Sometimes I Forget That I Had A Divorce. Really Miss The Way Love Felt.

Sometimes I forget that I had a divorce. Really miss the way love felt.

Girls can state how they feel how they hate all guys, how they don't want to be anything but spoiled.

But fuck forget about the Men who complain about women, all of you are perfect right???

Gender neutral feminist my fucking ass.

So this one time with my ex-wife

Not gonna describe the situation, but we had to rough it and sleep in a tiny room, an I had to sleep on the floor so she could sleep on the bed, my stomach was always hurting on and off cause I didn't have weed, and the anxiety was so bad cause of our situation.

There was this moment she dropped her hand for me to hold on to it, and I grabbed her hand and felt such bliss. So much energy was coming from her body to mine, I felt no pain, I felt so relaxed and happy and loved.

Moral of the story is I wish I could find that again, I wish more then anything I wasn't so lonely and unloved. I have so much love and no one to give it to, no one that will feel my energy the same way. I'm so fucking lost

I understand that she left me cause of my chronic pains, and I wasn't able to take care of her like we dreamed. We was so full of love and it just wasn't enough.

Why are their no girls that like dorky men?.

Iike they think dorky means weak, lame, boring. I just don't get it. Women are so cruel but pretend like their not,, I'm not saying all but most really only think about themselves. Ig the same could be said about guys but man it shouldn't be this hard to find a connection or love.

It'd be nice if I could find someone to love me

bpd culture is feeling so loved and appreciated and cherished in a moment, and then the moment ends, and you're convinced nobody has any love or care for you in their hearts, and that you're just a fleeting thought.

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