Unloved Ones (my Indie Sleaze Revival Style Look Book And Heartbroken Girl Poem Reading)
Unloved Ones 🤍 (my indie sleaze revival style look book and heartbroken girl poem reading)
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my poem:
Happiness comes and goes
with girls like me
Never too happy
Never too sad
Always depressed
It’s a part of me
The part of me I never leave
“Stay stable, stay calm”
Nobody likes an angry baby
With too much to say
Pacify me
With a blunt or beer bottle
Turns out I hate myself
Drown myself out
Til a new day
New month
New year
If I’m 23
Why do I feel so 17
Ugly yet sweet
Cynically pretty
On the edge of something
I’ve been edged of my own glory
Give it to me or get me off
I want the dream
The one I casted myself
It’s my fault
Blame it on the Talking Heads on TV
The Popstars
above me
Praying to False Idols
The only God I know is female
And she’s me
Nurture me and I’ll give you my seeds
I never kept a plant alive
But I could try again
Maybe a cactus this time
What if it wasn’t my fault?
Shift the blame
I absorb your shame
I’m a teacher with a 2.0 GPA
I wouldn’t take my advice
Unless you wanna have fun
Paint our nails red
Lips too
Cruise with the music too loud
Sad Songs Only
Cursing out all our exes we never had
I don’t think a blow job counts as a second date
But I’ll find the love where I can get it
This week’s been so long
Give me a break
Don’t fuck Mondays
Fuck me instead
Hurry and take my Polaroid
Before I end myself, metaphorically
Fake meat and clearance rack tees
We’re not rich, but we’re holy
God would smoke a pack with us!
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poem: Unloved Ones by dark baby, (2023).
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