Hmm.. Not Sure How To Write This Without Worrying Anybody.. [or Even If I Should Write About It At All.]

Hmm.. not sure how to write this without worrying anybody.. [or even if I should write about it at all.]

Had a lot of suicidal thoughts today. No triggers, impulses or mental breakdowns.. just this clear desire to be done with life. I don't plan to act on it, so please don't worry.

But I've been here before, and I know you don't always get the benefit of a rational mind in these moments.. So I'm making this into an opportunity for a friendly reminder to anyone out there struggling with suicidal thoughts or their mental health in general:

If it would help you in any way to talk to someone, you're always welcome to send me a DM. You'll never ever bother me by reaching out about anything. I can promise you that. You are not alone.

[And if it has gotten to this point and you still haven't reached out to mental health proffessionals, now really is the time.]

Take care of yourselves and stay safe 🖤

Gonna include a link to International Suicide Hotlines: https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/

I'm weak willed and easily swayed toward temptation that's fosure..

Eeehh.. question:

Is there a way I can respond to asks that doesn't involve posting them to my blog for everyone to see?

[Pretty sure the person in question wouldn't want what they wrote to be shown publicly.]

How it always feels like they're leaving with my heart after I see/talk to them..

Throwback to like 6 years ago when I shaved all my hair off and my friend walked into my apartment and saw it for the first time.

Them just staring at me for a good minute with this godawful creepy expression on their face then saying "I like the shape of your skull" with a very monotone horny voice.. 💀