IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE

IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE

maybe the reason Fitz is prone to violence is because he was desensitized to it in the forbidden cities, from a youngish age

AHHHH YOU MADE THE BRONTE BOT THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHH

HES MY BABY

YOURE WELCOME AHHH HES MY BABY TOO

fitz vacker is awesome. reblog if you love fitz vacker.

Lord Cassius stating to Keefe “You were terrified. Because she gave you just enough love to show you how wonderful it could be if she truly cared for you—and then casually withheld the rest, leaving you wondering where you went wrong, and trying to figure out how to fix it, and being constantly afraid that you'd lose what little you had." is, and I cannot stress this enough, one of the cruelest things I have ever read about being done to a child.

Like can we talk about this quote? And how raw and tragic it is?

Fitz Vacker is cursed to see himself from a 3rd person perspective at all times. He watches himself from inside of himself, like a movie.

Is my smile real enough? (My cheeks hurt.) Is my posture right? (I want to curl into a ball) Do I look like a Vacker? (My eyes are burning with unshed tears) Is my hair styled right? (Can you see me? Have you bought it? Is this version of me digestible?) Is this lie convincing? (Would you love me if I was being honest?)

I think about him at Alvar's tribunal, and how that's the worst he's ever looked publicly. I wonder what his 'alone' must have looked like.

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