I Decided Today That I'm Going To Quit My Job. I Have Nothing To Fall Back On. I Do Feel Selfish And

I decided today that I'm going to quit my job. I have nothing to fall back on. I do feel selfish and irresponsible. I have a family and bills to take care of. But I also have never done anything for me. I have been struggling with my mental health for a while now. Just last year I started doing something about it because I left one job and hopped right into another without taking any time off. I didn't want to do that again. I don't want to carry the same ill feelings into another space. It defeats the purpose of me starting over. I honestly don't know what my next step is. Am I worried and scared? Yes. Surprisingly I'm not as much as I thought I would be. I'm mostly relieved. I like a lot of weight is lifted off of my shoulders. Anxiety is caused by the fear of the unknown. I'm letting that go. I am doing what's best for me and not what I think is best for me. This is my first major step in making changes in my life. If you have any advice or encouraging words, please feel free to comment. They may come in hand on bad days.

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Just a little update

The night I quit my job I was called for an interview somewhere else. I had been filling out applications since the beginning of the year. I accepted the job offer. I was able to have a week off to just reflect on my life and what direction I wanted to go in. I am going to see where this new path leads me. I've been feeling a lot better since I've been putting my needs first. Before my mind was all over the place. I didn't recognize who I was any more. Now, I swear it's like a fog lifting and I can see clearly. Idk, that's the best way to describe it. This season is mine, I'm claiming it 💜