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I Miss Her Too
I Miss Her Too

Dean x Sam (Platonic), Sam x Sister! reader
Warning: Mentions of character death, cursing
Description: The brothers open up about their dead sister
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Dean releases a long sigh as he stares out at the parking lot of a raggedy motel on the side of the interstate. The flickering multi-colored sign bleeds into the inky blackness of the Impala, causing the pulse in the man's frustrated mind to burst against his skull repeatedly. Dean's knuckles were sickly pale in contrast to his freckled tan skin as he held the stirring wheel of the parked car in a vice grip.
His cheeks sag under the pressure of the heavy bags carried beneath his sad hazel eyes. The smile marks that tug at the edge of his lips barely show as a deep frown etches across his face. His usual neatly done hair now stuck out in a disheveled state.
Dean notices a tall shadow rising behind the illuminated brownish-white curtains in one of the rooms. The material tugs slightly from the window and soon enough the deep green heavy duty door opens to reveal his brother. He looks down at the wrapped burgers set on the passenger's seat and grabs them before exiting the car.
"These are cold," Sam remarks as Dean pushes them against his chest.
"There's a microwave for a reason," Dean grumbles in response and sits at the edge of the bed to take off his shoes.
"You do realize you got three," Sam asks softly after a short pause.
"We'll eat it later; It's no big deal."
""This was how (Y/n) liked it," Sam states while observing the content inside one of the burgers.
"I said we'll eat it later," Dean snaps. He snatches the wrapper from Sam's hands and lays it on the drawer between the beds. He keeps his back turned from his brother as the atmosphere becomes tense.
"Dean," Sam whispers. He presses his calloused palm against the eldest Winchester's shoulder. Dean looks over with a distressed expression and places his own hand over his brothers. "I miss her too."
"I'm sorry," Dean apologizes.
"Let's talk about it," Sam insists.
"No."
"Dean-"
"I can't."
"We promised her, Sam cries, "we promised her before she died that we wouldn't end up like this- distancing ourselves and pretending everything is alright when it isn't. We're letting her down."
"I know."
"I know? That's all you have to say? Dean, she was my sister too. She's gone now and faking a world where she still exists is just hurting us."
Suddenly, Sam slams into the wall with Dean's arm against his neck. Dean glowers over him, scrunching his nose into a snarl. "Don't talk about her like that," Dean mutters before releasing the pressure from Sam's body.
"It hurts me too. It was just the two of us, then she came along rocking our boat and it seemed like we were an unstoppable trio. It's going to be so hard going back to the way things were before bug showed up." Sam collapses on the bed as tears stream down his sun-kissed face.
Dean wraps his arm around Sammy in a brotherly hug. "(Y/n) was one hell of a gunslinger."
"Yeah," Sam smiles.
"And a brat too."
"Hey, she wasn't that bad; Although, she did have her moments."
"Your right."
"She kinda gets a pass for being a girl though."
"That's not what I meant- yes, but no- I meant it's good talking about her," Dean confesses.
"See, I told you."
"Alright, alright. I'm done," Dean whines as he gets up, "We may have opened up a bit, but we are not turning into a chick flick."
"We were having a bonding moment, you jerk!"
"Bitch."
"Really?"
"Rest up. We're leaving in the morning."
"Yeah, you too. I don't need you looking like a living corpse anymore," Sam comments.
"Shut up."
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A shiver trails up Sam's spine and his eyes jolt open in shock. The dark motel room was silent besides the soft snores coming from Dean's side of the room. A soft blue glow appears and shines over the popcorn ceiling. Sam immediately feels each of his tired muscles tense in alertness as the overwhelming foreboding thought that something else was in the room punches his gut.
He slowly reaches under the flat pillows beneath his head for his knife. His fingertips gently graze along the handle and he grasps it tightly. Sam settles his ragged breathing before springing to action. He rushes off the bed in a defense position, with the knife pointing threateningly at the figure leaning over Dean. A soft glow emits from their body as they brush their thumb over Dean's forehead with a gentle smile.
"(Y-Y/n)?" Sam asks feebly. The girl lifts her eyes to him, her (E/c) orbs glittering softly with curiosity. The knife falls from his hand and clatters to the carpeted floor. "You were dead..."
(Y/n) straightens herself, her brows furrowing.
"What happened, bug? Why show up now when we are finally getting over losing you?" Sam's voice cracks and he takes a step towards his little sister. "How exactly did you die?"
The deceased Winchester shakes her head, turning her body away. "Too soon," She gasps out, grabbing at her throat painfully.
"W-what?"
"Love you, Sammy," She whimpers out, before disappearing like smoke and the pale glow fades out.
"(Y/n)? (Y/n)! Don't leave us again!" Sam scurries to unlock the door and runs out. He looks around in a panic, only to find empty cars in an empty parking lot.
"Sammy? What's going on?" Dean calls wearily from the inside, "What is it?"
"N-nothing. It's nothing."
Was he dreaming?
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Ruby Red

Diluc Ragnivindr x Female! Reader
Description: (Y/n) ends up breaking something as the new maid of the Dawn Winery and meets Master Diluc for the first time.
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It wasn't necessarily hard work, but it was tedious. (Y/n) couldn't help but to dig at the puffy sleeves that framed her shoulders as the fabric seemed to irritate her skin. She wasn't trying to be disrespectful, and (Y/n) would visibly cringe every time Adelinde's gaze casted over her.
She was grateful, don't get her wrong. Without the mercy Adelinde gave her with no experience, (Y/n) would probably still be in the city of Mondstat looking for work. She just didn't feel like herself in the rounded dress that was given for this particular job. Why do you have to dress this way just to clean a rich man's house?
"(Y/n), dear. Did you hear me?" Adelinde's voice calls out. The other maids giggle quietly to themselves as it was clear (Y/n) was lost in her thoughts.
"I'm sorry. What did you say?" (Y/n) asks after clearing her throat awkwardly.
"Would you be alright with cleaning the upstairs while these two works down here? I will be sure to give you a schedule and check on you now and again."
It was clear that the other two were adamant to be together as they clung to each other's arms like schoolgirls. It honestly made (Y/n) sick to see their giddy expressions. "I suppose not."
"Wonderful. I will see you in your designated spots momentarily."
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Irritation seeps from (Y/n)'s pores as she dusts away at the mantle above her. The money was worth it, but doing double the work with something she wasn't used to make her muscles ache. Apparently, one of the girls who was training alongside (Y/n) got sick. Why the other had to leave with her made no sense, but at least Adelinde offered to finish up with her. Not that (Y/n) would leave the older woman to do this work herself; she had nowhere else to go anyway.
The sun barely lit the wooden floors of the Dawn Winery, and the servants began to light candles before their leave for the night. (Y/n)'s limbs ache from a long day's use, tiredness clawing at her eyes. (Y/n) found it harder to stand on the tips of her toes as she reached over her head to swipe the feather down brush behind the vases that stood on the shelving.
Unfortunately, (Y/n) hit one of the glasses with the edge of her knuckles and it slipped off with a loud shatter. She could barely process what happened before fiery red filled her vision.
"Step back, you'll step in it." A monotone voice commands, "What are you even doing here so late? All servants are required to go home before sundown."
(Y/n) observes the man dressed in black for a moment before kneeling down beside him. "I can clean up after myself, thank you."
She can feel his gaze on her as his hands still over the broken pieces. "Excuse me?"
The man sounded more confused if anything, but the tone caused (Y/n) to grovel regardless. "I, um... all I mean is that it was my clumsiness that caused this, so I should be the one that cleans it. Hopefully, I won't get into too much trouble." The last part was more to herself, but it caused the man to chuckle. Ruby eyes greet her as she looks at him in surprise. "What's so funny?"
"The vase had nothing of value, do not worry."
"How do you know?"
"Master Diluc," Adelinde says from behind, "I see you've met the new maid in training."
(Y/n)'s whole body feels as though spikes of ice went through her skin as the man beside her stands.
"I hope your day has been well," Adelinde says with a bow.
"It was fine, thank you. If you wouldn't mind, Adelinde, could you catch one of the workers from outside to throw out this glass. I request that this woman be sent home for the night."
"Yes, Master Diluc," Adelinde responds before turning towards the girl. "You may go home now, dear. Come back bright and early tomorrow morning."
It felt like time stood as (Y/n) lifted herself from the ground. She made sure to keep her head low as she passed by the two, embarrassment warming her cheeks.
"Goodnight, miss Adelinde," (Y/n) manages out before quickly shutting the door.
Adelinde lets out a sigh as she takes the broom off the wall to collect the smaller pieces of broken glass into a pile. Diluc remains fixated on the front door, eyes narrowing intensely.
"Adelinde... who was that girl?" He mutters.
"That was (Y/n). I found her looking for work in the city. I thought we could use the extra help," the woman answers.
"Hm... (Y/n) who?"
"She only gave me her first, sir. I didn't ask any further questions, I'm afraid."
"Interesting..." Diluc responds shortly before turning to the stairs, "I bid you goodnight, Adelinde."
Late Night

Dean X Sister! reader X Sam
Description: The youngest Winchester takes care of her brothers after a hunt gone wrong.
Warning: Drinking, mentions of blood
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Dry mud cakes off Dean's boots as he stumbles inside the motel with his siblings. The atmosphere was tense and none of them could even smile to make things better. Sam slouches over himself as he examines the wound in his leg. A hiss comes from his throat as his fingers graze over the tender flesh.
(Y/n) gently places her hand on his arm for comfort. "Let me get you a wet rag and a first aid kit," she coos softly. She walks over to the end of the bed to grab a fresh cloth from her duffle bag. She carries on to the bathroom and finds Dean sitting on top of the marble counter.
He moves his feet slightly so she can access the sink. As she runs the water over the small towel, she notices a beer bottle in between Dean's thighs. "Don't you think it's too late to be drinking," she asks cooly before ringing out the rag. Dean huffs in response and takes a swig of it.
(Y/n) lowers to her knees to reach inside the cabinet. She takes out a decent sized medical box and sets it on the bathroom surface. Taking out a bandage and ointment, she casually lifts her hand to Dean. "I'm not going to pretend that I didn't see your arm bleeding. Give it here."
"I'm fine, go help Sammy," Dean slurs.
"Please."
Eventually, Dean gives in to his sister's soft nature. He rolls up his flannel sleeve to reveal a large cut oozing down his arm. It didn't look deep, but it looked like it hurt like hell.
"I'm going to have to get another rag- do you know what caused this?" (Y/n) questions.
"I ran into a saw blade when we were in the barn," Dean replies.
"Did you check to see if it was rusty?"
"It wasn't."
"Good. No tetanus shot for you today." A ghost of a smile etches on her lips. She places the rag on the wound, making sure to cover the whole infected area. "Clean that up for me, I'm going to get another rag."
Sam managed to get himself out of his dirty blue jeans and into some boxer shorts. His back presses against the headboard of the bed with his legs relaxed out in front of him. "Sorry Sam, I was just making sure Dean took care of his wound. Are you alright?" (Y/n) asks sweetly.
"Yeah. I feel better now that something isn't rubbing against it," Sam sighs out.
"Good. I'll be with you in a moment."
Dean was in the process of trying to wrap the gauze around his arm when (Y/n) made it back to the bathroom. His hands were shaky as he did so and he had to place his feet on the cool tile floor. " Did you put the ointment on?" (Y/n) asks.
"What do you take me for," Dean replies.
"Here. Let me help you," (Y/n) instructs as she takes the bandaging. "Hold out your arm." Soon enough, Dean's arm was securely wrapped. "Is that too tight?"
"Nah, it's fine."
"Great, now clean yourself up. You smell like cow manure. I'm going to help Sammy."
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"That burns," Sam cries out, biting his lip harshly.
"I'm sorry, but it's the only thing that we have right now- stop that!" (Y/n) barks. Sam quickly lets go of his lip with a scowl. "I'm almost done, just a few more layers."
"I don't know how when we just went out for a supply run a few weeks ago- Charlotte's town sound familiar to you?" Sam retorts with a snap.
"Does watching out for Vermin teeth sound familiar to you?" They glare harshly at each other before smiles crack through their faces. "I'm just going to move your leg a little bit to wrap it, okay? Try not to tense too much," (Y/n) says with a giggle.
Carefully, Sam is allowed to rest his newly swaddled leg. A relieved sigh carries out of Sam's mouth before he glimpses over to his sister. He notices the way her frazzled hair carries across her shoulders messily. A few bruises and scrapes are scattered across her delicate skin. "What you did was very dangerous," He announces after a while.
"I know," (Y/n) acknowledges quietly. "If I didn't do what I did though, we might have had to amputate your leg- I don't think you want that."
"I don't know what we'd do without you," Sam chuckles.
"We would bleed out," Dean's voice conveys from the bathroom doorway.
"What happened to your bottle?" (Y/n) queres.
"It's too late to drink, especially with a kid around."
"Yeah, Sam doesn't really need that right now."
"Are you calling me a child?" Sam interrogates.
"Can I call you both children?" (Y/n) says playfully.
"I'm not a child," Dean retorts in offense.
"I had to help two grown men clean and wrap their wounds because they didn't want to do it themselves," (Y/n) explains with a proud smirk. Both went silent with their argument.
"Toshee," Dean remarks.
"You guys want to watch a movie?" (Y/n) asks, changing the subject. "I like to think we have the right to mellow out for a while."
"I'm down, as long as it isn't thriller. I think we've had enough action for tonight," Sam replies, eyeing his leg.
"Agreed."


I'll take this, thank you
The Comfort of a Partner

Description: Leon's partner subtly comforts him in the only way they know how.
Pairing: Leon Kennedy (Infinite Darkness) x Reader
A/n: Can be read romantically or platonically! Reader pronouns are gender neutral! My first writing that involves my fictional husband, hehe. Let me know what you think~
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The sky cascades over the bustling city in a midnight blue. The clear atmosphere contradicts that of the tension hanging in the helicopter. The vehicle buzzes and hums as it continues over the twinkling light of the buildings below.
"Copy. Runway 01. Wind, 30 at five knots," the pilot responds into his headset as he glances at the two passengers behind him.
(Y/n) (L/n) gives him a rugged smile despite the heaviness they feel in their whole body. It's not easy to go from one task to another with little sleep, but in their line of work, being present is a priority.
(Y/n) peeks towards their partner, a gentle look carrying in their gaze. Spite Leon's dashing suit and groomed hair, heavy bags have puffed up right below his eyes. He looks really tired. He somewhat has his body leaned against the window, an unknown expression on his face as he stares outside.
"Never gotten clearance to land that fast before," the pilot gestures, trying to start a conversation, "You two must be special."
"Just doing our job," (Y/n) says simply, before gently placing a hand on Leon's shoulder. He barely turns to them as (Y/n) gives a reassuring squeeze.
The helicopter begins to descend to the ground, the walls of the White House coming to view. The pilot opens the hatch, and Leon hops down to the concrete without a word.
"He doesn't talk much, does he?" the pilot yells over the propellers still going.
"Thank you for the ride," is all (Y/n) says before hopping down themselves.
Leon waits for them by the entrance with his arms crossed. Though he remains stoic as ever, (Y/n) could see his muscles tense with unease. Leon casually opens the doors as (Y/n) walks past. The door squeaks shut as Leon closes it behind him.
"Hey, I got your back." (Y/n) softly speaks as they look at him.
Leon gives an audible hum towards his partner, before pushing forward, "I know..."
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Hi! I just love your works, they are so good! Do you think you could do Winchester sister who really likes Boba but she doesn’t get it often due to their lifestyle, then one day either Sam or Dean suprised her with one? Thought it would be so cute!
Boba, How I've Missed You!

A/n: Hello, thank you so much for the request! I'm really sorry it took a bit to get to it; life got quite busy. I hope you enjoy this though! Also, thank you so much! That means a lot and I'm glad you like my writings! <3 Fun fact, I've never had Boba before, but would love to try it at some point! | ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── |
Being a Winchester was definitely no easy feat. Constantly moving from place to place, there was no guarantee that you could indulge as much as other people would. Though (Y/N) was the youngest out of the Winchester family, she knew what kind of responsibility that her family name carried.
The good thing about being with her brothers though, is that they both have a sweet tooth just like her. She enjoys it when they are able to take a breather and stop by a coffee shop or bakery to feed their cravings.
(Y/n) recently found that she loves Boba and will take any chance to order it. Her brothers find her giddy nature over a sweet beverage endearing, and though they make the excuse that they need a cup of coffee, they love to make their little sister happy.
Those memories are some of the bests (Y/n) has; however, they don't come around often. Her family has been quick on their feet the last few months, and with the stress that carries over her brothers as of late, it's hard to say when those memories will come to reality again. (Y/n) knows what is more important and keeps to herself as her brothers' work.
However, there was one night where her brothers were in a more chipper mood. They were talkative over their TV dinner, joking around and bringing up past experiences.
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"Really, Dean? You just had to bring up THAT moment..." Sam snorts, his brows furrowing in a pout.
"It was hilarious, Sammy! Of course, I'll bring it up. You had coffee all over you," Dean laughs before taking a big bite of a chicken tender.
"Man, I miss going to coffee shops. I haven't had Boba in so long," (Y/n) giggles, "It's been a hot minute."
The sudden silence between her brothers causes her to stiffen. They're both staring at her with unreadable expressions, frowns etched on their lips. (Y/n)'s heart skips before she shakes her head frantically.
"I didn't mean anything by that, I'm sorry! I know we've been busy..."
"That's okay, Squirt. I miss those moments too," Deam says, leaning back. "We gotta get back to it at some point."
"Man... How long has been now?" Sam asks to no one in particular, "It has been a while, hasn't it?"
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That next morning, (Y/n) woke up to the motel room being empty. The sun was already peeking through the curtains as (Y/n) lazily ventures to it, looking out to see that the Impala was gone. A sigh escapes (Y/n), but she couldn't help but to bite her cheek. Her brothers would usually tell her if they were going somewhere, and though uneasiness tried creeping into her thoughts, she busied herself by getting ready for the day.
As the girl climbed out of the shower a few minutes later, she heard the front door open with her brothers' voices carrying soon after. She takes her time dressing before a knock is heard.
"Hey Little Bit, you almost ready?" Dean's voice resonates on the other side of the bathroom door.
"Yeah, hold on!" (Y/n) answers before opening the door. "What's up?"
"Sammy and I got you something," Dean smiles.
Sam walks over to his siblings, his own lips forming into a big smile, before gesturing to something in his hand.
"Boba!" (Y/n) cheers, grabbing it and taking a sip, "Ah! How I've missed you! Thank you, guys!"
"No problem, sweetheart. We know how much you love it," Sam says.
" Come on, you two! Stop with the chit-chat! I'm ready to dig into that Pumpkin Roll!