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Toilet Talk #2 - 10/8/16

Toilet Talk #2 - 10/8/16

Iโ€™m applying to a job right now and Iโ€™m excited and scared. I really need this but people have said working in food service is hell on earth. I canโ€™t stop singing โ€œCandy Storeโ€ from the Heathers musical. So much is happening and Iโ€™m excited for it all!! Been really into conspiracy theories lately, I think we will meet aliens soon.


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8 years ago

Entry #5 - 10/11/16 - Day #5

I didnโ€™t do much today at all. I just hung out with my cousins and cleaned the house. I woke up and got high with my best friend. Last night was interesting I just wanted to sleep, things were getting too much to handle. Currently just listening to Mojave 3, I find that it relaxes me.


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8 years ago

Entry #8 - 10/14/16 - Day #8

Stressed...Depressed...Repressed. Stressed about a wedding I'm taking photos for. Depressed because I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Repressed cause I have to act like I'm happy all the time.


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8 years ago

Toilet Talk #3 - 10/9/16

Just got my voter package, so much to read but knowledge is power. I hate early morning showers because it is always cold! I do not like feeling frozen after taking a scorching hot shower. Okay so Iโ€™m not actually on the toilet right now Iโ€™m in the kitchen. Low blood sugar sucks, I canโ€™t even hike on an empty stomach. I almost threw up today cause I didnโ€™t eat. I really hate how some people try to be shady when I have not done one god damn thing to them. Hunny stop dragging me in please. I always try my best to make everyone happy but that just doesnโ€™t work.

8 years ago

Entry #2 - 10/8/16 - Day #2

Today was actually pretty fun and eventful. It started off slow, just sang a bunch of Banks music. I showed my friend Heathers and she loved it as Iโ€™d hoped. My mom came into town to visit and I enjoyed seeing her again. We went to a family gathering to eat. I felt so out of place as I stood out in my denim jacket and Mikey mouse shirt. I am different and I can see that clearly among my family. Once my cousins came I could relax more since Iโ€™ve known them for my whole life. I need to realize that I must only fuck with myself, who cares what anyone else thinks. Iโ€™m lying on the couch as I type this. I find a strange comfort sleeping here almost as if Iโ€™m sleeping in a hotel. Lesson learned today is to only fuck with myself.


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8 years ago

Entry #3 - 10/9/16 - Day #3

Today was so tiring but made good memories. Almost puked and passed out from hiking with low blood sugar. We got all the pictures we needed for my friends new shirt company which is great ! We went everywhere and I almost got sick, I guess this is the photographer struggle. My grandma is leaving which means I'm going to be home alone for the time being. Today pissed me off cause "friends" got upset at me and were being shady. I did nothing but be nice! Fuck em gotta focus on me.


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