on the couch.

But to be honest, he was more surprised about how long they had been on the couch rather than what position they were in.

(Y/N) and Hisoka hadn't told anyone about their relationship, or their sexuality. Hisoka wasn't afraid that they wouldn't accept them. He knew the members of Mankai Company well enough by now.

But (Y/N) had his concerns. Part of his family is still waiting for this 'phase' to finally end.

"You're still laying here...", said the 20 year old and tilted his head slightly before he began to smile, "Do you have trouble waking him up? Do you need help to carry him to his room?"

The male spoken to only replied with, "No, no...It's alright, thank you."

Omi was a little confused, but he didn't ask any further, "Alright then. Let me know if you need anything." With these words, he wrapped an apron around himself and began to prepare dinner.

(Y/N)'(s) gaze wandered once again to the Sleeping Beauty on his chest. Another sigh escaped his lips before gently shaking him. "Hisoka, wake up..."

(Y/N) started shaking the smaller one a little harder and talking louder. "Come on, Sleeping Beauty, Omi is already cooking." Hisoka opened one eye and looked up at his boyfriend before closing it again and letting out a sigh.

(Y/N)'(s) voice became quieter again, so that Omi couldn't hear him, "If we lay here any longer, the boys will find ou-"

Before the (Y/HC)haired male could finish talking, Hisoka got off of him and rubbed his eyes. "Last week you said we would tell them today..." he muttered as (Y/N) sat up.

The (Y/EC) eyed froze. He hoped Hisoka forgot about that. The silver-haired shot him a look out of the corner of his eye.

(Y/N) sighed, "I hate society..."

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Several different conversations took place at the dining table, only a few members of the Mankai Company didn't talk. Among them were (Y/N) and Hisoka, as usual.

(Y/N) poked around in his food with a fork, the uncomfortable pressure in his stomach spoiled his appetite. But he swore he wouldn't run away this time.

After all, what would he lose in the worst case?

A bunch of idiots who won't accept love between two same-sex people because society said it's wrong.

(Y/N) took a long breath and put his fork next to his plate. A couple of gazes wandered to him, confused, concerned about the behavior of their good friend.

"You okay, (Y/N)?", Tsuzuru began, "You barely ate anything."

That silenced the entire dining table, all eyes were now on the (Y/EC) eyed male. Citron gasped in surprise, "And it is your favorite foot!"

"I think you mean 'food'.", Tasuku corrected, before turning back to (Y/N). "Is there anything you want to tell us?" He asked.

The one talked to briefly glanced over to Hisoka, who had only listened to everything with sleepy eyes. The silver-haired gave him a small smile, which meant something like 'everything will be fine'.

(Y/N) took deep breath and nodded. But before he could start talking, Taichi cut him off. "You're not leaving us, are you!?"

This triggered a chain reaction among the extroverted and rather loud actors, which, luckily, was interrupted by Sakyo. "Just listen to what (Y/LN) has to say!" Said the blonde in a stern voice.

"First of all...", (Y/N) began, "I'm not planning on leaving anytime soon..." Those words made some of them sigh in relief. "I mean... It depends on how you react..." he mumbled afterwards.

Hisoka slightly shook his head, "Just tell them..." "Huh? Do you know about it, Hiso-Hiso?" Asked Kazunari, surprised. Hisoka nodded, "It's something we both want to tell you."

The whole group was surprised by Hisoka's serious voice, they were only used to soft mumbling. Outside of plays, of course.

Homare frowned slightly in a thinking manner, but then started grinning and laughing. "I think I know what you want to tell us!", He winked at the two young men, "I knew it from the start!"

"What could it be?" "What is it?" "What?" "Is it about triangles?" Asked Citron, Muku, Sakuya and Misumi at the same time. "Maybe we'll find out when you finally shut up!", Yuki replied with an annoyed voice.

(Y/N) dropped his head on the table, he had expected something like that, but not that it would make him even more nervous. "Oh my...", Azuma began, "Let's calm down a bit. The whole thing seems to be very nerve wrecking for poor (Y/N)."

Tsumugi smiled, "Take as much time as you need." Omi nodded in agreement.

The (Y/HC)haired raised his head and rubbed his forehead, which was starting to turn red. Before he could say anything, Homare stood up and pointed at Hisoka and (Y/N). "You two are homosexual and lovers! And have been for months!"

"Yes." Was all Hisoka said while (Y/N)'(s) face landed back on the table and everybody went crazy. "WWWWWHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT??" some of them shouted in perfect sync before they started congratulating the young couple and bombarding them with questions.

Citron leaned a little over the table, "Why did you keep your love a secret?" (Y/N)'(s) whole face was now bright red. "Because I was scared, my god! Now everybody be quiet, my head is about to explode!"

---

Hisoka sighed, eyebrows furrowed, "They're still so loud..." he muttered as he snuggled back into his boyfriend's chest.

"You can't tell me that you didn't expect that," replied (Y/N), much more relaxed than before.

"I did...", said the silver-haired male, "but still..."

(Y/N) sighed softly and closed his eyes.

"I'm glad they know about our relationship now," he confessed, "and that it was Homare who said it."

Hisoka pouted slightly, "That was your job, though I guess you weren't able to prevent it..." He started to smile, "As red as you were..."

"Hisoka-"

*~Story clear~*


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3 years ago

Art is mine!

Art Is Mine!
Art Is Mine!
Art Is Mine!

It's 3 am, obviously my art looks like sht-

So...I got pretty obsessed with Demon Slayer lately and uh- Yeah, if you know me, you know what that means.

Demon Slayer Masterlist coming soon

But pls, until I post it, do not send requests. Yall can let me know if you're interested in requesting though. Idc how. Would give me more motivation.

Pls read the rules in my other Masterlists tho! You'll find the links under every ff I post

I'm also planning on making the stuff I write longer in the future. I just never rlly had the time because of school, but summer break is right around the corner so...

Hmh, hmh

So...yeah-

Buh bye

-Prince Ruka


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3 years ago

THEY THEM FOR THE KAIDOU ONE SO SORRY

Noted! No worries!

Thanks for requesting fkdnfjg I was waiting for a Saiki k request 💜

3 years ago

hi there :D could you write a scenario if male s/o was really tired and plopped onto Zhongli demanding cuddles while Zhongli was doing some kind of work or something?

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Hewwo

It took me way to long to write something this short idsfhioasghfih I sowwy, I had exam after exam the past weeks

I hope this is what you wnated & you enjoy reading!

Zhongli x male! reader

Hi There :D Could You Write A Scenario If Male S/o Was Really Tired And Plopped Onto Zhongli Demanding

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Work cuddles

(Y/N) lazily covered up his mouth with his hand as another yawn escaped his mouth, making little tears form at the corner of his eyes. He wiped them away as he almost walked into the door frame to his lover's office, "Since when is this thing here?", he muttered, "Oh. right..."

Shaking his head slightly in hopes of waking up a bit, (Y/N) took a step to the side so he was infront of the door. For a short moment he asked himself if he really should knock on the door. Sure, work at the funeral parlor was kind of slow at the moment, at least for Zhongli, but who knew?

"He was the one who said I could come over if I ever felt lonely so..."

The (Y/HC)-haired knocked on the door, stifling another yawn right after. Why was he so tired again? He forgot. But that didn't matter to him anyway. All he knew was that he wanted to annoy his lover with his affection. And maybe recieve some of it himself.

"Come in."

The smooth voice of the former geo god made (Y/N) smile as he opened the door and waddled inside, heading straight behind his significant other. Zhongli watched with a gentle smile, turning his head to face the other when he stood behind him, "Ah, darling, I'm happy to see you.", he paused for a moment to take in his lover's form, "You look tired..."

"Hmh...", (Y/N) let his arms fall over Zhongli's shoulders and rested his head on one of them. The brown-haired chuckled softly and raised his hand to gently brush his hand over the side of the other's face and hair. This motion alone made (Y/N) only sleepier, "Zhongliiiii...", he dragged out, "Me demands cuddles."

"Haha, I had a feeling you would say that. It isn't the first time you came by this late after all."

Of course Zhongli happily gave his lover what he wanted, seating him in his lap and wrapping his arms around his torso while the other's arms were around his neck. They both leaned their chins on each other's shoulder. (Y/N) for comfort and Zhongli to be able to the see the papers he was working on before.

Still smiling, the brown-haired rubbed (Y/N)'s back with his free hand as he went back to work, "Are you comfortable like this, love?" The murmured 'yes' made him chuckle once again. (Y/N) was way too cute, way to irresistable. "I'm almost finished. We can go home soon and cuddle properly.", Zhongli announced almost more to himself than to his lover. He, too, was eager to get home and have some quality time with (Y/N).

The (Y/HC)-haired let out a little happy noise before he gave the other a little peck on the neck, adjusting himself on Zhongli's lap to make himself more comfortable. Needless to say the embrace made him even more tired. Zhongli's soothing cologne didn't help either, but he didn't even care anymore.

Though, he'd feel kind of bad if Zhongli ended up having to carry him all the way home.

(Y/N) shrugged internally and snuggled closer to his boyfriend, listening to the scratching sound of the pen as Zhongli wrote some kind of report. It slowly lulled him to sleep, leaving the other finishing his work in silence.

Usually, Zhongli was pretty talkative, even when he has to concentrate on writing something. He was somehow able to manage doing both at the same time. But seeing how exhausted his lover was, he didn't want to keep him up with his rambling.

Not long after, as promised, Zhongli finished his work and carefully put his things away before he stood up, holding (Y/N) securely in his arms.

"Let's go home. You deserve some rest, love.", Zhongli said quietly as he smiled down at the man and left his office.


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