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Zheani Sparkes and Nana Kitade Instagra:
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On my Goth Bimbo shit ❤️⛓️✨




On my Goth Bimbo shit ❤️⛓️✨




On my Goth Bimbo shit ❤️⛓️✨




On my Goth Bimbo shit ❤️⛓️✨

I give you my heart, now and forever until the end of time 🥀🖤


💟 Kora Yuumei - oc info and ref sheet !! 💟
(A silly Yuu in a trio of Grace from @babyghoul138/Hana from @theolivetree123)
A 2020 inspired/alternative

💟 Basic info ! 💟
Pronouns: she/they
Sexuality: bisexual
Dorm: Ramshackle
Age: 18 (idk what year)
Height: 5’4(5’7 with platorms)
Class: 3-A
Club: N/A yet
Dominant hand: ambidextrous
Homeland: Japan (born somewhere else but adopted by Japanese couple)
Birthday: February 5th
Best Class: Mainly mathematics
Hobbies: styling, making DIY clothes, hanging out with other Yuus, napping, learning about drama, baking, eating at cafes
Nicknames: Maomao fish (Floyd), maîtresse du rose (rook), Koko (close friends), Yume (socials name)
Lover: yet to be decided ?
Likes: eating at cafes, her fans, music, fashion stores, malls, legs/hand warmers, cute brands, cats, bunnies, being underestimated, warm milk, K-pop, collaborations, learning the fashion of other cultures, trying to crossdress
Dislikes: disagreements, Mr Trein waking her up, thunderstorms, barking of dogs, anyone who thinks she’s childish for how she dresses, when she’s left on read,

💟 Personality 💟
An airhead who carries a gifted brain, she’s smart but doesn’t feel the need to use it if it doesn’t help with her interests, leading to her to be dozing off in classes but ace her assignments (granted, she always turns her homework in late..)
She’s never aware of her surroundings and gets lost easily, wandering off to wherever catches her eye, always being a lazy bum until you wave a treat in front of her.
They never curse, but when they do, that means they’re genuinely enraged, does that make them threatening in the slightest? No, but they do have spikes on their shoes…
They’re sarcastic, but with their soft tone sometimes what they say gets miscommunicated, something Kora wants to work on.
A constant: :3 or >:3 face

💟 Unique Magic: N/A 💟

💟 Relationships 💟
Hana, or Mami, as Kora calls her, Kora knew about gyarus, never seeing one before in the wild, Kora was immediately impressed by her. But Kora at first muted their respect and admiration for the older woman, but as they grew closer, Kora learned that despite all that, Mami was another human. They met her after they met Grace.
Grace and kora met at the opening ceremony, Kora noticed the iconic raccoon stripes of hair and jumped for joy, another girl that didn’t know what the duck was going on, who also had a great fashion taste! Grace’s presence soothed Kora and she just followed the scene girl around like a puppy.
More to be added?

💟 Back story 💟
Growing up with Asian parents, Kora was occupied with studies in no time, but they still loved their parents as they had a reward system for her. Good grades, purchase whatever you want.
A child prodigy, studying WAYYYY ahead of her grade, always at the top. It bored her.
Then as high school end grew near, Kora was a bit bored and decided to try and be on social media more, started with cute pictures of insta to fashion tips on YouTube, then a streamer by the start of senior year.
Her cute style and eye catching, desirable outfits caught attention of millions, leading her to be very successful, her parents knew what kinda of person kora was, and while they were against it at first. They eventually gave Kora the trust and time.
Her fans are called ‘dreamers’ as she encourages them to dream, and that if life is that boring, the least you could do it dream.
Symbolism: N/A

💟 Songs to Explain ! 💟
Trio goals (Kora/Grace/Hana)
IT GIRL - Aliyah’s Interlude
Sue Me - Sabrina Carpenter
Looking at Me -Sabrina Carpenter
サインはB - B Komachi
Personality
Espresso - Sabrina Carpenter
Please Please Please - Sabrina Carpenter
wutiwant - saraunh0ly
Fboys Anonymous - Poutyface
Savage - Bahari
Still With You - Jungkook (vibe)
Attention - New Jeans

💟 Kora Yuumei - oc info and ref sheet !! 💟
(A silly Yuu in a trio of Grace from @babyghoul138/Hana from @theolivetree123)
A 2020 inspired/alternative

💟 Basic info ! 💟
Pronouns: she/they
Sexuality: bisexual
Dorm: Ramshackle
Age: 18 (idk what year)
Height: 5’4(5’7 with platorms)
Class: 3-A
Club: N/A yet
Dominant hand: ambidextrous
Homeland: Japan (born somewhere else but adopted by Japanese couple)
Birthday: February 5th
Best Class: Mainly mathematics
Hobbies: styling, making DIY clothes, hanging out with other Yuus, napping, learning about drama, baking, eating at cafes
Nicknames: Maomao fish (Floyd), maîtresse du rose (rook), Koko (close friends), Yume (socials name)
Lover: yet to be decided ?
Likes: eating at cafes, her fans, music, fashion stores, malls, legs/hand warmers, cute brands, cats, bunnies, being underestimated, warm milk, K-pop, collaborations, learning the fashion of other cultures, trying to crossdress
Dislikes: disagreements, Mr Trein waking her up, thunderstorms, barking of dogs, anyone who thinks she’s childish for how she dresses, when she’s left on read,

💟 Personality 💟
An airhead who carries a gifted brain, she’s smart but doesn’t feel the need to use it if it doesn’t help with her interests, leading to her to be dozing off in classes but ace her assignments (granted, she always turns her homework in late..)
She’s never aware of her surroundings and gets lost easily, wandering off to wherever catches her eye, always being a lazy bum until you wave a treat in front of her.
They never curse, but when they do, that means they’re genuinely enraged, does that make them threatening in the slightest? No, but they do have spikes on their shoes…
They’re sarcastic, but with their soft tone sometimes what they say gets miscommunicated, something Kora wants to work on.
A constant: :3 or >:3 face

💟 Unique Magic: N/A 💟

💟 Relationships 💟
Hana, or Mami, as Kora calls her, Kora knew about gyarus, never seeing one before in the wild, Kora was immediately impressed by her. But Kora at first muted their respect and admiration for the older woman, but as they grew closer, Kora learned that despite all that, Mami was another human. They met her after they met Grace.
Grace and kora met at the opening ceremony, Kora noticed the iconic raccoon stripes of hair and jumped for joy, another girl that didn’t know what the duck was going on, who also had a great fashion taste! Grace’s presence soothed Kora and she just followed the scene girl around like a puppy.
More to be added?

💟 Back story 💟
Growing up with Asian parents, Kora was occupied with studies in no time, but they still loved their parents as they had a reward system for her. Good grades, purchase whatever you want.
A child prodigy, studying WAYYYY ahead of her grade, always at the top. It bored her.
Then as high school end grew near, Kora was a bit bored and decided to try and be on social media more, started with cute pictures of insta to fashion tips on YouTube, then a streamer by the start of senior year.
Her cute style and eye catching, desirable outfits caught attention of millions, leading her to be very successful, her parents knew what kinda of person kora was, and while they were against it at first. They eventually gave Kora the trust and time.
Her fans are called ‘dreamers’ as she encourages them to dream, and that if life is that boring, the least you could do it dream.
Symbolism: N/A

💟 Songs to Explain ! 💟
Trio goals (Kora/Grace/Hana)
IT GIRL - Aliyah’s Interlude
Sue Me - Sabrina Carpenter
Looking at Me -Sabrina Carpenter
サインはB - B Komachi
Personality
Espresso - Sabrina Carpenter
Please Please Please - Sabrina Carpenter
wutiwant - saraunh0ly
Fboys Anonymous - Poutyface
Savage - Bahari
Still With You - Jungkook (vibe)
Attention - New Jeans
God Bless Me 🕊️ (my soft goth style look book and emo girl poem reading)
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my poem:
Why does no one like me?
Am I not pretty
Was I easier to love when I was 13
Scruffy face and soft thighs
Rigid thoughts and crooked teeth
I’m fixated on someone who isn’t alive
Dreaming of a better me
Leaves me feeling lonely
Ripped soles, ripped soul
I’m already bleeding
Jab the steel in deeper
Fingers like metal
Cold and boney
Artificial Intelligence
What’s the point of living
Don’t mind me
I forgot the world exists outside of me sometimes
Shy and nervous
I’m scared and anxious
Just ignore me
I forget there’s other people breathing
Don’t wanna be seen
Stop looking at me
I’m fake hair and too much eyeliner
Walking past the beach
I’m used to puddles and jagged streets
Never been somewhere where I could just be me
Stare at me but I just don’t care
Dark Chocolate
I’m not as sweet as you think
Not as dark as I seem
My scopes so small
And my eyesights pretty bad
I’m pretty in the mirror
Behind the digital camera
But never in person
Kiss me til I can’t feel my toes
Heaven Is For Real
Ain’t just a movie
Living in hell
Is just another Tuesday for me
Who wears boots to the beach?
A hipster wannabe
Is all I’ll ever be
But hey, at least the boys think I’m sexy
Dirty blondes
Oversized tank tops
Sweaty, so shiny
You’re the highlight of my day
I wish I could be under you
As I pass by with my head down
Dodging eyeballs
As if they were bullets
I don’t give smiles out for free
Unless you entice me
Little kids building sand castles
As big brother kicks them down
That’s life for you
God loves you
But only on Sundays
Melted ice cream
I’m dripping for you too
I can’t accept your drink
I don’t let my guard down just for anybody
Unless a paycheck is involved
I only see me
And I’m not used to giving in
Expensive Prescriptions
Big fake teeth
We don’t belong here
Yet i try so hard to fit it
In a place so temporary
Would god mind if we shared a sin?
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poem: God Bless Me by dark baby, (2023).